The manuscript of survival – part 431

For now, you have already attained so much of what you came here to do, but there is still a while yet before you can see the full scope of your accomplishments. Indeed, you will all find yourself wallowing in frustration at one time or another in the time ahead, and the reason for that will be the simple fact that you all know at a higher level of your being that what you see around you in no way resembles the reality you have already stepped into energetically. In other words, what you SEE is not what you have, and as such the gap between the two is one that will be difficult to navigate for many of you in the time ahead.

For now is when the challenges arise, the ones that are born from the certitude that you already know that your mission to this planet has been a success, but as yet the fruits of your labours may seem to be invisible to you. Therefore we say to all, prepare yourself by allowing that inner core of yours to step to the forefront in any way you can, for as long as you maintain the connection between your human self and your own true self inviolate you will at all times find a way to navigate through what at times will be very choppy waters indeed. You see, the effects from your successful energetic endeavors over this last period of time will soon make its appearance known to all, but it will do so in what can only be described as some unexpected ways and at some seemingly inopportune moments. You see, this is a period of fluctuations that will bring with them what may seem on a superficial level to be upheavals in every connotation of the word, but as long as you maintain that inner connection, you will feel literally in your very bones that this is not about tearing apart, this is all about starting to settle in to some very new patterns indeed. And as such, what can be easily misconstrued as demolition for the sake of demolition itself is simply all about reaffirming what has already been set into motion.

For now, the wheels are well and truly set in motion on this new playing ground that you have already designed, the place where your origins will play a vital role in your everyday life in a manner that has not been possible before. For earlier, mankind has been held within an energetic environment designed to withhold so much information in such a way, the friction and frustration it created has driven you all into either a search for an inner truth or towards what seemed to be a higher ground but turned out to be a one way street towards destruction. But thanks to the likes of you, the number of people rejecting that headless run towards the latter, the entirety of mankind has been given the opportunity to think again, and to do so in a space of energetic beneficence that will enable every single one to have the opportunity to hitch their wagon to this jubilant group of intrepid explorers that you count amongst, the ones who have already turned their back on the old world, and by the very act of deciding to do so has opened up the unexplored hinterlands and crossed over the lines demarcating the known from the unknown, and you have made what was once not only inaccessible but also unimaginable become a fact of life.

For you have already crossed over that high range hiding the promised land from view from the old version of you, and as you all know, that trek has not been without its challenges nor its sacrifices. But you have made it, and as you ventured ever higher and ever further away from your humble origins, you literally opened up a path for every single individual still waiting out the remainder of their lives back in the land of lack and fear. And now, the path ahead for them is clear cut and well lit, and so, many will in the upcoming weeks and months suddenly find themselves under the spell of an urge to explore that will be so strong, they will see no other option than to act upon it. And as a veritable flood of light, they will toss aside the old millstones that kept them weighed down and chained to the old world and they will set off on a trek that will be a much smoother and far less daunting one than the one you, the true pioneers, had to endure.

But again, that is why you came here in the first place, to be the pioneers, the roughnecks, the ones that knew that no thing would mean more to you than to follow that inner calling from your heart, the calling that will send you spirit soaring up, up and away from the life you had been living up until that moment in time. And one by one, you heeded the call, and you packed your bags and set off, tossing off your old belongings one by one as you by and by realized that where you were heading for, there was no need to bring along the old baggage that you once thought was essential for you. And so, as you continued ever onwards, you did so more and more unencumbered by the weight of the lessons from yore, while at the same time you started to see that these lessons were indeed essential in themselves for your preparation for this exodus. But then, the time came for you to step away from them in order to make this pilgrimage feasible. And so, here you stand, on the shores of what can be termed as the promised land, but a more accurate description of it would be the chosen land. For where you are, is where you have chosen to migrate towards, and what has drawn you to this space in time, is the inner calling, that constant vibration within, the tuning fork that has led you to take every single step and every single decision you have ever taken, not just in this life, but in all of the previous ones. For you just knew where you had to turn at every crossroads that was offered you, and so, step by step, by dismissing every single option that was not in tune with this, your true north, you have made it all the way here.

But now you stand here, and you look around, and you will say “is this it?” and if you take a cursory look around you, we do not fault in you in thinking just that. For what you see, will look eerily similar to everything you think you left behind. So we say look again, and this time, look with your heart, and we think that what you see will be a very different landscape indeed. For then, you will see the potential, and then, you will see the love and then, you will see the approaching multitude of enlightened beings coming towards you from all sides. For then, you will know in your heart of hearts that you are HERE, you have arrived, and now, it is time to roll up the sleeves and get to work, pitching up your camp and starting to get things in order. For now, much will be set into motion, actions and ideas, connections and configurations, and as you begin to settle into this very new energetic environment, you will feel how everything literally kicks into life, inside and outside, in every single way you can think of. For now, you have truly arrived in the land of plenty, where life will spring forth in a manner and at a speed that is unlike anything you have ever witnessed, and as it begins to pour forth, it will only serve to increase the speed of everything around it again. And so, what may look like a barren field devoid of both life and promise at this exact time frame will show itself for what it really is, a blank canvas vibrating in anticipation, ready to spring into action at the first conscious touch from your newly emerged powers.

For you are here to create it all, and even if the framework, the grounding if you will, is already in place, all the rest needs to be constructed from all of the bits and pieces you have all carried with you on your journey, waiting for the right opportunity to come into light again. For as you jettisoned all of the old baggage on the long journey that brought you here, you also freed up the necessary space that all of this hitherto unclaimed potential could latch itself onto. And so, like a magnet attracts iron filings, your very being attracted piece after magnificent piece of this for so long untapped potential, and even if this added luggage carries so much weight, it is not a burden to any of you. Far from it, for it is this willingness to let go of the old and allow the new to step aboard that has lightened the load sufficiently for all of you to arrive where you are at now, and it is your willingness to not stop and turn back to wait for stragglers or to pick up any left luggage for others that have enabled this mass transition to take place. And so, you are the true creators of this new land not just filled with promise, but also flowing over with already manifested potential. For even if you will find it nigh impossible to even perceive any of this newly minted reality just yet, know that it is already here, and it is here because you have already created it – in your hearts and in your higher aspects, but as yet, little or no traces of it will seem to be readily available to the more down to earth human parts of you. Again, this will be apt to cause frustration to blossom in so many of you, so know that this is simply a stage that needs to be endured, and the best way to do so, is to try to close your eyes to the way the outer world still appears to you and to do what it takes in order to help yourself to see it all through your heart.

We know that these words are more than apt to cause frustration themselves, but be that as it may. We are simply doing what we are here to do, namely to remind you all that you are far, far greater and far more accomplished than what you are currently able to discern yourself, apart from the occasional small glimpses of this greatness some of you get at irregular intervals. So again we say keep your focus where it should be, and it is not on something that will cause your heart and you vibration to drop. We know that you all know what we are talking about, for it is indeed imperative that you do not allow yourself to wallow in the old mud. For now, the best thing you can do in order to help your own soaring spirit to stay aloft, is to allow yourself to find a way to not struggle to find a new wave to ride. All you need to do is to relax into the seemingly empty void that surrounds you on all sides, for you have all the support you need now, so just try float freely in this endless energetic sea.

For even if it may seem to be dead calm, it is quite simply teeming with life, but for now, you are all required to just BE in this energetic bubble for a little while yet, until all the factors are again readied for a new spurt of growth. For remember, this is a highly complex operation, and even if you think you are just bobbing around in a backwater, you are in actual fact being readied for all of the tasks that awaits you a little bit further down the line, so again we say that patience is indeed of the highest importance now. It is no use to try to force things, for that will only serve to heighten your frustration. So just allow this to unfold at the designated pace, and know that even if you at times will be hard pressed not to find the seeming inaction of things more than a little annoying, know that you are at all times in the middle of a beehive of activity, and even if you cannot perceive much of it yet, so much is happening at literally lightening speed at all times.

So allow yourself to simply BE, and if need be, allow yourself to be frustrated too, but know that all of this seemingly pent-up energy that will be nipping at your heels like an impatient dog is just a signal that at a higher level, you just know that you have arrived at the place where ALL of your potential will finally be allowed to step forwards. So know that all is well and everything is happening at the exact time and in the exact sequence that it has been designed, so just trust your own inner voice, for that will continue to send out the same signal of reassurance if you allow yourself to listen to it. And soon, this period of seeming inertia will come to an end, and you will all be catapulted out into a veritable feast of energetic activity that will bring you not just elation, but also instance after instance of opportunities to say “well done”, not just to yourself, but to the collective. For then, you will all be engaging in acts and in deeds that cannot be described in any other way than moments of bliss. For then, you will begin to truly DO all the things you came here to do, and that is when your heart will finally begin to sing in earnest.

190 thoughts on “The manuscript of survival – part 431

  1. Believe it or not – this song is also on our gospel choir repertoir – just LOVE it – as I love you ALL ❀ I feel so blessed for this amazing day, but now it is time for dream state πŸ™‚

    I bow in humble gratitude to Mother Nature and for all light that seeps through – everywhere ❀ ❀ ❀
    B

      1. from the link:
        “that we acknowledge β€˜spiritual’ as simply being conscious of the whole: physical, mental emotional and spiritual. To be spiritual is to be whole – plain and simple. When awake to this truth of ourselves we are what we are: a force of nature, a point of awareness, the universe waking up to its own presence.

        When we can embody spirit in our material form, ground multi-dimensional truths in our daily lives, recognise the unified field of energy which connects us all and recommit in each moment to knowing these truths ever more deeply, then we are spiritual. And we will have no need of a label or identity, recognition or praise for being so because life itself, which is all that we are, needs nothing except to follow its own nature.”

        1. Yes – I especially loved that part thanks for stressing it ❀ Being a quite natural BEing with no restrictions whatsoever, just embracing oneself, others, LIFE and ALL THAT IS. What an golden age to come – GLORIOUS ❀ ❀ ❀
          B

      2. I guess for some these pictures might seem repetitive with all those trees showing up but for me they are all unique and beautiful individuals – every single one ❀

        Thanks Areeza ❀ ❀ ❀
        B

        Another one – special for you Breeze πŸ˜‰

          1. He he – you would be bored πŸ˜‰ I can say that they all have a heart signature at the beginning…. ;))) πŸ™‚ ❀ ❀ ❀
            B

  2. I must have been forced to take 2 days rest, yesterday was WEIRD, today I feel more settled today.

  3. Thank you.πŸ’– Aisha, CC and everyone.
    I wish I knew how to share some of the beautiful magical pics that are coming and flowing to and through me..
    They began to make themselves seen or manifested a couple of months ago..I know they have a message and vibrate at a high frequency level..that they are to be shared..but I don’t know exactly how..I have faith that all is well and that what is given will be shared as the petals of love is unfolding one by one to show, radiate and touch the divine beauty within the hearts of all.
    I have been so absorbed by this creative energy that I forgot time and space. It felt so good to just be..in this flow of creative divine energy.
    But as some of you have shared I have also been.. experiencing deep sadness..doubting myself…etcetera. I have been told to be patient and to not force anything to happen too soon..that all is well.πŸ’“
    To express the in-sights through words suddenly became more difficult..and even to take written or spoken words if wisdom as I could before..as if I feel the energy vibrations beyond the words..if that make sense?
    Anyway…I am so thankful to feel the vibrations of love from every petal of this wonderful rose of love that we are unfolding together as one.
    The love is shining through us all in different shades and forms..
    πŸ’–-felt πŸ’–-flow..πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ’–

    1. Thank you dear Mimmi fΓΆr sharing what is happening within and around you ❀ As you say – all is well and everything is exactly as it should be in anticipation of the the golden days that will unfold during the new year πŸ™‚ ❀

      Much love to you ❀ ❀ ❀
      B

        1. Hej Mimmi!

          Tredje gΓ₯ngen gillt – som man sΓ€ger πŸ˜‰

          GΓ₯ till Photobucket http://s26.photobucket.com/upload
          VΓ€lj “Upload”
          VΓ€lj bild frΓ₯n din dator – dra den till upload-rutan.
          NΓ€r bilden laddats upp i Photobucket – klicka pΓ₯ bilden sΓ₯ ser du olika lΓ€nkar till hΓΆger – klicka pΓ₯ “Direkt”-lΓ€nken, som automatiskt kopieras (kan ibland vara lite fΓΆrdrΓΆjning)
          Klistra in lΓ€nken i ditt meddelande.
          Skicka ivΓ€g ditt meddelande.
          Klart!

          Lycka till med publiceringen av dina bilder πŸ™‚ ❀ ❀ ❀
          B

        1. In December, the sun can barely get over the treetops and there will be a special and very beautiful golden light on everything that the sun shines on. It is a very special and beautiful glow that we are experiencing now and as you can see, the shadows become very long even at midday. By midsummer we are compensated with sunshine around the clock if you live above the Arctic Circle πŸ™‚ These pictures are taken today in -15C (5F)

          Love & golden light ❀
          B

          1. So beautiful! the blue also reminds me of ocean waves or even clouds. I love the golden light. Thank you B to B! ❀

            1. Thanks a lot Jollymystic ❀ You pleases my heart – and Mother Nature's also πŸ™‚ ❀ ❀ ❀
              B

              Sending you more "bubble-waves-clouds" my dear friend πŸ™‚ ❀

  4. Thankyou Aisha and CCs. I had the good fortune to come across your blog in November just as I published a book about my own humble journey of (61?) years beginning close to London. I can only say that every word from the CCs resonates deeply within me and what has been happening to me over a long and sometimes painful and very lonely time, but not to fret. The last paragraph in my light – hearted book is this: What’s wrote is writ. Now it’s time to rejoin the circle to dance in the woods. We get to see many trees and smell their fragrant blossoms, their mouldering leaves and also their smoke. N Scott Momaday said we have to earn our entitlement somehow, to think like an Indian. He was correct, it’s not an easy thing to do but we all have the ability to ‘sing’ in our own way, to ‘see’ the world, everything is given after all. If you can take it – give it back somehow. A sweet thought can cut the mustard at any time and open up a new trail. ‘Walk forward Angel’.
    Stewart W Hale (Upshire tribe)

    Thankyou again, Stew

    1. Dear Stew, welcome to this Pond and to this family of light! Thank you for bringing your light here, and for sharing these uplifting words πŸ™‚
      Love and light from me, Aisha

  5. Hi VInny,

    “I feel very settled in myself at the moment.” – so am I too. So very contented, it is quiet outside as well with -15C, clear sky and white snow. Very pristine ❀

    Love & light ❀ ❀ ❀
    B

  6. Reblogged this on Adele and commented:
    year 2015 = 8 and 431part of the Manuscript = 8
    wishes wholeheartedly to all One People of Mother Earth … πŸ™‚ …
    “And as a veritable flood of light, they will toss aside the old millstones That kept them weighed down and chained to the old world and they will set off on a trek That will be a much smoother and far less daunting one than the one you , the true pioneers, Had to endure. “

  7. We have built our bridges for the folks to follow our lead….. over rock, under rock, and over the seas. Clear driving is my hope!!!! πŸ™‚

  8. We are preparing ourselves to be unconditional love to ourselves.
    Just read a channel a franheal’s blog about just that subject if others are interested. Favorite Goddess ,,, Athena. ❀ ❀ ❀

    1. Thank you for this info. I just experienced the healing power of unconditional love. Will read later. ❀

    2. we knew of how much we could do for others
      we knew as bringers of The Light
      anchors of The Love
      Did we stop to think of what we were to do
      for ourselves?
      I did not
      somehow, I thought ‘that part’ would all
      be ‘automatic’.
      It has been hard for me to take that kind
      of responsibility. to want it even.
      to give of myself – to myself
      my heart screams for me now
      It does not scream in pain
      but it does scream for My Full Attention
      ❀
      Live Your Love Consciously Debra/Areeza
      Shee – aahh – yaahh πŸ™‚
      (my song)

  9. Our potential, our carrying of more weight…. just not the old.
    What a time we are in for. Here is a video of how the weight can be attracted in a uniformed way!!!! πŸ™‚

      1. We must have been tuned in to the same wavelength, B…. that song was in my head all day yesterday. πŸ™‚ Here’s a powerful version that gives me goosebumps every time…. Love, Dove

        1. Yes Dove – I just LOVE your version that I have heard earlier too πŸ™‚ Goosebumps – yes – indeed!!!! So nice to meet you on the same wavelength πŸ˜‰ Much love, joy and goosebumps πŸ˜‰ ❀ ❀ ❀
          B

          PS. I'll sing it in any of my "sound halls" next time I pass πŸ˜‰

          1. Would love to hear you, B…. there’s just something about the energy of that version that makes me want to turn the stereo up full blast… a rare occurrence for this One. πŸ˜‰
            Love,
            Dove

            1. “…a rare occurrence” – oΒ΄boy – I could step up and turn the stereo up full blast for many good songs πŸ™‚ πŸ˜‰ Happy heart tonight πŸ™‚

              Love & joy ❀ ❀ ❀
              B

      2. B thank you for your image and also this, my favorite song in the whole world whether during this season or not. Thank you, thank you, thank you! ❀ Monica

        1. Dear Monica,

          I am so pleased that this song means a lot to both of us.
          May I suggest this version that Dove so nicely reminded me of the other day πŸ™‚
          Love & light ❀
          B

  10. ❀ Hi, Monica… WELCOME back!! So very glad to learn you are ok. I was wondering where you went to; thought you had gotten busy with your project.

    Smiley face = ) + : [parenthesis plus colon, no spaces in between]

    Big smiley face = : + D

    If you print any other punctuation directly next to the above, the icon will fail to appear.

    If you want to know any of the heavy-duty stuff, Kiera's your gal.

    Take good care. Love energy to all in your household. And wishing you all a healthy, fun, JOYfully abundant New Year 2015. xox Lin/Amyrah ❀

    1. Aaaa Breezie, you always make me smile! I have to get my icon knowledge back but I am smiling, grinning ear to ear to see ALL of you, B, Mike, everyone… ❀ I remember the heart, that's the main thing…how to make the smiling face? Anyone?

      I moved and rearranged my life as the CCs are saying…with two cats and a new roomie, Andrea. A professional sailor lol. We are naming our abode Morris Yacht. Run aground. Gonna work on making it winter hardy with straw bale magic around it. Loving you sooooo!

      1. Monica dear,
        Welcome home even though you never left,especially in your hearts.
        Tear of compassion flow from me to you.
        Heart ❀ and smile is : ) but together :). :)) laughing, Wink ; ) .
        Your light shines as does each of ours, where ever we go, how ever we go and especially in our feelings.n ❀ ❀ ❀

          1. Well – sorry – Monica talked about using straw and these creations are made of flax straw. Hmmm – am I in trouble here….? I might be as I havenΒ΄t got permission from the artists to show this picture…just thought it was so very suitable – and very beautiful πŸ™‚

            Much love to you – and above all – to the artists from Brazil Fernando and Humberto Campana ❀ ❀ ❀

            B

            http://www.bildmuseet.umu.se/en/exhibition/campanas/17668

  11. Yo hey people, you’re only building your souls character here. Nothing more, nothing less. Like the “sand in the river”, right? Shit. In my thirties, I come to know the unstoppabce decades. The short cycles of this memory loss of ours. 10′, 20’s, 30’s, 40′ etc. It’s a bummer. Really.

      1. Thank you dear B and thank you dear tonik ❀︎
        Sharing ❀︎

        “I have always lived the future now ❀︎ “

    1. Dear Susan! Welcome to this Pond and thank you for bringing your light here – that is the most perfect and the most generous “donation” you can make to me and to us all πŸ™‚
      With love, light and gratitude from me, Aisha

  12. Dear Aisha – feeling it too! Channeling into cross-country skiing out in the woods. πŸ˜‰ Patience can be so challenging and prayercertainly helps. And as you say – it helps to know I’m not alone in feeling this! πŸ™‚ ❀ Thanks for channeling!

  13. I just wanted to thank you for the messages without which I would have been terrified to death of the changes I was going through. I do look forward to all that is to come.

    Thanks and happy holidays.

    1. Welcome to this Pond and to this family of light, dear ndzewiyi! As the CCs like to say, this journey is not for the faint of heart, and the best way to get through this is by connecting with other “pioneer souls” like we do here. So thank you for bringing your light here πŸ™‚
      Love and light from me, Aisha

  14. I can soooo relate to this. There’s a dead calm around me. I spend my days just killing time. It’s really nice to know that the things we’ve worked towards are still coming.

    Thank you again for your messages Aisha.

  15. Thank you Aisha!
    It does feel like a energetic bubble in the middle of something that seems to be the same but at the same time you know it isn’t…
    This image shows how we probably look true the eyes of CC’s only we can not yet “see” it, but we do “feel” it πŸ˜‰
    Love end blessing to all ❀
    Katja

    1. Dear Katja, this morning, while I was in the state of being in the new world in my mind’s eye, for a while I saw a blue light, like a round blue light coming down. I was totally relaxed in that moment and feeling that I’m sorrounded with that light felt wonderful. Looking at this image second time, I remember that moment.

      1. Nice Tijen! I had the same experience 2 days ago and when I saw this picture again shortly before Aisha’s new post, I knew I had to share this and that others maybe had experienced the same… :-)) Glad to here we are at the same plane Tijen πŸ˜‰ ❀ to you

  16. For some life is the light and light is life itself. For some darkness is life and life is darkness itself. Then there are those who are inbetween light and darkness. They let their environment dictate who they are. It is up to us to think for ourself and pick who we are. Light and darkness can be exchanged with thought that is obsorbed into our cells and particles when either is accepted as their truth. Just know this nothing is ever lost in life it is exchanged by accepting either light or darkness that make us who we are. You can see the shadows of yourself when the sun is at your back. You also see the light when the shadow is at your back. Light and darkness are brothers each show a path to the other. This is our free will. It is up to us to see the difference between them and how they relate to each other. It is a school of thought to be one with yourself and be at peace with each of these teachers of life as we know it.

    Love and blessings to all

  17. Dear brothers and sister! This is definitely a period of fluctuating energies, and after a bliss-filled and wonderful Holiday with my family it has really changed so now it feels very much like the energies are “nipping at my heels like an impatient dog” πŸ˜‰ As always, being out in Mother Nature helps, and today I had to take an extra long hike in order to try to make myself “simmer down”. It also helps to know that I am not alone in feeling like this, and as the CCs say, the best we can do, is to just allow it all to unfold – even the frustrations πŸ˜‰
    I send you my love and my light – may we all find a way to float peacefully in this at times challenging “energetic bubble”!
    Aisha ❀ ❀ ❀

    1. Dear Aisha,
      I love the messages CC’s send us through you but I also love your commenting just after publishing the message. It just feels like “I’m home”. I just wanted to say this.
      *
      Dear all,
      Today, actually the last few days, I feel the deep sadness again, after feeling joyful and well for a while that longing, that emptiness is back. Don’t know if it’s due to the energies or if it’s part of my old baggage but I wanted to share it as a fact, wondering if I’m alone in this or not.

      Wanted to share one more thing: These days, part of my morning ritual is imagining the new world, seeing it, feeling the “beingness” in it, thanking the Mother for mothering us, apologizing for what humankind has been doing to hurt her and her children, asking for forgiveness. I know everything starts with a step and this is how I step in the new world. At least partly.
      I know I’m silent but I’m here and present. Loving you all. ❀

      1. Dearest Tijen ❀

        When the plane took off to go home yesterday, I could not hold back my tears. But it was not tears of sadness or of farewell but more mixed feelings of gratitude, happiness and sense of greatness in all that I have experienced and are experiencing now. The entire rest of the day yesterday was all over me like one big, tired, stiff and clumsy sensitivity full of emotions. Today it felt like the whole thing was about to drop just to later sway back and forth again.

        May I have a dance with you in emotional tears of all that is?

        Love, tenderness & gratitude ❀ ❀ ❀
        B

        PS. Excuse me if I happen to step on your toes – I do not feel fully coordinated πŸ˜‰

        1. Oh B, I’d love that emotional dance with you. Thanks for sharing your feelings. I really don’t get this feeling in me (I don’t have it today, anyways so far all is well). My dream of the new world is evolving, expanding, becoming more real with strong feelings, tingling sometimes, heart pounding faster, sense of joy. I like this dreamy state. May be I should start writing it because writing gives me more details. Sending peaceful thoughts to all of you while sipping my tea I made with the skin of an apple, a pinch of green tea and a piece of fresh ginger. ❀

      2. Hello dearest Tijen~ I went through a passage of indescribable darkness since I last wrote to you and even stopped praying because I believed I was not worthy. Hell, yes it was a tour of hell I have emerged from thankfully. So I understand my dear friend. I kept seeing in my mind’s eye the beautiful card you sent saying shamaness, as I was in the hospital for three weeks and unable to access the internet or my computer. I LOVE you, we are moving through the choppy waters but we are surfing and transcending. I wrap my arms around you my friend. Monica ❀

        1. Dear Monica, I’ve thought of you several times, thinking why you are so silent lately. I didn’t know what you’ve been through. Pleace accept my apologies for not writing you to ask how you are doing. I’m glad it’s over my dear friend. ❀

          1. Dear Tijen~
            No apologies necessary. Your letter would not have gotten through since somehow some cyber person has accessed my email and changed my passcode so I can’t read my own emails. The solution was to create a new email address which is kmonica844@gmail.com. Thank you for your kind words and I DID feel the loving energy from you and Breeze and the other Ponders while I was silent here. I do soooo believe in this marvelous work we are doing as a collective though, and the force of darkness kicking back at me personally was a fierce backlash, the intensity showing me in perfect hindsight that I must be doing something RIGHT and WRITE for me to have such an experience.

            Emerging from this, is the title for my new book: From the Inside Out: Becoming Farmor. A play on words since Farmor means in Swedish Father’s mother, but it also literally means far more, greater than I was without the experiences. I learned a great deal about the discernment of spirits while touring the darkness within and in my immediate environment. Light is winning my friends. It won on the inside, my determination to fight back and retrieve balance far more than the forces attempting to get me to kill myself or believe satan was winning in the epic stories at the end of the Bible.

            I was confronting my fears, all of which created delusions, strong ones for a time. Thankfully I am recovered now, and see a symmetry within my life I will be sharing in this book.

            Glimmers of hope bubbled up involving you Tijen, like that we have a plan to meet in the spring here in the U.S. I cherish this thought. I couldn’t miss that. But now I truly understand from the inside out what real depression, the life threatening kind feels like, and I NEVER want to experience this again. I have set my intent. AM not going to! I AM wise and loving and powerful and worthy of self love and compassion in all that I am and do and say about myself, in my inner most thoughts and in my outer public writings about myself.

            I will close this reply with a thread to the Kryon channelings for the year 2014, as I find his guidance so useful now and hopeful and helpful and hope you all will find them so as well.

            Peace on earth, it is all I have ever asked for Christmas. Peace on earth, peace on earth, and I know it begins with you and me Tijen, and Breeze and everyone here, Aisha, all Ponders.
            http://www.kryon.com/freeAudio_folder/2014_freeAudio.html
            Shinig on in Light, with love to you ALL, ❀ πŸ™‚ Monica

            1. Dear Monica, it’s great to hear that there is a beautiful outcome of the darkness you experienced, a new book. Hurray! I hope to be able to read it some day. Yes exactly, I’m still planning to come to NY in spring and I’d love all of us who are near or who can make it meet somewhere in the area. I’m glad to be surrounded so many light beings like you all are. ❀

      3. just wanted to say I Love you too
        ❀
        I understand
        thank you for the sweetness that you are
        my sister.
        Tried three times to express what I'v been feeling
        these days but I just cant.
        I still have hands to reach out and embrace
        I still have heart that Is Full
        Heart to Heart
        Hand in Hand
        XO

    2. Hi everyone and happy solstice and the return of light in our true north group. I am glad to be able to once again join everyone. I had a rough patch which I will not belabor, but all the way in the dark passage I knew you all were here/there. LOVE and Light from me, Monica
      Aisha. I was locked out of my email address by some cyber gnome so should I reregister with a new address? For the Ponders my new one is kmonica844@gmail.com. Please feel free tow write, I really missed you!

      1. πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ’– so glad you are feeling better. I was thinking of you and sending love your way. May joy fill your heart now.
        Love to you,
        Forest Joy

      2. Nice to see you here again Monica ❀

        My grandchildren just LOVE to make breakthroughs in the ice – and so do I πŸ™‚

        Love & light ❀ ❀ ❀
        B

      3. Dear Monica! I am so glad to see you! You have emerged shining even brighter after this extra challenging part of your journey πŸ™‚ Perhaps it would be a good idea if you update your emailadress on your wordpress account or register a new one, that way you need not worry about any information meant for you end up with the “cyber gnome”.
        LOVE, Aisha ❀

        1. Hi Aisha~ I am happy to be able to connect now right here with the old email immediately and also will register the new address. I know others have gone through name change here so an email address change is no big deal. Thanks to you for holding the rudder of our ship of Light workers here and pointing the way to true north. I love you so! I got my hair cut too, so we even look more alike as the Nordic women we are now. I turn 60 on January 20th this year upcoming and it all in hindsight was a perfect storm waiting to happen, but that is for the book. If it is OK with you perhaps I could share some excerpts here as I write it for feedback, mirroring from my beloved community here? It would be most helpful. LOVE right back at ya! Monica ❀

          1. Dear Monica, dear Farmor! Of course you can share “the fruits of your labours” here πŸ™‚ The only thing to keep in mind if that you want to share very long excerpts, it would probably be a good idea to post a link to it here instead of the complete text. That way, you avoid having a looooong way to scroll down to read it all on this narrow column.
            Love, light and hugs from me, Aisha ❀

            1. These are great ideas and I will do as you suggest Aisha. In the meantime some Ponders have written to me and I am happy to correspond privately too on email and by phone or Skype or Facetime, whatever. We are all in different parts of our journey and sometime choppy waters are crises in mental health which I am happy to navigate with other Ponders too by sharing the wisdom of my own experiences from the inside out and the outside in. Lovingly, Monica ❀ πŸ™‚
              I got my icons back lol!

              kmonica844@gmail.com

        1. Breezie yes I did, you and your magic wand, were like the good witch Belinda battling the wicked witches I landed amongst in the inpatient psyche ward. I put myself there and then had to battle to get out, but it was worth it and like Tijen’s anticipated visit I was looking forward to meeting you too in that gathering. LOVE you Breeze, ❀ Monica

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