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This year is starting to fade away, and I can already feel the pull from the brand new one waiting in the wings. One year ago, I was full of anticipation as to what this long heralded year of 2012 would bring. I knew it was going to be intense, but as usual, I could not foresee what would really happen in the next 366 days. It has been a year of change on so many levels, but the changes have come in the most unexpected ways and in the most unpredictable of places. Some of the changes I dreamed of have yet to materialize, but changes I could not even begin to dream of, have happened out of the blue. As I write these words, I sit in a quiet cabin up in the mountains. Outside, the snow is falling quietly, and everything is blanketed in white. It is like a blank canvas, ready to be filled with colour and light, just like the brand new year we are about to enter. Looking back, I see a 2012 as a magical painting, filled with shapes and colours, light and dark, looking like no other picture I have ever seen. We have all added our parts to this picture, and together we have created something that we will always remember. I am so grateful for everything I have experienced this year, and I can hardly wait to see what we will all accomplish together in the next months. For now we stand, with ”blank paper and coloured crayons” to quote from a much loved Norwegian song, ready to once again begin manifesting a new year – and a new world. And this time, we have so many more ”colours” to choose from when we start to create our own future.

So thank you to each and every one of you for making this year into a truly magical one. It has not been an easy ride, but it has been one filled with the joy of discovering new travel companions almost every day. It is such a gift to get to know each and every one of you, and I am truly looking forward to continuing this journey in your company. I wish you all an amazing and joyful new year!

Love and light, Aisha


The year of 2012 is fast running out, and with it, the anticipation of what is coming is building. As we have already touched upon, this can in many ways be likened to not only the starting of a new year, but actually the starting of a new era. For what you have accomplished in these last few weeks, far surpasses anything you have ever been through, and as such, you will all be well armed to take up the challenge of continuing to build your new world.

This will only be a short missive, as there is not much to say about what you are about step out from that has not already been talked about. However, we would like you all to take some time to connect in gratitude, for what you have achieved is nothing short of admirable. You have indeed come a very, very long way in a very short time, and even if many of you will feel at a loss at these words, thinking that they have yet to feel that they have accomplished anything apart from some rather intense physical and mental outbursts, know that this is not the case. So again we say take some time to sit down in silence and thank yourself for all that you have done to get you where you are now. And then, take some time to try to tune into the brand new that is arriving. For you are indeed on the threshold of so much dear ones, not just a new year on your calendar, but a new start in the history of mankind.

So when the fireworks blaze across the sky at the stroke of midnight tomorrow, know that from now on 2012 will be history, in all the connotations of the words. And then, you can take the first breath in the year known as 2013, or maybe we should call it year 1? After all, you have crosssed a barrier no man has ever done before, and what you bring with you, are not in any way comparative to what you had within when this year started. You exit this year without of so much old and outdated baggage, so in that way you are already travelling much lighter than before. But you will enter the new year filled up with an energy that no one have seen the likes of.

So we say once again thank you dear ones, for a job very well done. And thank you for your perseverance and your willingness to keep going ahead, even when everything inside you and outside you are trying to tell you to just stop. For you cannot stop, and now, the sky is the limit as they say. So go forth, and take the leave of all that is old, and rejoice in the new, for it will bring with it so much that will make you say again and again: it has been hard work indeed, but it was worth it in the end!

That is all for now, we leave, but we will connect with you again as the calendar once again starts to unspool the new year.

This time, the ending of a year and the beginning of a new one will be fraught with many emotions. After all, not many of you have had the chance, or even the wish, to even consider the fact that after the fabled year of 2012 there comes another one marked as 2013. For some, the very fact that everything, including your calendar, will seem to continue as if nothing has happened at all will be a source for great disappointment. But for others, the anticipation for what this new year has in store will be great indeed. For now, you will indeed enter unchartered territory. For never before have mankind been standing before an era like this, where you enter a new year equipped with an arsenal of energies like you do today.

So you stand on the threshold of greatness dear ones, and even if some of you still feel rather let down by the action, or rather non-action, of this last week, let us just remind you that nothing could be further from the truth. For what has transpired during these days in the aftermath of 12.12.12. and 12.21.12. is nothing if not life altering, not only for you as individuals, but also for this world as a whole. For you will exit this year as citizens of the multiverse, not as mere citizens of your world, or even your country. We are aware that for many, this will seem to be less than apparent, but we also know that some of you have already started to travel this new world that has literally started to open up before you, and this will continue to expand beyond any horizon you might care to try to describe.

We know that this will indeed sound like just another dose of lofty words, served up to placate you all, but let us just say that for those still trapped within the confines of this at times more than challenging tunnel of love, know that these walls will soon start to fade away and you will get a taste of real freedom that comes along with it. In other words, this connection to All there is will become more and more apparent as these tunnel-like walls starts to dissipate, and we know that there are some out there who can already testify to this fact. So we tell you to be discerning in these last few days surrounding the shift from this year to the next, and by that we mean that it is important to keep your focus on those parts of your existence where you can already sense that the change has taken place. For some, that will be easy, as that part of them has already started to grow in intensity. For others, it will be a hard task to fulfill, as the parts of them still stuck in yesteryear will seem to be overpoweringly so. But we know that if you too give yourselves the permission to do so, you will be able to connect with that spark within that has been lit during these last few days. And even if your mind and your physical body will try to divert your focus away from that inner glow, you should not let that deter you from reaching in and connecting with it. For it is indeed important that you do so, lest you should let your own inner judge convince you that you did not pass the test you have been served with as this year starts to fade away. For you have not failed any test dear ones, not in any way. For you are here, and you are about to enter the first year in the new count, when you will truly find your voice, and make that voice heard loud and clear.

It has already started to become lighter, and we do not mean that just in the sense of the lengthening of the days in the northern hemisphere. The light quotient on your planet has increased manyfold these last few days, as the portal that you were all instrumental in opening on the days surrounding December 21. has already been successful in delivering enormous amounts of energy down to your little planet. It has been likened to an enormous waterfall, and rightly so, as this incessant stream of light is just like those gigantic waterfalls you can witness out in the nature on your beautiful little planet. And just like those waterfalls, so too will this stream of light continue to replenish you all incessantly and abundantly in the times ahead.

For now, you have all been connected to this unending stream of light, and even if the information carried within all of this light cannot yet be detected clearly, it has already started to work its magic. Not only on you, but on your whole planet, and as such, it can be likened to a second coming to use a phrase many of you are familiar with. We do not refer to any single entity here, quite the opposite, as what has arrived on your shores is for all, no exclusions will be made. For this force is an indiscriminate one, for this is from the source of love, and love knows no boundaries. We will not go into any length describing what the outcome of all of this love will be, suffice it to say you have entered a new time for mankind, when the weight of love will continue to increase, day by day, hour by hour. And even if many will feel the heavy burden of the dark still pulling them down, know that this is only a temporary feeling, as soon you too will feel how the weight will shift and the light from the love will ease this burden more and more off your shoulders.

We will leave it at that today, and return with more at a later date. In the interim, please know that you are all within the boundaries defined as ”normal”. In other words, you are not veering off your designated course in any way. And even if this stage is more than a little painful for some of you, know that you too will soon find that the pressure will ease off and you will begin to breathe more freely like some of your fellow brethren are doing already. After all, this is not an obstacle course designed to keep you indefinitely wandering in the dark, seemingly without the ability to find your way to the exit. For you all know fully well just where that exit is, you just need to finish a few more chores you have given yourselves to complete whilst travelling through this dark tunnel towards the ever brightening light. So know that you will take exactly the time you need to finish it all off, not a second more, not a second less. And know that when you too emerge, it will indeed be into a sunshine even more brilliant than the one you witnessed just before you entered into this tunnel of completion.

You have been anxiously awaiting good news dear ones, as you have all been struggling various ways through this tunnel of love. For many, you have already seen the proverbial light at the end, but for others, the darkness will seem to be even more profound. Fret not dear ones, you will not be stuck in this darkness for ever, and even if you might have a hard time getting your hope up at this moment, know that this is only a part of this process, and you are in fact not doing anything wrong at all. Let us explain.

As we touched upon in an earlier missive, in fact, we have talked about this several times before, mankind have a habit of making presumptions in their heads as to how and when certain things should come about. And, as you all know so well, these fabled days in December 2012 have been a bit of a hyperbole, to put it lightly. That is easy to understand, because as none of you have any prior knowledge as to how such a massive process as this will come about, you have an ingrained need to try to picture it anyway. And then, some of these images take on a mass appeal, and they are aired and discussed and seem to take on a life on their own. After a while they are presented as ”facts” or even ”The Truth”, and many will start to adhere to these truths. Well, as you all know so well, a human mind has a certain limitation to it, and anything not fittting within these limits will not be easy to understand. So too in this, and as we said beforehand, many will become very disappointed during this period of transition. And many have, even to the point of destruction. For they have come to lose every hope, not only in this process, but also in themselves. And when they do, they will have a hard time finding anything to believe in, and their future will seem to be less than bleak.

Mankind have a long story of this, and as usual, it will act a sort of a self destructive mechanism. For, as we have said on so many occasions, there is nothing that can stop you now, except yourselves. For your fear is the only thing standing in your way now, there are no outside forces creating havoc anymore, they have been neutralized and cannot affect but minor irritations here and there. The only thing stopping any of you now, is your own inner fear of letting go and pushing through it all. And this inner voice of self doubt have been very, very strong, as so many of you have testified to lately. And do you think it was a coincidence that it was heard by so many after a day when so many of you were literally swimming in bliss and love?

We do not say this to criticize any of you, we are merely trying to shed some light on this process. For this is in so many ways a solitary journey, where you will be forced to face every challenge you meet head on, and you are the only one who can decide whether to keep pushing forwards, or whether to give in to that voice inside telling you it is futile to continue. Remember it is not for nothing we called this period the tunnel of love. For just like in a carnival ride, it is a dark tunnel you have to pass through, and surprises are lurking where you least expect them. And why is this process like this? Why, to give you the chance to discover the real you, the one that is residing at your very core, the one that is so much stronger and braver and more resilient than you could ever have hoped for. For this is not a journey set up in order to make you all suffer. This is a journey set up to make you all become very clear about yourselves. Hence, this seemingly endless barrage of mental and physical ups and downs, throwing you off course one minute, guiding you back and firming your resolve the next.

For again we remind you, that this is a journey where it is every man for themselves. For it is up to each and every one of you just how fast or how slow your journey will be, because it is up to you to determine when the time is right for you to finally round that last corner and see the bright lights shimmering up ahead. Again, this is not any form of criticism, rather a reminder that this journey is not over for any of you, and even if you are amongst those still lingering somewhere in the darkest parts of this tunnel of love, you are no worse or no better off than any of the others. For you will all reach your goals at the designated time, some sooner than others, but all will do so at the exact time that is stipulated for you. And remember, you are the one stipulating this beforehand, there is no one else who can force you to endure one second longer of this process more than what you yourself have decided. Likewise, there is no one outside yourself who can give you a shortcut either. For each and every one of you will have to take this at your pace, and each and every one of you will be emerging from that dark mouth of this tunnel victorious.

For when you emerge, you do so whole and complete. For along the way, you will have shed any extraneous baggage you might have acquired that was holding you back, but instead, you will have gained all of those ”missing parts” that constitutes the whole you. So we say this today, on the day that marks the beginning of a celebration of spirit and light for so many of you: do not forget to celebrate yourself. For even if you still feel mired down in the darkest part of this tunnel of love, you have made an extraordinary achievement already. In fact, for those still fighting off their urge to call it quits and give up, we say you must celebrate more than most. For you have chosen to take the most challenging route, and what you will learn along the way, will be lessons that will bring humanity such a long step forwards once you too emerge from this tunnel and become ready to share of your lessons. For they will not come easy to any of you, but what they leave behind is someone shining so brightly they will literally be able to light up even the darkest corner of this planet.

So again we tell you, celebrate yourselves in any way you can, for you have certainly more than earned the right to do so. And again we repeat, wherever you are, know that all is well and that you are doing everything just as you were meant to do it. For the tides have turned, and this waterfall of energy that has started to pour over you will affect you all in so many ways. At the moment, this light will be impossible to detect for all of those still finding themselves at a loss inside this seemingly endless dark place. But know that this light is also showering you and penetrating you to the core. So you too will benefit from all of this in so many ways, and so too will the rest of the inhabitants on this planet.

So take this for what it is, namely a message of hope, and a message of admiration. For you are all shining beings, and what you have already accomplished is a deed that outshines what anyone else in Creation can lay claim to. We salute you all and wish you all the best for this next stage of your jouney, whether it will be in broad daylight, in the half light of dusk or in the pitch black of the night.

Dear friends! I had such an intense experience this morning, I felt I needed to share it with you and hear if there are others out there who have been through something similar in the last few hours. Just like so many of you have commented on already, yesterday turned out to be a really, really challenging day emotionally. When it was time to go to bed, I was so irritated, frustrated and fed up with everything, and I asked my guides to get some form of affirmation that what we are going through at the moment must be more than just another day of intense physical and emotional distress, but nothing came. I had a very restless night, not even trying to meditate with the crystals helped, it only made it worse. To me, it certainly felt like I was in the middle of the “three days of darkness” like some of you have talked about already.

Then, early this morning, I woke up and decided to try once more to meditate with the crystals and once again ask for some sort of confirmation. And what I got was this: first, I saw this square object being covered by a larger object of the same shape, and that again being covered by a bigger one. Much like a stack of toy blocks of increasing sizes being stacked over each other so that only the largest one is visible and all of the others are hidden inside it. I suddenly realized that this was all of my “fragments” or aspects coming together, and I was thinking that the smallest one was probably me in this dimension. But then, they all fused together and merged into one complete square block, and this in turn was transformed into a golden heart. Suddenly I felt this golden heart inside of me, beating very strongly. I almost started to cry, it was such a powerful moment because I felt that now I had finally merged with all of my aspects, and that they were all present inside of my body. But then, this golden heart started to grow and became so huge I felt myself almost as tiny as a grain of sand compared to it. And now, the heart had changed into representing All of Creation. So I was whole again, but I was also reminded that I am just a fragment of everything that is. All of this in itself was so overwhelming, but then came the part that made the strongest impression on me. I was lying on my back during all of this, and then I suddenly felt my body transforming into grains of sand, and that this sand was literally pouring down through the bed and towards the floor, just like the sand in an hourglass. I felt myself becoming thinner and thinner, and soon there were only a few grains of sand left. Then they too disappeared, and I had this very strong physical sensation of falling backwards through a tunnel before I started to accumulate again in a new heap of sand, just like in the bottom part of the hourglass. I have never ever felt anything as clear as this, and when it was over, I was lying on my side, feeling like a newborn baby.

This morning, I received a message from the CCs, and here is some of it:

“What you saw during the process was indeed exactly what happend. You have now successfully merged yourself into a whole being, and the sand of time has run out only to be refilled with the new you. The image is indeed a very apt one, as what you once were does no longer exist, but it has been replaced with an everlasting supply of new life, or sand, if you will, that will finally start to count down your new life. We know that for now, all of this will seem very faint and improbable, but you will soon start to get into the very core of all of this as soon as your physical body and your mental capacity gets rested enough so that you can fully appreciate what has happened.” They also told me that there are indeed many others who have been through exactly the same process now, but that do not have any strong images of this. I am so curious to hear if any of you have anything to share on this!

Love and light, Aisha

PS: When I got out of bed this morning, I was very sore and stiff in my back, between the shoulder blades, and so was my sister. It felt like we both had been through an intense opening of the heart chakra.

Dear friends! I just received this message from the CCs:

“As you have already ascertained, the incoming waves of energy have not yet abated. All of this relentless hammering is driving out the last vestiges of your history here, preparing you all to enter the new as just that, new and unfettered by anything old that might hold you back. You have to endure a few more of these intense barrages of energy, but it will all start to quieten down as you approach the day for your Holidays. So again, stay calm and stay centered, and know that all is well. We salute you once again as we say that you are indeed the bravest of the brave, and you are more successful in your endeavors than you mayhaps can envisage at the moment. That is all for now, but we will indeed return with a more lengthy missive once these strong surges have abated somewhat. Thank you, we leave.”

I hope you are all still hanging in there! It was a beautiful day yesterday, but it was definitely back to business again last night. Still, it helps to think back to all of the love that surrounded us as we all connected to the energies of the soltice. Those energies are still here, but they are not as easy to detect now that my physical body is once again throwing a tantrum.

Love and light, Aisha



Dear friends! I just wanted to send you all a little message on this important day now that I finally have a short break between these super intense energy downloads. For they have certainly increased these last two days, both in intensity, number and duration. I did a solstice-meditation together with my sister at the exact time for it, which was interestingly enough 12:12 in our timezone. It was a quiet and serene one, very different from the one we did at 12.12.12, when the energies felt like we were breaking through a wall of light. After a while, a bird started to sing outside the window, which is rather unusual for this time of year, and I suddenly got this image that I know some of you also have shared: I saw this enormous waterfall of light that started to pour down on us all. It literally filled us up with light, and from us, the light started to flow out into every part of this planet. It was so beautiful, and then I heard this phrase from an old Carpenter’s song “We’ve only just begun” over and over again. In other words, this waterfall of light will continue to flow down into us all, and it will continue to fill not only us, but everything and everyone else with light as well.

Yes, we’ve only just begun this part of our journey, and I am looking forward to all that will happen in the wake of all of these energy influxes. Our work is not over, and I for one will continue to do my part and keep sharing the messages that will come in the times ahead. I send you all my blessings, and I thank you for also taking part in this work that we do together. I leave you with a picture I just took when I went outside to see if I could get a glimpse of the sun on this, the shortest day in our part of the world.

Love and light, Aisha


As you all know so well by now, tomorrow is that magical marker you have all set so much hope upon. As we have discussed earlier, these dates do not actually hold a significance in themselves, but they are utilized as a sort of focal point in order to help humanity by giving them an opportunity to focus their attention in a way that will magnify everything beyond what it could have been if you all worked independently. So yes, tomorrow in indeed important, because this will mark the high point of you pooling your efforts, and the outcome of all of this will not go unnoticed. However, keep in mind that there are many out there hanging onto the hope that tomorrow will be either a cataclysmic event of global proportions, or a total dissolution of everything you know. Let us just say that it will be neither, but it is a date that will indeed bring about so much more than what even the most optimistic of you will hope for. But again, remember that what your mental capacity can conjure does not hold much compared to the realities we refer to. Therefore, we repeat that there will indeed not be many that will see their dream come true tomorrow.

And what to do we mean by this? Simply the fact that what we are talking about, is a shift that no one of you can accurately describe, as you are about to enter the last stage of a portal that will have effects on you that no man has even been close to experiencing before. Again, this is not to give you false hopes, or even to try to dampen your spirits, rather it is just a reminder that this process is so much more complex than what you can even try to understand. You see, as we have already discussed in an earlier missivee, this entails changes on so many levels, levels that you cannot even begin to access just yet. But you will, and when you do, you will finally see everything as clear as day. But do not think that this is what will happen tomorrow. For tomorrow is just a part of this whole process, and even if it is important indeed, try to remember that when you open your eyes on the day marked as 22.12.12 or 12.22.12 in your calendar, you might not even be able to tell the difference in your surroundings. Because the changes that are about to take place will not be seen on the surface, at least not in the way that all of those Hollywood productions have tried to instill into your minds over and over again. We say this in order to remind you all that these energetic changes will indeed be immense, and they cannot but take you all by storm, but for all of those dead set on a certain outcome for tomorrow and the days immediately following them, we say be prepared to be disappointed. For you simply cannot fathom what you are already in the midst of experiencing, and apart from some rather pronounced physical symptoms, not much will be seen in the next 48 hours.

So again we repeat, stay calm, and stay centered, and do not let your mind try to play any tricks upon you. For you are indeed being transformed into something so vast you have yet to see the likes of it, but again, it will not show itself in the way that you might have envisaged beforehand. But make no mistake, you will know, beyond any shadow of a doubt, that you have entered the vastness of your being for the very first time as soon as these waves of incoming energy quietens down somewhat. For now, you are standing on the shore, and the waves are starting to break, and they are immense indeed. Larger than anything you have ever experienced before. Do not be afraid, they will not drown you, even if they will seem to pull you under again and again. So remember to breathe every time you get a chance to do so, and this will carry you through the next round of this life altering ride. That is all for now, but we will be back with more as soon as you are all able to breathe a bit more freely. And do not worry, it will not be long before you feel the fresh air filling your lungs again for the first time after this battling of the waves. Until then, we bid you all good luck and godspeed. We will be at hand to assist you, should you so wish, but remember, this is your journey, and you are more than able to fulfill it all no matter how harsh the conditions will turn out to be. After all, you have not come this far just to turn around at the door. So stride confidently forwards, dear ones, you certainly have what it takes to complete this journey back into yourselves.

The acceleration can be felt in many ways now, and although this can in many ways be likened to an ebb and flow, from now on, things will start to intensify even further. We are aware that for some, the frustrations of not ”feeling anything” can be great, but let us just assure you that you are all perfectly poised to fulfill whatever it is you have been picked out to do while you are here. Remember, you all have tasks that will be initiated duirng this lifetime, and for many, they are actually on the brink of discovering whatever it is they came here to do. We refer of course to the additional tasks that are manyfold and varied, but now, let us just concentrate on the task at hand. Namely the one of completing this journey through the labyrinth, or rather, portal of energetic realignment that you are already entangled within. For the rest will come when the time is right, but before that, you will all complete this in many ways labyrinthine journey through this vortex. And we say labyrinthine with just cause. Because even if the vortex itself is structured in a very simple way, your journey through it will not be be as direct.

You see, you are taking this journey on so many levels, and the only one you have full attention on now, is the one you are taking on your current level of awareness. In other words, the so-called third density world. And as such, you will only be aware of some of the challenges all of these energetic imprints bring with them. That is, some of you have already gotten a small taste of what this journey is doing to you in some of your other aspects as well, so yes, this is in all intents and purposes a multidimensional journey. For this is indeed a coming together of all of your aspects, and this vortex will act as a focal point, much like a prism, but on this side of the vortex, it will act like a gatherer of light. In other words, unlike a prism that separates the light into a rainbow of diffent colors, this vortex works in the opposite way. Namely that of collecting every aspect of you that exists in All of Creation, all of your ”colors” if you will, and then they are fused together to form a single, powerful beam of light that will pass through to the other side of this vortex for then to separate again. But this time, they will not lose contact with each other, but they will continue to cooperate in a way that will make every aspect of you aware of what the others are doing.

So yes, you will become one with yourself, by becoming one with all of yourselves, and in doing that, you will release all of those powers that this union carries within. For you are indeed a multidimensional being, and you have always been that. But up until now, you have only sensed this singular presence of yourself that inhabits this plane and this planet. But after you have passed through this vortex and this reconnetion-sequence, you will once again see yourself for what you actually are, namely a whole spectrum of light, scattered out into a whole host of beautiful beings, all carrying their own unique fraction of the bandwidth of this spectrum. And together, you are the light, in each and every sense of the word, and combined, your force will overcome any challenge that may come in your way.

So again we say stay calm, for you are indeed on the right course, and even if what you experience in the hours and days ahead will vary, remember that it is all good. You cannot do anything wrong in this, for this process is far, far more complex and all-encompassing than what you can see and perceive from your perspective. So just let go of any thoughts of inadequacy and unpreparedness, and know that you are all being brought to the door and beyond, no matter what you yourself may think about your role in all of this. For you are gathering momentum even as we speak, and you are being carried forth into this reconnection with yourself. Rejoice, for you will soon be whole in a way that you have not been before, and then, your lives will start anew, just like your calendar will begin anew with 01.01.13.