The healing waters

Beloved family of the light!

These last few days after the Gathering have been special for us all.  I have spent many hours reading through your comments, and I do not think I have ever shed so many tears of joy before. For so many, the Gathering in itself was such a profound experience, but it also ignited something deep within us all. In the following days, we have all felt the reverberations from this energetic connection, and the effects from this deeply and, for many, life-altering experience will continue. I am not the only one who have felt the need to step back and just try to come to terms with everything that has happened, and I know I still need more time to do so. Nohmad, you put it so beautifully when you call it ”integrating your blessings”. For yes, we have all been blessed, but for some, it can seem to be a blessing in disguise. As the CCs said it in A message about the Gathering, the doors to our hearts have not just been opened, they have been literally flung off the hinges, for they will never be able to close again.

And what this means for each and every one of us, many of you have shared so deeply about already. There is so much joy in this, but also many tears, for this has truly opened the doors to our very core. And what we find there, can be so painful, but also so healing. For we are ONE, but do not forget YOU in all of this. We are so deeply connected, now and for ever, but we must each take time to truly connect with ourselves. For what has been hiding within your heart? We all have scars, but we also have unseen pearls hidden there (thank you, Amy!), so remember to give yourself permission to seek them out. And when we surrender ourselves to this process, we may also need help, so do not forget to ask for it. For these waters of the Pond are not only for frolicking in, they are also for healing. There are many ways to ask for help, and it is so heartwarming to read the words you have all shared about this already, and to see how much love that is pouring out from and into this Pond.

Maggie, you wrote a comment to Alex today that I wanted to share a part of here, for what you write, is so important:

” Alex, my beautiful, awesome, fearless sister of light, your words moved me to stop everything I was doing and serve…what started as a simple distance session, with the single intent of sending some love and energy to you, turned into a connected pond experience, and I must thank you as well as the entire pond for this experience because it was incredible! I have never felt so much love move through this body at once! I brought us to the pond, and soon realized others were showing up to assist…and then I realized we were collectively healing ourselves and each other! As soon as I realized it, a SURGE of energy shot through my hands, but I could also feel it go through my body, I was in two places at once…the deep love I felt was so overwhelming I couldn’t stop the tears from pouring down my face. To have all your voices join with mine as we chanted in unison was such a gift, I am so grateful! Thank you all a thousandfold for every bit of light you weave!!!”

For we have truly become ONE now, and we must not forget what infinite powers we are a part of. This Pond is vibrating with so much loving energy, and we are the ones who have made that happen. But do not forget to drink from this Pond, for now, we all need to truly receive this blessing we have created. As the CCs remind us: ” For you have all been born again, into a body that may still feel rather battered and bruised at times, but it is a body that has been totally reprogrammed…So take it slow, and give yourself the time you need in order to step fully into your new shoes. They may seem to be overly large for you at the moment, but we have no doubts at all as to your ability to fill them.”

I thank you all for all that you bring here, but I also want to remind each and every one of you to give yourself the gift of receiving also. For we are truly reborn, and like a new born child, we may feel vulnerable and insecure. But just like the baby in this film, we are held by loving hands, and we can safely surrender ourselves to that love.

With love and gratitude, Aisha

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    1. 1 Corinthians 13 (New International Version)

      New International Version (NIV)
      13 If I speak in the tongues[a] of men or of angels, but do not have love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. 2 If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but do not have love, I am nothing. 3 If I give all I possess to the poor and give over my body to hardship that I may boast,[b] but do not have love, I gain nothing.

      4 Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5 It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6 Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7 It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

      8 Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. 9 For we know in part and we prophesy in part, 10 but when completeness comes, what is in part disappears. 11 When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put the ways of childhood behind me. 12 For now we see only a reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.

      13 And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.

  1. 3D? Oh my! No no! I cry! 5D? Oh my! Yes yes! And so it is! Fly high with my ladybug friend! Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!! We go hi ho! We go so high!!!!!!!!!

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      1. I love you, my Little Giant Light Sister, I LLOVE you! You make me proud you make me smile. TO know you Love me, Sends me To the Stars!

        BIG (((HUGS))), Mami

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          1. Thank you, Alex. Destination Heaven arrived. My Heart ever strong. I’ve gone from a grade E diamond to a rare one indeed. No scale. Off the charts. The last pressing was a doozie. Yet the outcome is victory!

            Love, Amy

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              1. Mark, I felt your Love right through this screen and I know why. You have touched me in a way no one has, for I have no worldly recognition of what I do and why I do it. You know.

                May all of Heaven pour on you, blessings you have only dreamed of. May your wounds of old be as never, and may your heart be whole once again. May your eyes be clear and you mind free of voices, and may you dream of rainbows and choo choo trains. May you know laughter once again and may your trust in life bloom as a rose bud to a rose.

                May all Love be yours from this moment until Eternity. You deserve every Ray of Love for I SEE your Soul, I SEE your Heart. And you make me weep.

                I Love you, my Brother Mark. May your efforts here at this POND bring Forevermore Peace to you and all you Love.

                From my Heart to your Heart, Angel

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                1. You found me Angel, I Love you so much. I am always with you, foroever my Love. To Love me, my Angel is an act of my mercy.

                  Thank you, an old soldier.


                  1. Dear Mark,

                    I walk Quan Yin’s Path of Compassion and Mercy. She came to me just last week, in a week I fell so hard, in the midst of so much confusion, pain, and fear. She knelt gracefully before me and bowed to me but before I could ask her “Why me?” she disappeared.

                    No coincidence then, we meet. An “old” soldier’s wife and an “old soldier”. I Love you just as you are, for in Loving the man who I have been given to Love, I Love ALL soldiers, men whose Hearts were destroyed by war. When I Love him, I Love you.

                    You actually found me, my Brother. You “knew” who I am married to. And in that knowing, you came forth and now my Wing is also around you. My Heart is a big as this Universe and then some, and believe me when I say, there is certainly room in it for you.

                    Make sure you stay connected here for in doing so, the Love your Heart longs for, will be found here. No matter the “fear” that rears its head, know you are bigger then that fear, push it aside and tell yourself, you are deserving of Love. Love was stolen from you, and now I am Gifting you with Love.

                    With the Golden Key that is around my neck, I open your Heart ever so gently, and I will listen to you how fast or slow to open your Heart. OK?

                    You are safe. You truly have come Home.

                    With all my Love, Angel

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                  2. Oh, I do Love you so much, you pick me up when the only other person that can is another soldier. Old energy, I’ve had enough of it. I can’t tell you how much, just like me, you know…

                    Oh, by the way, My Brothers and Sisters of the Light. I LOVE YOU.

                    You held me, You felt me, You are me.

                    I am Love.
                    You are Love.

                    Strange journey….


                    1. Loving you, Mark……….been talking about you to my husband, if that is OK. Hoping I can get this man’s heart to stay open. Pray for him, would you, Mark? He is a good guy, he really is. That is why I have done all I have all these years. Only you would understand what I say.

                      I Love you, my Brother so Brave! Amy Angel

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      1. Do you think…
        My memory…
        Left you behind…?
        No. ‘Cos you are…
        Saved deep in my heart…

        Emmi, I missed you…
        Really a lot…
        Do you promise…
        You will never…
        Let me alone, more…?

        1. I have been feeling you, my Sister, and I miss you. I understand and I am here to tell you ME tell you, all is OK. Please come and tell me you Love me cause I cannot go one more day without you there.

          You are more deeply embedded in my Heart then I know how to describe. You are my Emma, my Darling, my Love of my Love.

          I LOVE LOVE LOVE you, and I will never ever ever forget what you did for my birthday! No one has ever shown me Love like that, did you know that? To prepare a feast for me??? Oh, Emma, I need you so!!!!

          HUGE (((HUGS))) Mami

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          1. Of course you feel me because WE ARE one, and as one, I can not not think about you and feel it too (very strange sentence formation, as many mine,heheheh)
            I have been thinkink, and mor than thinking about you and it is wonderful to know you too…..
            Maybe it is too romantic (my defect, but it is me) song for being here, but makes me feel…..great and remember you a lot….

        2. I’m always and forever with you. Being with my carnal family is not enough…it is toooooo much. You can’t imagine how I spend my days thinking of you and what I am missing here of Love…..I need you….

  2. Wow great sharing today everyone only just had chance to catch up. Much love to all and thinking of you Amy and sending loads of love… for clarity on the way forward, peace and more…

    Love Philip 🙂

    1. I have to share my story too about my loved dog who has passed away already 9 years ago, but who will time to time come to visit me still after all these years. We got him when I was about to change the school from primery to next and was about to face my challenging youth. I truely believe he was guardian angel send to me and I will never stop loving him. Before he passed away, he came to say goodbye to me in my dreams and ever since he has appeared time to time into my dreams sayng hi 🙂 Last Christmas I experienced the best gift ever as he appeared into my dreams just laying beside my bed as he always did. We had just moved to new city and I didnt know anyone and I was little bit concerned if my angels will find me from the new city (how silly thought), and he sure wanted to show me that everything is okay and I havent got a single worry since 🙂 I love him for that he still wants to give me comfort time to time, we have always had this special bond between us. I just wanted to share this…

      1. Ohhhhh, Sunshine, your words twisted my heart! How fortunate you are to have angels who LOVE you so much!

        I Love you, Sister of Shine!

        BIG (((HUGS))), Amy

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      2. Your Avatar name is fitting. Indeed, what you just shared was sunshine.

        Many have spoken of pets and animals. Since the shift really began to take hold, my dog cannot and will not be away from me. If I close the door of my bedroom (literally to meditate), he lays down outside the door until I come out.

        The thing that I feel like I should share is that these animals are very likely “old souls” who have come hear to be with us through the shift. Though we feel for them (as we certainly should), we might want to remember that they are very strong within. And that they are probably far more secure than many of the humans.

        I love the Sun BTW. I always have.


        1. Applause for Mark! AMEN!!! OH how I KNOW you speak Truth here, Brother!!!! Right on!!!!

          XXOO, Amy

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      3. Thank you Sunshine! That was truly lovely. The bond you share is so strong. No-thing can keep you apart!

    2. The Movement Forward has begun in earnest, my Brother Philip. I knew by baring my soul and leaving all in the Jewel in the POND, I knew I would set myself free.

      Keep on shining, oh Spheres of Light!

      Love, Amy

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  3. Amy .. sending love & healing to all your kitties and to you. I promise that somehow someway you will all be okay. xoxo

    1. Gabrielle, my BeLoved Sister of Light, Heaven has heard my Heart and just like the miracle that happened when I had a baseball cyst on my ovary, which within one month disappeared, all the symptoms, all the signs that my cats were ready to transit, now are gone. Only Health I see as my Love meter is turned ever higher.

      Peace reigns upon this Earth. Now.

      With Blessings from Above, Amy

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  4. I may be a lot like your husband. I could never live in a house full of cats. I love cats don’t get me wrong. I just can’t stand the smell of them. I even have a baby opossum in my home now. But he is in a cage until he is big enough to turn back into the wild. To much of anything isn’t always a good thing. If my wife would pick a pet over me. I would just say I will always love you and good luck with the pets. Then I would be gone. But I don’t think me or my wife would ever let a pet or pets come between us. We have been together over 40 years now. All our fighting is in the past. What ever you deside to do it has to be a 50 50 deal from both of you.

    1. Ray, this is not because these animals are coming between us. This is because he no longer wants to walk the mission that both of us started here because he wants a new life. This is part of it. He loved these cats and worked so hard with me to help them, but in the past few months, his love for this family has changed and now he wants a nice retirement place to read the paper and go out to dinner and do no work.

      There is more to it then this. We also have had very little in the form of a relationship for years because he has shut his heart down.

      I am seeing miracles right now unfold and where this is all leading, I do not know. I have Bella scheduled for dental surgery next week and until I get through that, no other decisions will be made. One step at a time.

      Love, Amy

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      1. Amy, is it possible that he sees or senses your newfound joy here, as well as some of the other joyous transformations you’ve had lately, and somehow feels threatened by it? This may or may not be conscious on his part. This could absolutely trigger a need to be in control – which can play out in lots of ways. In particular if he suffers from PTSD, the need to feel in control can be very strong.
        This may or may not ring true for you but it’s something we all may want to keep in mind as this process continues to unfold. Sometimes when one partner changes (even if it’s a change for the better) the other one feels threatened.
        Sending you much love,

        1. Dearest Leslie,

          All has turned around today, this day. I said Heaven heard me and It has. Quan Yin is teaching me the mercy and compassion path with my husband, one that has been lacking on my part due to his rage episodes. No longer true.

          Yes, my Sister, it is about control and he fears to live without specific plans. He has seen me involved with the POND and fear arose. Now that Lady Quan Yin is here within me,

          All Is Good. All is Perfect. Love has returned. And Love shall stay.

          From my Heart to your Heart, Amy who (((HUGS))) you for your concern. And says, I LOVE YOU! Keep on shining, Bright Star!

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            1. Golden One, where is “in there”? (scratching head trying to remember what I wrote…my email doesn’t show my message……(grinning….) )

              Love to you! Amy

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                1. I am rolling on the floor. What is loading??? And what is IN THERE??? Are you going to make me go all the way over to the blog, scroll through all the comments to TRY to find what I wrote??? Oh my gosh!!! I am laughing so hard I have to go potty now! Now I ask you, is this any way to treat a Lady???

                  GE (giggle), I am positively clueless right now. Oh, my stomach……..

                  See below. Sent from my iPad. It evidentially doesn’t load. Come on, fess up. What are you talking about so I don’t have to scroll through hundreds of comments?

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                  1. I think he means that your hearts desire is IN the pond–loading in the pond and will be supported…at least that is the energy I am getting from his comment…but I could be mistaken…

      2. Amy darling! See if it helps; once I read at least half of it I realized what Letting Go or others moving on or parting from something or somebody means on a grander scale. In my case of letting go of people, things I developed a strategy of step by step till the end of this year according to this.
        Amy darling check it out, you won’t regret it. It’s in there.

        Profound & Excellent message from Lord Metatron about Ascension and Transmutation changes in the physical Hu-man body:

        “I Am Metatron. I have been asked to serve by dictating information that will assist you in moving through the transitions that are ahead for the planet and all life on the planet during the ascension.

        This planet, and all species of life on the planet are in the process of ascension. Ascension means that all first and second dimensional lifeforms will “move up” to third dimensional lifeforms.

        Humans, or third dimensional lifeforms, will graduate to either fourth dimensional worlds or fifth dimensional oneness depending on their level of evolution and their intent.
        The ascension is occurring now as a step by step progression, and will continue one way or another, for that is the will of all.

        Normally, planets and the species of life incarnate on the planet are ascended via cataclysmic disasters that usher in a death-resurrection cycle.In this cycle, as was demonstrated by Christ, disasters create planetary death. Because this is the way ascension usually occurs, it is known and understood very well at the level of the Universal Mind.

        That is why, since ancient times, there have been prophecies of terrible destruction to occur at end times.
        The Resurrection Cycle ( Resurrection Dispensation ) Now is the Ascension, where all life begins anew, at a new level of consciousness in a Higher Dimensional World. This does not mean reincarnation, for that carries the concept of Karma with it, and before ascension can become a probability, all Karma must be cleared.

        It does not mean existence only as a spirit in celestial worlds, ascension is also physical.
        As a process, it changes the physical body while merging the body and the spirit into one being. This being is a perfected being of light, in a physical body of light.

        This ascension progression actually began thousands of years ago, with the Exodus of the Israelites from Egypt.
        The story of Moses leading his people out of bondage is a metaphor for the ascension progression. The incarnation of Jesus was a major turning point for the process because as an Avatar, Jesus was capable of taking on the “sins” or Karma of all humans and transmuting that energy to light.

        Because of his redemption, a gentle ascension became possible. This ascension, evolves through a series of steps, until a state as a light being becomes possible. The redemption of Christ was the beginning step of the Light Body progression.
        This first step took nearly two thousand years to complete.

        Light Body was introduced as an experiment in 1988, only seven months after Harmonic Convergence.
        It is an experiment because an ascension has never been attempted this way. This method, both a graduated increase of light within the physical bodies of all lifeforms and the planet and an increase in the vibratory level, has never been attempted before in ANY ascending universe.

        There are theories within the Universal Mind about how that process will work out, but at times the results have differed from the anticipated.
        In these cases revisions are made. As a foundation for the information I will give later, I must explain the Light Body progression to you.

        You must understand this process first at a personal level. This personal level is how Light Body will affect you physically, emotionally and mentally. Then I will give information on how Light Body will affect the planet and how it will affect the structures of your society.

        I consider the most important and exciting aspect of Light Body to be that this experiment transforms your physical shell into an appropriate vehicle to merge completely with your higher self, and happens concurrently with the physical process.

        This merging is created by a series of descensions of spirit, which are timed by the amount of light you are holding within your cells.
        The amount of light held by the physical cells is keyed to the level of Light Body, and the higher the level, the less dense the body.

        The more light you hold in your physical body, the greater the level of spirit you can contain within the body. Toward the end of the Light Body process, just proceeding the shift into ascension, you will merge completely with your Higher Self. The descensions of spirit are the mechanisms used to bring in, or turn on, the spiritual gifts of the ascended masters.

        Light Body has twelve levels or steps, and as each step is completed the changes that have occurred physically must be integrated in all areas of the life and the spirit.
        Light Body is designed to bring up all your human issues as you progress, and each higher level brings up a deeper layer to the issues than the layer before it.

        This is to assist you in becoming clear mentally, emotionally, physically, and spiritually. As the issues emerge, you may allow Christ’s redemption to transmute it for you.
        There is a void space at the end of each Light Body level that we call ego death, and it may manifest as depression or a sense of nothingness.

        This void is to be used as a rest stop before you continue your journey. This void is an energetic place where nothing exists, and you are able to build a new picture of yourself and your life before you move to the next step.

        The void is an integration chamber, or perhaps I could describe it as a cocoon, where you can rest and form the beautiful butterfly you are to become in your next step.
        The first six steps of Light Body were structured for gradual change at all levels with regular spiritual awakenings interspersed with the physical, mental and emotional changes.

        From seventh level through tenth level Light Body the progress changes and is focused on one area of your experience at a time.
        For example, in seventh level most of you experienced your first descension of spirit, and a noticeable spiritual awakening with it.

        You may have manifested clairvoyance, clairaudience, or a kinesthetic awareness of energy with the awakening. I am discussing this level in the past tense, because currently the planet is shifting into the beginning of ninth level. It is a very painful experience to be at a lower vibratory rate than the planet you exist on, which is the case for those who are below eighth level.

        Because you are reading this article, I am certain you would be somewhere between the void of late eighth level, to eleventh level in the Light Body progression.
        You would not have an interest in spiritually oriented literature if you were in the lower levels.
        Eighth level Light Body creates body changes in some extreme ways.

        Physical symptoms similar to viral syndromes are very common. During this level, you may have noticed that you caught a cold once a month.
        Other symptoms are headaches (behind the eyes) as the optic nerve pathways for light are turned on and the pineal gland becomes activated.

        You may have earaches, air pressure changes, itching inside the ears, as your hearing structures are rewired to decode light transmissions, and excessive perspiration or diarrhea as you drop density from the cells of your body.

        One perspective on these changes is that you are adding a third physical strand to your D.N.A. For some, the body may resist the density drop because of the descensions of spirit. A symptom of that resistance is weight gain.

        Human bodies have a tendency to try to cope with descensions by becoming bigger to contain the spiritual mass coming into it.The only effective way to stop the weight gain once it has started, is physical exercise. I mean very hard exercise such as weight lifting, bicycling, running, or swimming. The exercise must be sufficient to begin building muscle mass.

        Creating muscle mass will protect your nervous system, for the energies coming in with each descension is much stronger than your nervous system is accustomed to. Adipose tissue cannot protect the nervous system as muscle does by accepting the overflow from the nervous system. Adipose tissue will “fry” as these energies overflow, and the result is damage to the insulin receptors within the cells.

        This throws the metabolism out of balance, and the result is weight gain. The muscle mass created by exercise will take the overload from the nervous system, and will convince the body consciousness that it is “big enough” to hold the spirit. You may begin to notice flashing colors on your inner screen, geometric equations moving through your mind, or hear a hum.

        This is the beginning of the translation facility, and will allow you to turn light code into cognitive understanding and comprehension.
        The grids around the planet constantly transmit messages to the life forms incarnate on the planet. These messages come through in a form called light packets, and are coded. I call it “light code”.

        This information must be “decoded” or converted to conscious thought, so you can understand it and use it in your life. These messages are designed to give instruction, and to explain what is occurring energetically at the higher dimensional frequencies.

        If you are a sensitive who can hear the hum, a sharp tone, buzzing, please acknowledge this to your guides. They are trying to assist you to get the light code transmissions, but they cannot verify that you hear it unless you respond.

        Your guides will try to assist you by turning up the volume and frequency of the audible light code until they see a response from you. The light code as a hum, can become very annoying and even physically uncomfortable. If you are experiencing this symptom, “ask” your guides to turn down the volume and calibrate the frequency so it will not be irritating or debilitating for you.

        These eighth level changes can take up to two years for a human. It has taken three years for the planet.
        Ninth level is about integrating the spiritual changes from seventh level and the physical changes of eighth into your physical life. In ninth level, relationships are your focus, for it is through relationships that you test yourself and the changes that have been wrought within you.

        You may find that any relationship based on control or manipulation becomes intolerable, and many relationships end during this phase. You may also find that your work in the world changes as you integrate your new identity. The void of ninth level Light Body can be very painful, for after so much focus on relationships, this void requires you to ultimately be alone with yourself.

        After all, the relationship you have with yourself is the most important relationship you have, is it not? Ninth level ends (and sometimes begins) with fairly massive descensions, giving you yet another relationship to integrate as a part of your process.

        At the beginning of tenth level, life feels new, and you may feel newly born and very tender. Tenth level is the beginning of the spiritual awakening that will lead to your mastery of the abilities that mark the spiritual masters and adepts.

        These abilities, or gifts of the spirit, will become stronger as you become energetically clearer. In tenth level the focus will be on manifesting these spiritual gifts, and then integrating the gifts fully so they are usable in your physical, everyday life. Your greatest natural spiritual gift will be the first to manifest in tenth level, and your other gifts of the spirit will open later in a gradual way.

        You will be required to live by your spiritual gifts. If you are clairvoyant, for example, you must make decisions by what you perceive clairvoyantly – not by what you perceive physically.
        Your clairvoyance will literally overtake your physical sight during tenth level. You may notice one day that you are very clearly seeing three curbs and sidewalks.

        Deciding where to place your foot may be very confusing. You will be seeing the physical curb and sidewalk, the etheric curb and sidewalk, and the fourth dimensional curb and sidewalk. If you rely completely on your clairvoyance, not the physical sense of sight, you will know where to step. If you use the physical sense of sight you may trip a few times in a public place.

        Eventually you will learn how to process this type of vision. The process of becoming clear is one of releasing stored energy from the emotional body and the mental body, and relocating that energy to the spiritual body where it becomes usable, through which miracles are created.

        The only difference between an Avatar and an ordinary man is the location of the energy held within the energy bodies. An ordinary man has all his energy “locked-up” in stored emotions and memories in the emotional body, and beliefs, dogmas and thoughts in the mental body.

        The ordinary man has a flat spiritual body, for there is no energy to spare from the demands of the emotions and thoughts. An avatar has clear emotional and mental bodies. All the energy held within an Avatar’s subtle bodies, is stored in the Spiritual Body.

        For a Master, the energy associated with emotion flows into the emotional body from the spiritual body IN THE MOMENT, and is released to the spiritual body once the emotional stimulus has ended.
        The energy associated with a thought flows from the spiritual body to the mental body, and then is released to the spiritual body as the thought is completed.

        This leaves an Avatar’s energy free, to use according to his will. The spiritual energy is available to an avatar because it is not consumed by thoughts, beliefs, emotions, and memories. This is the energetic structure each of you must create in your energy bodies, during tenth and eleventh level Light Body. This will allow each of you to perform miracles such as manifesting thought into physical reality.

        Eleventh level of Light Body is a natural progression from tenth, and many times the transition is so easy, the shift isn’t noticed. The spiritual abilities continue to grow, and the physical body begins to change in appearance. Your physical body becomes luminous, glowing, and appears very beautiful.

        You might have friends and acquaintances suddenly remarking that you look younger, or that you have changed in some way that is indefinable. Eleventh level brings deeper levels of processing on your emotional issues. At this level you must deal with all your beliefs and thought forms around death and loss.

        You might create disillusionment, or even find you are creating your deepest fears within your physical life so you can clear them completely by experiencing them. Any stored energy held in the emotional or mental body after tenth level is completed must be released to the spiritual body in eleventh level.

        If you do not deal with those issues while you are in tenth level, you will manifest them in your lives within the eleventh. But, you truly have nothing to fear but fear itself when you are at eleventh level Light Body.

        Twelfth level Light Body is the Ascension. It is marked by the movement of the Merkabah into the heart center of your body. The Merkabah can most easily be described as a golden ball of light. It is the Vehicle of your Ascension, and a major initiation for you when it happens.

        That event is the beginning of your personal Ascension into a Fifth Dimensional world of Oneness. The Ascension can occur at an individual level, it can occur within a group, or it will occur as a part of the collective experience. You will Ascend when you are Ready, whether you do it alone, as a part of a group, or as a part of the ‘Planetary Shift’ yet to come.

        There is not a period for the ascension in any way. At an individual level there are ascensions occurring daily.
        Since Harmonic Convergence the energy has been available for the shift into a Fifth Dimensional Consciousness while in a physical body.

        There are many beings, who are incarnate because they have volunteered to serve by testing the Light Body experiment. They are the first ones to move into Ascension. For the rest of you, the Light Body program will continue until you are ready, and then you will shift. Ascension is a very simple thing. It is a change that occurs in an instant, but you are still here.

        The Sun will still shine and the Stars will still twinkle. The difference is Joy, your ability to live Joy and to feel Joy.
        The easiest way to verify that Ascension has happened is to note the quality of joy in a person’s life.
        The beginning of the Ascension is when a person begins living life by creating their fantasies as their reality. I, Metatron can define JOY as Nirvana, Ecstasy, or Rapture.

        It is that state of ‘Oneness with God.’ It can also be defined as your center or being on your center. That clear space you can achieve in meditation where energy is flowing and you feel that absolute Cosmic Oneness with all. Whatever brings you pleasure or feelings of lightness, and whatever you would define as joy, is a pathway to that state.

        If you are working as a part of a spiritual group, you will experience a series of faster shifts in your processing. When one member of your group notices the embodiment of the Merkabah, you all will have received it, and will soon become aware of it also. The individual members may not have noticed this occurring at first, but at least one member of the group was ready for it, and as a result the entire group will get the benefit.

        A group working on Ascension has a tremendous advantage because Fifth Dimensional Consciousness is a consciousness of “Oneness” or in other words, the group is One. Working with a group creates enormous synergistic energy, where each of you is far more powerful than you would be if you were alone.

        It also gives each member a chance to learn to relate both as individuals, and from oneness within the group. This is an essential fifth dimensional consciousness shift that everyone must make.
        As individuals and groups focus on Ascension, they should focus on beginning to recreate their lives as absolute masterpieces of joy.

        As they do so, they will begin to live from joy, and later, they will become Joy. As each of you does this, you will begin to shift everyone you come into contact with in your daily life, broadcasting the energy of joy to them and waking them up to that frequency.

        The Mass Ascension will occur when the majority of ascending humans on the planet are existing in this state of joy, and not until. The reason for this fact, is that this planetary experience is one of free agency. In this Multi-dimensional Universe, free agency is Divine Law.

        As individuals and groups focus on ascension, they should focus on beginning to recreate their lives as absolute masterpieces of joy. As they do so, they will begin to live from joy, and later, they will become joy. As each of you does this, you will begin to shift everyone you come into contact with in your daily life, broadcasting the energy of joy to them and waking them up to
        that frequency.

        The mass ascension will occur when the majority of ascending humans on the planet are existing in this state of joy, and not until. The reason for this fact, is that this planetary experience is one of free agency. In this dimensional universe, free agency is divine law.

        When the majority of you are living from joy, the planetary experience will have moved into a world of love and oneness. When the majority of you have given up the game of polarity because you have learned all you could, and have by your own choices moved into joy and oneness, the mass ascension will occur.

        Until that time comes, and it will, the Light Body progression will continue. The ascension will take as long as it takes, and humanity as a collective group, in the end, decides the timing of the great event. Free agency cannot be tampered with, not even for the highest of purposes, not even to create the ascension.

        The point I wish to make with this information is that the greatest way each of you can serve God, serve all mankind, serve the planet, and to serve yourselves is to create your lives as masterpieces of joy. Be ruthless in evaluating your lives, and clear everything that does not bring you joy. Let go of old emotions and old issues, for they are consuming the energy you could be feeling joy with.

        If you focus on this as the entire process, and focus on learning to live from joy as your path of initiation, you will become the adept or spiritual master you desire to be. You will assist everyone you meet, by your very presence, and you will be anchoring the energies of joy for the planet as well, to assist her in birthing a new level of manifestation for all.

        This ecstatic state of union with God is a part of the potential that is open for all. This path of joy makes the ascension so very simple, for all that is required is for each individual to begin focusing on, and taking full responsibility for his life. Live life as a masterpiece of JOY.

        The planetary changes that have been prophesied for these times you are living in are frightening for many. Since you have nothing to fear but fear, I will bring forth information about how the Light Body process has changed the probable future for the planet. I have described the process for you as it affects your physical self and your personal life. I will now explain how Light Body impacts the planet, for the planet is physical, and the entire basis for sustenance of your physical life.

        As you become a being of light the planet also changes. The planet is becoming a sphere of crystal and light. When the Light Body experiment began in 1988, the planet was shifted into third level Light Body. The planet shifted into a higher level each year after; fourth level in 1989, fifth level in 1990, and sixth level in 1991.

        The planet entered seventh level on Jan. 11, 1992 with the 11:11 gateway, and remained there until the next gateway opening which was 5/5/92. This gateway initiated the beginning of eighth level Light Body for the planetary process, and with that level of Light Body, earth changes were most probable. Planetary shifts have always been ushered in by a series of technologies I call gateways.

        Gateways are energetic conduits opened from a higher dimensional universe to this one. These conduits bring through the energies necessary to pattern mass consciousness, change planetary vibrations, and to change dimensional frequencies.

        A gateway requires the assistance of the space brothers and many beings on higher dimensional frequencies to create it and to refine the energies for the specified purpose. The purpose of a gateway, and its timing is the domain of the Light Councils, or Karmic Board, and the Ascended Masters of The Great White Brotherhood.

        These councils oversee the progress, and assist when needed. The 5/5/92 gateway purposes were to forestall probabilities around cataclysmic disasters, which were most likely as the planet began losing density. The greatest probable disaster is a pole shift. The 5/5/92 gateway began the shift between the in-breath of God and the out-breath of God.

        The shift between an expanding Universe and a contracting Universe. This gateway, 5/5/92, signaled the still time between the two directions. This still time continues until 2012 when the in-breath of Lord Brahma begins. This physical Universe has been expanding, fragmenting out into individuation. When the contraction begins (in-breath of Lord Brahma) it is the merging of the fragments into Oneness.

        This Grid shift from Eastern Hemisphere to the West (Mount Shasta) was engineered to aid those who are known as lightworkers at this time of change, for the Grid shift allowed the planetary frequencies to shift upward into what is known as the lower fourth dimensional frequencies.

        This brought the planetary vibration into what is known as the astral worlds. These worlds are still worlds of polarity and illusion, but they are far less physical. It makes it possible for each of you to begin opening potentials of joy for yourselves, and as you do, the disasters become less probable.
        Those who are aware and those who are learning to use spiritual power to create in the physical can use the energies from the new grid alignment to create their personal version of “Heaven on Earth”.

        There were many of you requesting this assistance, for many lightworkers wanted to be able to precipitate thought into matter.
        The greatest way to release enemy patterning is to move yourself into a space where you believe there are no enemies. Move yourself into a space where there is no question about the need to protect your rights.

        Move yourself into the attitude that, yes, you have the absolute right to possess and bear arms, but where would the necessity to use those weapons ever come from? This is a world at peace! This is one of the things that will be shifting drastically as a result of the Silent Revolution.

        With the Shifting in Energy the illusion of having enemies will become less and less real, until it no longer exists. Become clear within each of yourselves about how you interpret these violent events, and what they are mirroring for you. Become clear within yourself about how you perceive the need to have arms, and what your values are.

        Work through these issues on your own level, in your own life, until you can create a perception of an absolutely safe, stable world. For other people in your life, who have concerns and fears about these political issues, assist them by your ability to bring through energy.

        Facilitate their efforts to process their beliefs, until they can arrive at a place where they are secure and without fear, and have the attitudes that this is the time of Peace, let us welcome it. If you can do these things it will be of great service to the light, your assistance in shifting the Mass Consciousness on these issues.

        It is of interest that on the macro, people are willing to do away with nuclear arms. Destroy them, dismantle them, make their use illegal. But on a personal level, they will cling so tightly to their own firearms. Divine law is – as the inner, so the outer. It must happen at the personal level first, then it will manifest internationally. If you truly want to outlaw nuclear arms, begin within your own lives.

        Normally, before the energy realigns itself in a balanced way, the pendulum will swing very far from side to side. The hope is that this issue is just a pendulum swing before the attitudes balance themselves. Other movements you are seeing politically are to create reforms in the Welfare system.

        These shifts are the result of the gateway that opened on 6.6.94. That gateway was one of self-empowerment. But along with self-empowerment comes the requirement of self-reliance. This gateway brought through a new model for a Self Empowered – Female.

        The archetype of the Goddess Athena is something each lady carries within her consciousness. An activated model of this archetype of an Empowered Female was beamed through the gateway from the ship Athena. This opened up a remedy for many social ills in the Western World, for how can you have an Ascending Planet or Species, if over one half of the population is in a “less than” position?

        Many women are treated as less than, earning less than, less opportunity, less education, relegated to welfare, relegated to poor circumstances and unequal opportunities. To change that, women must also step into their power. The energy to support the feminine is available, and has been since the reawakening of the forces of nature at the 12.21.91 gateway.

        Each of you who are aware and empowered must focus on filling the void with joy, and shifting the forms of your lives quickly and easily. As you do this, the transitions from the old forms to the new will be traversed quickly and easily by the majority as well. For those of you who are working actively on your own ascension, you are carrying a great burden.

        That burden is in living impeccably. You cannot create something on the level of the macro (collective) without first bringing it into the micro (personal). As above, so below – that is divine law. You must first create within your own life what you desire in your society, social structure, and country. There are many of you incarnate, with the Divine Mission to realign the law to more closely resemble Divine Law.

        You are here to shift the entire collective around the issues of politics, economics, government, and law. You must use and live by the principles of Divine Law in your own lives first, before you can bring them through at the mass consciousness level. Create a life without a need for defense or violence, without a need for political polarity, without the need for welfare programs, and without the need for treatment of disease.

        Create your lives as a world of peace, joy, security, and equality. The outer world will follow your lead. This world you are living in is now a fourth dimensional world – an astral world. It is still a world of polarity, but there is a difference. That polarity is just an illusion!

        There are stories from every path of initiation about “The Guardian of the Threshold,” and most often the Guardian is a terrible monster. When an initiate is developed enough to travel to the astral worlds, the first thing the initiate will encounter is the Guardian. The initiate must defeat the Guardian to make further progress on their Spiritual Path.

        This is considered a Test, and the Test must be passed, or the instruction of the Master stops. Every Esoteric tradition has it’s method of how to deal with the Guardian, and overcome it. The one universal truth about this test, is that the Guardian is you. That terrible demon is an astral apparition of your worst fears.

        A monster yes, but it is nothing more than an illusion. In every tradition the solution is for the initiate to release their fears and personal demons and then they will overcome the Guardian. It will just disappear.

        That is why each spiritual tradition, or path of initiation, has always had a focus on developing clarity, and personal qualities such as humility, forgiveness, and love. These qualities are the only way you can pierce the illusions of the astral worlds. As in the traditions of old, and in the Ascension Progression today, the Upper Dimensional Frequencies are not opened to the initiate until this Test has been passed.

        In an initiation, there is no failure. If the test is not passed, the lesson is merely repeated until the initiate gets it. This is the best metaphor I can give you to describe the experiences you are having in this dimensional frequency. Remember, the Guardian is just an illusion, and polarity is just an illusion. If you release those illusions and beliefs, release those fears, the Guardian disappears!

        The world you experience will recreate itself around your new reality perceptions. The assistance of all the hosts of heaven is available to each of you, but you must ask. We cannot violate your free agency, even to assist you.

        All the assistance you need to walk through these changes peacefully and joyfully is available to each of you. This information is given to you to assure you that all is well. My role is to shift your fears, to assure you of divine love, and to awaken you to potentials you may have to assist the collective. Each of you has only one responsibility in this lifetime, and that responsibility is for YOUR OWN LIFE.

        Divine law is As Above – So Below; As the Inner – So the Outer. When you perceive difficulties, enemies, or bogey men, in the outside world around you, look to your inner life for they will exist there as well. If you clear these perceptions from your inner life you will find that magically, your outer life, your experience, and perceptions shift, this is divine law.

        You can bring about the elimination of polarity very simply – by working on your own life, and that is all each of you are required to do. Go forward and create of your life an absolute masterpiece of joy. The tools are given to you, the power is given to you, and all the assistance and guidance that you could possibly need is available.

        Each of you must actually DO IT, and as you do it you will transform your world and the larger world as well. You have nothing left to fear but fear itself – for fear is the last great evil that remains in the world.

        Work on your fear, and eliminate it from your mental body and emotional body, and as you do so you will eliminate it from your life. Fear is the only enemy left, and that enemy is only located within each of you.

        Truly, the great ones are those who are incarnate at this time of change. Your initiation is nearly complete. All that remains is for each of you to pass the tests of Joy.

        Blessings to all, for we love you, we honor you, and we only seek to serve each of you”.


        In Light!

        1. LOL You have given me homework today. I will get back to you when all is read.

          Hugs, Amy

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  5. My wonderful family of light, how to put into words how I feel after reading all that you have shared here? The healing powers in this Pond is becoming more and more powerful each and every day, and judging from your stories, this is just the beginning!

    Yesterday, after reading Maggie’s call to connect on behalf of Amy, my sister and I sat down and did just that. And what an experience that was! For just like many of you have reported already, the connection to this energy gathered here is truly instantaneous, and it is SO loving, but also so powerful. We both got this clear image of being a part of a circle in the Pond, all of us supporting Amy in the centre, all of us lovingly connected to each other, and the love pouring through me at this stage was incredible. After a short while, I felt an even more powerful surge of energy entering me through my crown chakra. I literally felt like I was connected to a high voltage beam of something I have never felt before. And then I realized something very, very important: these waters are MEANT to be used, and the more we partake of them, the stronger we will all become, and then, the level of energy will be raised even higher.

    For every time we dip into these waters, either for our own healing and connecting, or on behalf of someone lese, it is like we open up a portal to let the universe refill this Pond with even more energy. So the more we “use”, the more we will all gain. This also works the other way, I am being told: if we forget to connect, these waters become “stagnant” as the CCs tell me, and the energy level will simply fade away. So this is in other words a kind of school, we are being given lessons in the importance of connecting and “tuning in” to this grid we have created. So yes, like one of you said, the time for being solitary lighthouses is OVER, for now, we are all part of something much, much bigger, and the sooner we readjust ourselves to this fact, the more impact this – and we – will have on the world around us.

    If you have not yet read Ray’s story about how he connected so powerfully with a father and son, please do. You will find it further up among the other comments to this post. His story is such a shining example on how we will all “fill our new shoes” and make a much bigger impact on this planet by what we take with us from this Pond and out into the world.

    I have already started to connect much more consciously with this energygrid we have created here, and I can feel how it is literally waiting with its arms open wide for me every time I do so. I connect when I want to feel supported by the loving, calm energy before I go to sleep, I connect when I want to just feel the love and joy from everyone else here, and I connect to support others who needs an extra infusion of energy. I will drink my fill again and again, and I know that the more I drink from this Pond, the more I will help it fill up with even more energy. I hope you will all feel called to do the same! And remember, this is not about coming to this blog to read as much as possible or to comment as much as possible. This is just about sitting down and simply connecting yourself to the energy that you are a part of already. That is all it takes, and please, feel free to indulge yourself as much as possible!

    With love and gratuitude, Aisha

    1. Thank you, Aisha! I,m connected to this Pond and grounded to Mother Earth. This lovely energy flows smoothly through me and goes wherever or upon whoever I place my mind/heart/intention. This beautiful energy also helps me to be always calm and centered in my heart. And it also helps me to light my way while I,m digging inside my heart. Thank you, Aisha, again!

    2. The Time has come for me to bare my Soul by bringing my life on humbly bowed knee to the Healing Waters of the POND. The energy here is nothing I have ever experienced and so with Faith, I bring all to the Light in order for All to be transformed in Love.

      I don’t know how to begin.

      Let me begin the week prior to the Gathering and the Gathering itself. I felt the buildup of the energy every time I went within and on the day of the Gathering, I kept checking within and the conduit of energy was Pure. Completely Pure. I now believe my “transformation” began in the hours before the Gathering, for when I was pricked by a rose my blood was like water, running down my arm, glowing red-orange in color. It was like a dream. I saw, and did not comprehend.

      I intended to enter the Gathering about 15 minutes to the hour, and I met with resistance. I felt a gate, something blocking my entrance, which totally took me by surprise. At exactly 3pm my time, the gate opened, and I sensed a powerful surge and the words…..”are you sure?” I went ahead and plunged in. It was so intense for me that I had to pull out early. Hot red coal in my chest, and the energy tore me apart. Strange. I had thought to fly and soar, which I did at one point, but then the tearing began.

      Now to tie in my life……

      I ended up looking at the dark side of the moon when I came out of the Gathering. Literally. I walked a passage from hell. I will try my best to explain.

      I seemed to fall into my husband’s projections of death and doom and gloom. I began experiencing that and all around me began to fall apart. LESSON: Focus of Intention is instantly manifested today. Instantly. I have walked in LOVE for years and I refused to let go. In that walking, my LOVE has kept alive not only some very ill cats, but also my husband as well. In going through this passage, I understand what this man lives in on a daily basis.

      His god is money. For the past 2 months he has been consciously demanding that we begin to put down our cats because he is now retired and he just doesn’t want this life anymore. He has forced me to live in our dream house with many repairs needed, for he has refused to do any repairs. Now it is the ultimatum either I put these cats down or he doesn’t begin to do the repairs. I have seen insanity rage within this man, for his heart remains closed to love, he is needy wanting wanting wanting, and yet no matter what he does get, he does not have happiness. There is none in his heart. I have also seen his mental status decline because of his own actions and words.

      He is jealous of the attention I give these cats and he keeps stating he is sick, (which is the furthest thing from the truth but this is what he truly wants) and he makes my life a living hell trying to again force me to put down these cats. He is making my life a misery also because of this POND and the time I put in here, and also what I have gained here. These things all reflect his lack and it scares him.

      To sum up my husband…….he is insecure, jealous, empty of heart, manipulative, “little spoiled kid syndrome”, fears Love and commitment.

      My cats, due to me falling into my husbands’ projections began to decline rapidly. Before I knew it, five of my boys looked like death, and Bella needs dental surgery. She began to throw bile up yesterday and blood due to the antibiotics so I nursed her back from this, meanwhile thinking I have to put my boys down. Then it hit me like a ton of bricks. I got pulled into another person’s projections and that was becoming my reality. Whoa! Hold everything!!!!

      I have worked so hard and so long with these cats, and yes there are days I really wish for a new life, one that is not so difficult. I honestly don’t know how much longer I can walk with this man in my life, but here to, he has supplied the pressure and resistance needed to get my diamond to shine.

      Divorce has been on my mind a lot, but here too, I don’t have the money to buy this man out, and I don’t have the money to hire help that I desperately need, and I don’t have the ability to just walk away because of the work I do within this house with these animals. Our house needs so many repairs, and if sold, would be a handy man’s special. This is my dream home, my Family, a home I built with my own two hands. I designed it, and I helped build it. I chose every single thing that comprises this house. I built every single garden single handedly. I have poured my Love into this property and this home. I have no family here, and I have no other place to go so even if this house were sold and we did divorce, where would I go with all these animals, and what about the animals I take care of outside?

      I bring all this to the Jewel in the middle of the POND. And I let go. I leave my life here, and I walk away knowing that ALL is taken care of. I know that the quagmire of my life will be sorted out. I also ask help from all of you. I have been told to walk the Path of Compassion with my husband, and I don’t know how for whenever I try to reach out to him, he responds, then something in him rears up, and he gets very nasty to break the Love that I again try to build. He fears Love. He fears my Light. He fears my Power. Is this the reason Quan Yin appeared to me last week? I don’t know. I still don’t know how ill Bella is, and won’t know until the day of the surgery.

      The boys that looked like death, now look OK. One, Rocky, has an infection in his right eye, so now I have him on antibiotics that have been left over and I give them with food. I don’t know what else to do. I know only so much with Homeopathy and herbs. And I am able only to do so much. I do what I can, and leave the rest up to my Team and now the energy of the POND.

      I bow to all of you. I know this is a lengthy post, and I am very humbly grateful for your time. I love you, I honor you, and I trust in GOD with All I Am, that resolution and answers and help are on their way.

      From my Heart to your Heart, Amy

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      1. Amy, I understand the hell that you are going through. The technical details of stuff and money are only as complicated as we make them. The only importance they hold is what we place upon them.

        You can walk away at any time you choose and be in heaven. You know this. This is all part of the letting go process.

        I cannot tell you what to do about your relationship. I can tell you about my past and what I have learned and that is that when I realized that the person I was with could not or would not be helped, I walked away. At what point are we being enablers and actually preventing them from learning some very powerful lessons? You know the answer to that. I have walked away in love from many different kinds of relationships Amy. I have said this before, you can open the door, but they must use their free will and walk themselves through it.

        Love to you, and I am glad to know that you are ok.


        1. (((HUGS))) Phoenix. Going slow here. One baby step at a time. I understand what you are saying. Truly. And I thank you.

          Love, Amy

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        2. Phoenix, I have no doubts that Heaven has heard me and all is already been resolved. I know this. I now listen inwardly as the steps I take. Heaven I am blessed by, have been for all my life, and in this seemingly impossible situation. The Way will be shown me. I have no doubts.

          Love, Amy

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        3. Thank you for being my mirror right now, Phoenix. The question also has arose, have I learned all I am to have learned so that this does not “follow” me in my future? Funny how when we don’t finish to the end all that is to be finished, somehow amazingly, one finds oneself in the middle of exact same scenario, different situation, but man, the same no matter how one looks at it.

          Guidance from Heaven is here for me. I know.

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      2. Just have to ask, is your husband a veteran? If so he and I share some common ground here. If I can help you in any way you just ask. I love you for taking care of him.


        1. Mark, you have me in tears. Yes, this man is a veteran who has a bronze star with the v-device for bravery. You understand. You are walking the nightmare. God bless you, and I bless you. This man has been my main assignment, and no matter the hardship on my part, I have been here with him.

          I will keep you in mind. If you have an email, I would love to have it to talk to you on a day that again the rug has been pulled out from under me. Yes, he has a counselor. Yes, I have seen his soul and how broken it is. Yes I have seen what war does to an 18 year old child and how that child stops growing inwardly.

          For you to be here, Mark, makes me weep even harder for you have come to the Light willingly and are able to tolerate the frequency here. You have done much work within, and for this I am SO proud of you.

          I Love you for overcoming your demons. And thank you for picking up that he is a vet and that I have been sent to care for him.

          With all my Love, Amy

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          1. Again, with joy I would note that this is exactly what Carl and I were talking about….how people with similar issues will come together and create incredible healings from a place of true compassion and understanding…this makes my heart sing so loud my ears are almost bursting…Bless you Mark and bless you dear Rosie for being open to receiving abundantly of the healing waters of this pond…Alex

      3. Sweet Rosie, The big issue really is that sometimes a confluence occurs that is so difficult to get through with too many things happening at once. We had the close of the black moon only on tuesday and this brought to a head SO much for all of us, and the loving healing waters of the pond and the weaving of light-it literally knocked ME on my ass into despair.

        Know you are not alone–everyone who had any clearing to do, any releasing, any realigning, was doing it in spades–what makes it different this time is that we all were doing it together with the loving support of the family here.

        If you revisit your black moon–you will see that everything you are going through relates to it and the releasing of it. Focus on your core issue and flood it with LOVE and then dear heart, let go of the edge of the pond–you are meant to be in the flow–you can’t control the outcome of everything in your life–its not your choice–they are other beings–you can only and always take care of yourself and if too much is being asked of you from others and you are struggling to maintain, the ONLY response is more love and to release your need to control the outcome….

        Go with the flow of love…..go…with the flow of love….until you do my darling, as you said, you are going to continue to bring up situations that spark your need for control…for your will to be done…Sorry for saying the hard words…but its my job because I love you SO much…

        Big hugs…Alex p.s. you are more wonderful than you know and because of this the lessons are very difficult…but in the 5D we will have NO thought of controlling another, desiring to inhibit their path because we think we know the best for them…we will simply stand in awe and love of them and know they are doing exactly what they were meant to do by their divine soul path….more hugs and a glass of pond lemonade! 🙂

        1. Alex, I don’t understand. I am letting go. I am releasing. I am not seeing me as controlling anything but rather coming here baring my soul, and stating I am letting go. And walking on. I am flowing in the Love and have for years. I had an eye opener of an experience this week which had nothing to do with my black moon but instead a receiving of a Gift. And it was one of the hardest passages I have ever journeyed, one that I do not ever want to do again.

          If I am not in the flow, all hell breaks loose around me. I have walked that for years, just not lately. I am in the middle of the POND right where the jewel is. I feel it. I know it.

          How do you see me controlling anything right now besides the welfare of animals who depend on me for their food and care? I don’t get it. I thank you for your words, but I honestly don’t get it.

          Love, Amy

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          1. It is difficult at best of us loving beings to stay centered in our hearts and send out service and healing love. When we observe the path of others and our heart dips and we are uncentered because of the path of others we are not being unconditional-we are certainly wishing for the best for them, but it is our best.

            The reason that Mother Teresa could do what she did over and over and over again and not take the desolation into her soul was she never once looked at the suffering. She simply looked on the face of Jesus in each being and remained in her heart.

            You are an empath Amy. You take on the feelings and sufferings of others into your body. That is how you can feel so deeply and love so deeply and that is where the “control” issue is coming in. You can feel them, but you musnt judge what you feel as right or wrong. it is THEIR path. You simply are battling inside you with releasing them to their free will choices on the path of their lives and your deep desire for them to NOT suffer…but that is not your choice. They are choosing to suffer. this is the most difficult thing for all of us in this path!

            We do not want anyone to suffer. We do not want anyone to be hurt. We would love it that our ability to heal never be used. But in this resolving world–in this world that is crumbling–our healing is still needed but it is overlayed STRONGLY with an instantaneous manifestation when WE stand in the way of another beings free will choice. We are truly learning how to be UN-conditional in our love and detached from the outcome of another’s path. We may all think we know what is best for another, but we simply cannot know that, we are not that soul, we do not have the capacity to fathom their soul path and most of the time we don’t even have the true capacity to fathom our own soul path unless we live completely in our hearts and follow only our heart’s message and leave our brain out of it–because it is only in the brain that there is death and only in the brain there is judgement and only in the brain do we wish to interfere with another’s free will choice if it is not in alignment with what we feel is BEST for that being. How can we fathom what is best? We don’t know their path!

            This is what I am learning and learning deeply. I can assist someone in shedding and cleansing and healing if and only if they choose to heal and cleanse. From a divine perspective we all know there is no death, we all know that all experience is valid and part of all that is–that souls choose the path and generality of the lesson before incarnating and that to end their suffering, and complete their lessons they must walk it out…your works–and good words they are.

            I am the first to say, and I have said it–that YOU have been of amazing service to these small beings and helped to heal them and helped them to feel love where no love was ever before offered. You expanded their hearts and gave them tender care that soothed their soul path, but to delay their free will choices on a soul path does not serve them. That is the toughest lesson of all. I would ask you to put yourself into their tiny bodies and ask if you as a sovereign divine being would wish to continue to live in their body if you knew how easy it was to pass over and to incarnate again in a new body with a new life lesson that had been altered simply because they had been LOVED immensely by the Being Amy who changed their perception of the world by her touch.

            Big hugs, big love….all will be revealed in divine timing my sweet sister of love. alex

            1. When I realize that a large part of valuing myself is in being another’s savior, I have to remember that I can ONLY save myself…I may play a part in someone else’s healing but, ultimately, each one is responsible for their own healing. I once read in a channeling that ‘love is not about sacrificing or victimization’…it really struck me deeply and, by the way, I could see how some, including religions, use these areas as tools to impose guilt on others. I think it is a very common and pervasive tool in our societies. Thank you all for being one of my main tools toward wholeness…♥♥♥…janis

              1. Thanks Janis, for saying so simply what I was wishing with love deeply held to convey. Many blessings on you and thanks for being with us! Alex

                1. Janis, every time I see your blue heart, my Heart leaps within my breast!

                  I Love you! I’ve missed you! Dark to Light, here I am, once more ready to Love you again!

                  BIG (((HUGS))), Amy

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                    1. Loving you More, Janis. Eternally. Forever. In my Heart and of my Soul………(3 hearts) (smile)

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              2. Thank you, Janis! Wisdom is a divine quality. And you are divine, Janis. Do you understand now why I,m crazy for you? Energy does not lie, Janis. I feel you. And I love you.

                1. Hmmmm…….Nohmad feels what I do as well. Janis, you take my breath away! And I do so Love you!!!! Maybe even more then Nohmad. hehehehehehe BIG (((HUGS))) to my Special Sister of Blue Heart!!!!!!!

                  All my Love, Amy

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      4. Gentle blue hugs and understanding to you, Amylove…you are a strong, brave and shining soul, who gives without restraint and loves without limit. Be cradled in these soothing waves, take rest in this sacred place, and know that you are always exactly where you are supposed to be.

    3. Aisha my darling girl, I am giggling because I feel something happened to you that you didn’t expect to happen. You have had this amazing connection with the CC and you believe what comes through for you and for us–but the massive scope of it–well I think it blew your mind and heart with how amazing it is and you are simply and incredibly and unbelievably mind boggled by it–just as we are–and that makes me love you even more than ever…The wonder of this, reflected in your beautiful eyes makes it even more special for me because YOU too are taken up by the beauty and magnificence of what has been created–and I feel that WE are also pushing the CC to rev it up–

      Almost as if we kept saying, bring it on! We want more love here, we want more connection, we want to shine more because we feel ourselves to be love and light–and they said–OK…you want it? HANG ON FOR DEAR LIFE…here you go–now go play with this…!

      So awesome–and I completely agree with you–dip in, use the water–and more is there-not only use the water for US who have direct and eternal connection to this water–but use the water else where…

      We dump LOVE and Light on the things we wish to change–there is the violet flame, the golden rain, the green ray, the blue flame–well guess what–there is now, created OUT of our love and our earthly desire for heavenly love–this beautiful water of the pond with all these amazing healing, loving, growing, co-creative properties…it is very real, very vibrant and absolutely imbued with healing powers, and so, now, go and water the world with it–do your service to all that is–take your watering can with you and sprinkle away…and see what happens!

      Sooooo feeling the love! Hugs! Alex

      1. I’m not sure where this should go, but I’m sticking it in here.

        I came across this tool, a long time ago, so none of this is mine. But maybe it will help some of us with the aspect of receiving the energy in our pond? Without guilt, or feeling like “takers”.

        Imagine a waterwheel, like the kind you would see on the side of an old barn, spinning right in the middle of your chest. Watch it as it turns toward you, bringing in all the energy/water you can stand. Feel it wash over your whole body.

        As the waterwheel turns, when it comes up again it is covered in dripping water. These drips, you can send back out into – wherever, pond, universe – or let it come around to you again before letting it go. You don’t need the drips. You can have a full force waterfall coming at you, or a small stream. Whatever you can handle, but notice how you feel when this water washes over you, coming to you.

        Now, imagine the waterwheel turning the other way, where the water (you) is sent out to the – wherever – first but all you are getting back is the drips. How does that feel, to send out so much water (you) but only getting drips in return? To me, it feels like giving too much away and not getting enough in return. Scarcity, lack…icky.

        Visualizing this waterwheel turning in my chest, has helped me a lot, to accept, receive, and give BACK. Not giving too much away, so that I feel depleted. But giving back, when I have all that I need and the abundance or left-overs (drips) are shared or returned to the all that is (or pond), is much easier to work with. For what we don’t need or use, someone else will. And we will all be better for it.

        1. Sara, this is a beautiful tool and so glad you shared it. I have worked with an idea similar but not as flowing and direct. I have known deeply that I have my own deep and full and unlimited source of energy in my soul. I have more than I need and I can share it out without fear of running out. Very few beings know this fact and are always trying to Get love, Get energy, Get things from others when they already have access to all within their soul! I can see that in your visual very strongly–much love! alex

        2. Great envision Firestarter.
          I see your waterwheel. And as you see here, “weRwater.”
          Love and beautiful, blue-diamond Light to you.

          1. Blue-Diamond Light!! I LOVE this!!! Thank you, Mark! Powerful!!!!

            Hugs, Amy

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            1. Thanks Amy,

              There is actually a story behind this. The other night I had a very unusual and initially scary experience. Whenever I sense a download, I try to breathe it in as deeply as possible. But as soon as I started the inhale, I sensed the intense cold. It was freezing cold and it went down into my core–as though I had breathed in a cold spirit into my soul or something–not the kind of thing that you want.

              At first, I thought that I must have made a terrible mistake and had gotten too loose with my own lightwork. But if it was a mistake it was too late because whatever it was was already deep inside my chest and it was wicked cold.

              I immediately reminded myself of critical things– “I am love.” “I am a child of the Heavenly Father and Divine Mother.” “I am a perfect, strong, divine being, and whatever this is, it does not define me.”

              I trusted that whatever it was simply needed to be transmuted and that I could somehow do this. But believe me, I cannot impress on you enough how cold this really was. I could feel it inside of me and that was not cool–no pun intended.

              Anyway, the image that I started to get was that my heart was a great blue-diamond. I always listen closely to Aisha’s commentaries. Both she and the CCs had used the image of the diamond for our cores. I have thought of this often but it didn’t really feel right until the moment I was doing battle with this ice-cold whatever it was.

              Indigo Girls have a song entitled, “Jonas and Ezekial” in which part of the refrain goes like this:
              “… Now when I was young my people taught me well
              Give back what you take or you’ll go to hell
              It’s not the devil’s land, you know it’s not that kind
              Every devil I meet becomes a friend of mine
              Every devil I meet is an angel in disguise …”

              The story of Jacob wrestling with the stranger in Gen. 32 is sort of like that too. In that, what appears to be a terrible (frightful) situation is, in fact, a moment of tempering. It is a proving ground for our souls. During Jacob’s battle, the stranger/demon/angel/God/brother (we never know really who it was) realizes that he actually has his hands full and decides to call it quits. However, Jacob refuses to let him go until the stranger gives him a “blessing.” (This is when Jacob’s name is changed to Israel.)

              So anyway, hear I am freezing in my chest, trying to breathe my way back to “normal” and reminding myself of who I really am, and suddenly I have this image in my mind. There better be a blessing in here somewhere–ha. And then I sort of saw the Blue Diamond. I somehow imagined that inside my chest was this great Blue-Diamond soul that I could actually see and the quality was quite real.

              Now, mind you, blue is actually associated with “cold.” So I was actually a little nervous that this was a sign that beneath it all, I really was now going to be this horribly cold and hard person. (BTW, here is where I apologize for this getting so long–so sorry.)

              But the truth is I never really doubted myself. I knew who I was but I could not understand why I breathed in this freezing cold spirit. I just kept breathing and even covered my chest crossways with my arms to help warm it up. (The metaphor hear was also me loving and assuring myself through the internal battle.)

              In time I began to warm up. I continued to breathe until I knew that whatever it was had been thoroughly overcome by my, in fact, VERY WARM heart.

              But I kept the Diamond though– a True Blue Blessing of my courage and commitment to arriving in the Shining Kingdom with you and all my friends–ha!

              May you be blessed by my very odd blessing.


              1. My dear brother Mark, this is absolutely amazingly beautiful and it makes me think of you taking a leap of faith into the vast unknown and with your soul group wrapped around you taking what was inert, though blessed and sentient and giving it LIFE within your beautiful body. What an amazing experience of trust, transmuting and receiving! Hugs brother and thanks for sharing this! 🙂 Alex

                1. Thanks Alex.

                  I realize that my story reads a bit dramatic and self-congratulatory. Part of that is really just hindsight and humor. The truth is that at the time I was really cold, kinda scared and, honestly, a little mad at myself for letting something like that happen. Though now I believe it really was a blessing.

                  I only felt good about the whole thing after it was over. But the story is true and the diamond was there. In my mind, I could even see into it. It was big and beautiful. I sincerely hope my heart is like that!

                  Love you,


                    1. Thanks Philip,

                      I notice you have been signing all your comments, “Joyfully.” Very telling and wise.

                      “Telling” because, indeed, you are joyful and it comes across very clearly in your energy, and your joy is contagious–Thanks BTW.

                      “Wise” because it helps you keep your own frequency high.

                      There is a terrific article entitled, “50 Things You Can Do Now to Raise Your Vibration” that was recently posted on Sirian Heaven. I am typically not a self-help junkie, but I found the article very uplifting. You can find it here.


                      Joyfully! Mark

                      (See, it’s contagious! Wonderful work my friend!)

                    2. Thank you for this Mark… very wise insights from you too… looked at your list and YES … these are all simple things we can do. I saw a great TED Talk by a lady psychologist who’d done some research on body language and ways we express ourselves – not surprisingly to me (and all of us if we think about it) she found compelling evidence about what a difference it makes in your being and way of life!!! When you do these things you become these things except that actually the choice comes from your ‘being in the first place’ and so you chose how to be and you then are that and do those things… trust that logic is not too tricky!!!

                      Joyfully 🙂 Philip

              2. Mark, I will rreply tomorrow. MMyy keeyboarrd needs chargging.. As yoou ccan plaiinlly sseee.

                BIGG HUGS FROOM MEE,, GIGGLE, Amy

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              3. Thank you, Mark! Beautiful sharing, my blue-diamond soul brother!
                Beautiful vision of your Higher Self entering your life. Now, you, my brother, is a new being, one who has body, mind and SOUL all inside you, new Mark. Congratulations! Angel-human Mark. My honor again being flying with you!

              4. Wow Mark… just wow!! That’s so beautiful, thank you for sharing your feelings and all the changes you felt as you…shined!

                You know, all this talk of diamonds makes me think of what happens when you shine a light through one….it refracts the light, expands the area that is shined upon, it glitters beautifully…and you can watch all the colors dance and play together. Just like all of us!

              5. Dearest Mark, now that my keyboard is no longer on the frizz, (nothing like a nice long re-charge), I want you to know that while I read your words, I was actually holding my breath.

                I honestly don’t believe anything “of fear” happened to you, Brother. It was an event that you have never had experienced before and therefore could not identify.

                Because “Blue-Diamond Light” came to you during this event, I am positive that something Magnificent happened. A merging of You with you. Of course this energy would head straight for your Heart because that is where Home is. And because you did the work necessary to prepare for this event, which you didn’t even know about, it happened.

                You have been given a Gift, an Upgrade. You are now walking in a New Way. You’ve become Whole. You have become You in totality.

                I honestly can say this with confidence because I too went through an event, one that scared the bejeebers out of me, one where I found nothing familiar and very dark. I too thought this was something to “fear” and oh how I did go into fear. Yet even in the fear I was given a Gift for it allowed me an ability I had not previously had, or rather, it built upon an ability I already had. Then the other side of the dark passage came and I came into Light, reborn, strong, Whole, and yes, with a very valuable Gift.

                I encourage you to seek within for I have a feeling this merging came with a Gift, at least one. Your “job” is to discover that Gift/s. I have a “feeling” as we continue our perspective walks, the discovery will be like a light bulb moment as we find as we are doing something, that we realize, Oh My God, this is NEW!

                So, rejoice! You came through a very scary experience for it was unknown, and due to our conditioning that we are still breaking free of, we perceive the unknown as fearful.

                I did a little experiment the other day. Usually when I feel body pain with downloads, I tense up and groan oh no! Not again! One day, I noticed where the pain was, and I began to say thank you to Me, and to that part of my body for working with the energy, and before I knew it, I was inside that pain, that pain subsided, and I began to soar. Hmmmmmm………….interesting observation.

                I Love you, my New Brother of Blue-Diamond Light! BIG (((HUGS))), Amy

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                1. Thank you Amy,

                  Yes, I do agree. Though, again, hindsight makes all this seem much easier.

                  This whole thing truly is a dream come true for me. I have always sensed that there is so much more to everything and as I look back I resonated with every single sign that affirmed this–especially through music and film–but I can see how life wore me down.

                  It never overcame me, but looking back, it is clear those were some dark and lonely days. Even when I was surrounded by fine people, I always carried a longing for “home” that I could never really articulate. So this whole experience for me is just one wonderful miracle after another. Of course, as you certainly know, those miracles are usually at the other side of some kind of gauntlet or obstacle course.

                  I am used to them now, and I sincerely THANK Aisha and the CCs as well as all my family here at this site for really helping me to get to this point. Frankly, I am astonished when I consider how completely have resonated with those missives. At one point, I think in January or early February, I just made up my mind to read the entire manuscript. People certainly do not have to do it, but for me it was literally “The Manuscript for Life.”

                  Every paragraph was like a lifetime of wisdom and revelation for me. I write this to you just to make sure that some (particularly the angels behind all this) understand how deeply grateful I am for their kindness, their dedication and patience with us. The same goes for Aisha. She is very special, Amy. I do not know how she was chosen, but she is the absolute right person. I think that many of us understand this and we are hear to support her with our Prayers and our Light, as she certain has given so much of herself to us.

                  Anyway, thank you so much for your comments. In a sense, I am the Blue Diamond now–though that certainly seems far too generous a claim. I know my heart. I couldn’t struggle any harder for all this. And now that it is here, I feel more solid, more pure, and more shining every day. I trust that you and many others now feel the same. We are sincerely blessed. As Abraham and Sarah, we are “blessed to be a blessing” to many others.

                  I have seen that you too have been relentless in your struggle. I respect you greatly for this. You are greatly to be honored and you are seen by those much greater than I.

                  Grace and Peace and Love and Light my sister.


                  1. Ohhhhh, Mark, you are so right when you say if it were not for Lady Aisha, where would any of us be??? I cannot envision my life without Her or CC in it. Or this POND. Or all who comprise this POND. This place has become such a huge part of my life that it has become me, and I It. Miraculous indeed not only to witness the growth in myself, but the reflection of Divine Love here at this Sacred Place. And yes, I consider this place Sacred. Holy. I do walk on Holy Ground and we all have Lady Aisha to thank for being committed to go through with her mission, no matter how confused or scared she felt, especially in the beginning.

                    Now look at what has transpired. Family. Real Family. And now I can claim I have a Blue-Diamond Light Brother. How cool is that????

                    I Love you, Mark. I just received a huge gush of Love from you. And it felt like Heaven!!!

                    HUGS, Amy

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        3. Sara, THANK YOU! I’m definitely going to work with this. I’m a total water person, so I think I’ll work with this while relaxing in the Pond.

          Thanks again and much love to you! : )))

          1. Loving you, Maggie. I deleted the post I wanted to post under but I post here instead. I am who I am because of the connection I have made here. I too have grown into more of me. And I am so glad you, Fred AND your Mom have decided to join in with the group meditations. I am SO proud of you for I have witnessed your Journey. I did not teach you, my friend. YOU taught yourself! I only reflected that which I saw in YOU!

            HUGS, Amy

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    4. You are so right, Aisha, I’m so grateful you posted this. Although we have turned a major corner, the key is to keep consciously connecting with this new energy while also loving and nurturing ourselves in the gentlest of ways. It’s about removing all pressure and expectation and simply being, allowing ourselves to float in the pond, letting ourselves be lovingly held by this amazing tapestry of golden, loving light we have woven together. Just like that baby received, so must we learn to receive right now – I feel that strongly. Also, what we put out, we get back. So, consciously connecting with these healing waters as the infinite, loving beings we now know ourselves to be will only bless us infinity-fold!

      Thank you for guiding us through this process, dear sister who I love so much! : )))

    5. Thank you Aisha, this is beautiful and it resonates very deeply for me.
      Yes, we mustn’t allow the waters to get stagnant, I got a similar urging today and made a promise to self that I will submerge in these healing waters daily…it really feels like the CC want all of us to take just a little bit of time out each day to go to the pond, sit quietly even if it’s just for five minutes, and “tune in”. I had another very cool experience earlier today in the midst of cleaning that relates to this pond and the CC, but I get a strong feeling I’m supposed to wait until later to share it because I have to allow it to finish soaking in fully…I’m still putting pieces together about what it all means because this is all very new for me!
      With infinite Love and Gratitude,

      1. Doing the happy dance for you Mags….its all new for all of us, but also so old and familiar like that robe you know you should throw away but dayum its so comfie!!! Can’t wait to read your experience! 🙂 Mwwwhhhaaa! Your baby sister! Alex

  6. I am not sure here how to respond, just felt I needed to do so.
    I know I need to say thank you and that simply, gloriously is enough.
    Love and light,

  7. Sweet Aisha, words cannot express my gratitude for this exquisite film and for all that you do. And thank you to all in the Pond for extending your love, kindness and deep understanding. You are like the healers in the video, moving in gentle and loving ways to be a part of the baby’s world of trust and love. I feel so much like that baby and am grateful for your assistance in guiding me. I’ll go to sleep tonight bathed in the beauty of this experience. Much love and light to all.

    1. Dear Elaine, beautiful sister, thank you for sharing these words! And thank you for surrendering yourself to this Pond of love.It is not only a gift to yourself, but also to everyone else gathered here.
      Love and light from me, Aisha

  8. I’m going to bring a conversation I’m having with Alex forward to present moment so more of our Family can read it. It happened for the most part after the major part of our group moved on to later pages. Alex will be in quotation marks, and I’m answering her.

    “Oh my God….i am sobbing Carl, just sobbing…i realize only now after the fact that in calling out to You specifically for help, I was calling out to your soul to go through the same process of release and healing that I am going through.”

    Alex, that is precisely correct. You were calling me. -I knew it. I knew there was something going on. I tried to respond, but it was like being in suspended animation- nothing worked. The feelings were gone. The wisdom was gone. I was in a “void”. Nothing was right, and I began to get frightened.

    “Your process will be different, but the energy signature of the pain is so similar that must have been the reason for the “call out” and I am sure that others here who have similarr “issues” or life lessons will begin to come together and share the healing lessons and processes together.”

    My process seems different than yours. I’ve read what you’ve shared with us a couple times. There are similarities, but only similarities. I may as yet be unaware in this, but I don’t resonate with the body reactions. Yes, I do accept “cell memory”, but for whatever reason, for me this is a pure heart thing going on, and that’s all I see right now. But of course, my body does respond to the process.

    “That you were in a void–I so get that–the self like face down in the mud certainly puts that in perspective from my reading.”

    I’m with you on that.

    “And to say that it feels like lifetimes being lived in an afternoon, your shedding of misery and pain the other day through your dream and deep work only just brought up the wounds for you and they were tender and deep and the way in which you shed them and shared them was simply spell bindingly beautiful, but it also gave me the permission to share myself more openly and that is really what put me into connection with what my body was doing to avoid any future pain.”

    Now THAT’s wonderful. That’s why I did it. That’s why we decided together to post the dream at the Pond. You know what, Philip interpreted that dream, and he did an unusually incredible job. I bet if folks want to see his interpretation, I could get permission to post it. I saw a couple of metaphors, but he pulled out so many things my head started to spin for just a bit. Philip has been interpreting dreams for a number of years, and what he pulled out was simply amazing. It would inspire folks to write down their dreams when they remember them, and work more to get what their subconscious mind is telling them. I very much value my dreams, and pay close attention when I remember one clearly that seems meaningful.

    “I am not sure you would have the same process, being a male and your situation again was not the same as mine, which was a mix up of verbal, mental, physical family abuse and sexual abuse outside the family,”

    We were all violated in one way or another. We were abandoned emotionally. We were told we were not worthwhile, or we were told subconsciously through any kind of abusive treatment that we didn’t count or matter, and that we were there just for the purpose of someone else who had their stuff to work out and take it out on us. We were the punching bag. And the blows came in many forms. Some were worse than others.

    ” …which I have worked with and healed for many years–my healing this time very much feels like the last remnants and it was a deep surprise to me to see my body was doing some of the very same things it did when I would have an “event” of abuse in the past…so I connected that this time, though there was no Event to bring me to my knees, I had finally released the deep dark shadow self of Deception/Truth and in receiving the blessings of the light weaving at the pond–I was coming truly and fully into My True self and that triggered the body protection/mental protection because I always connected BEING my true self with the reprimands, and that was a very real connection because most of my childhood was about being “controlled”…”

    Alex, you might be one of the first that I have read speak to this issue in the way you have. I think its good we’re taking this to the current post because it got done after most had left previous missives. At the moment I’m not relating to this, but I do recognize its importance. This is a big deal, and again, yes, I do know the body holds everything. I hope that I get to the point where I’m that aware on this. When that time comes, I’m coming to you, because you’ve been through it.

    “I slept until almost 2pm today after having opened my heart and dove head first into the pond and then found myself near a campfire at the side with many hands being placed on me of love and reassurance. I know there was an acceptance of the gifts and integration of them in the night and I already feel much shifted and tentatively feeling out into myself with wonder.
    The vision you shared of crying and washing and jesus speaks to me of unconditional love and it literally broke me apart my dear brother. I so wish to be able in words to convey to you the way it makes me feel and the self less sharing it indicates and the LOVE.”

    Okay, here’s what I’m thinking. It took you, Alex, to push that button to start my process. You did call me out. Again, I knew the game was on, and something was afoot. And so I went willingly through it, and actually had the good fortune to be able to write in real time as it began. All those feelings came up as described. The tears began, and I was in trouble. I needed to lean, and so I did. And then I knew I was going to fall deep into the process so I signed off, and I went to YOU. I knew that if I came to you and fell at your feet that the tears would flow as much as any could possibly do, because of who you are. I knew that, just like the story of the woman who cried at the feet of Jesus, if I cried at your feet I would be cleansed (my “sins” would be forgiven). I knew my process would move forward substantially. And cry I did. My face filled up with mucous, the tears were uncontrollable, and I really made a good mess of things. And it all came out. It was wonderfully cleansing. I don’t know from which level I came and to which I went, but my feelings returned right away, and the next morning I felt so much better. I was still weeping, but by that time it was gentle. So another layer came off. There are more, I know that, but that one did come off, and I’m indebted to you for what you did for me.

    I want to say something else. I could have done the same with any one of you here at our Pond. I did it with Alex because she engaged me. If I sat at your feet and held them in my hands and allowed my love for you to outpour, the tears would begin to flow. And I would wash your feet with my tears, and kiss them, to show you how much I love you. Any one of us can do this. Jesus did this with his disciples. He washed each of their feet, as an example, and then he told them to love one another, “…As I have loved You”.

    “I will be forever in awe of you and your process and your ability to still be that curious, loving and open little boy no matter how much others tried to “control” you and stamp out your light. Know you are never alone–you will always have a big sister along for the ride…”

    Yes, “Big Sis”. You are indeed My Big Sis 🙂

    “–and we both have many many other brothers and sisters who love us–and the profound and deeply moving thing is Carl–I FEEL the TRUTH of that so strongly…we aren’t talking metaphors anymore my friend…this is REAL.”

    Damn straight, Lexie.

    “No need to be sorry for crying”

    Okay, I held something back. The mucous I talked about, that came out too. Your feet got kind of messy, which is the major reason I needed to wash them. So that’s probably more of what the apology is for.

    “You helped me tremendously and I return the service with great love…if you want to talk more about it, please reach out–I am glad you have a group you are working with–it always helps. MUCH love to you–and to EVERYONE who helped and also dear sister Aisha for your amazing-simply astounding LOVE and service to us all…Alex”

    What I see has taken place is we both affected the other. We both helped each other. We both reached out. The courage of one gave courage to the other. The other responded and transformation happened for both. My beloved Brothers and Sisters- have courage!

    We are connected here, all of us. This is now so patently obvious. I feel so many of you, and at the mere thought, I can feel your energy, your signature. We are all with each other. I love how we have this space where we can support, be examples, cheer, love, and so on and so on, for each other. I read the link given by Heather recently, and it is really a great read. It speaks at one point to the acceleration that occurs when we join a group such as this for our process. Mine has accelerated at lightening speed, especially since the Equinox, and it is because of this Pond.

    Thank you each one of you for the part you have played in my life. I want to play a part in yours, too.

    love, Carl

    1. Carl, my friend, my brother,

      I wanted to thank you so much for bringing this all forward and putting it all in perspective as you did so eloquently. You said something the other day about not realizing what you wrote and seeing all this here, the depth and scope of it is ASTOUNDING how much ground we covered in so little time and how profound of a shift it really has been. I could feel the shift, but in the review of the feelings and insights it becomes much more solid and monumental! I am stronger, I am more expansive, I am at peace with this and it is very much necessary for my moving forward in service to all that is.

      Another thing revealed itself to me when reading and that is yes, your process is going to be different, and you may not have body centered issues, but there are many other protection mechanisms that the “body mind” engages in to protect “self” and so tenderly, you may look at your behavior, as I have done for a long while and see ways that your loving self has tried to protect you from pain. Steve Beckow calls these deep protection patterns Vasana’s and Archangel Micheal also speaks of them. Simply being open to our patterns of protection helps us to release them.

      But I join you in your knowing that every single person here is blessed with the deep ability to assist others with their light and healing love and that shoulder to lean on. While we had an affinity of like signature and circumstance, that really isn’t necessary, what is necessary is simply loving intent which reminds me so much of philly’s wonderful spheres–maybe we are ALL spheres for each other!?

      I also very much honor the dream interpretation as I have also done this for a very long time and believe so much processing and astral work can be done in dream state. I know we will all learn just how much wonderful work we have done for the world in our dreams in the near future and we will be astounded when we thought we were simply resting in bed! I for one would love to read phillys interpretation!

      Another note too is the thought of mucous. To me this passing is significant of passing spiritual congestion and freeing space for more love and more divine breath within the body. Plus I am a mom and bodily fluids and functions don’t phase me so if you feel like snotting on me again, go for it! I can take it! 🙂

      I am sure I will have more to add as time goes on and we digest this and move into the next layer of the onion. Again, with much profound gratitude and love…absolutely Living Namaste….Alex

      1. Alex, you’ve found a way to get through to me finally, on your point:

        “Another thing revealed itself to me when reading and that is yes, your process is going to be different, and you may not have body centered issues, but there are many other protection mechanisms that the “body mind” engages in to protect “self” and so tenderly, you may look at your behavior, as I have done for a long while and see ways that your loving self has tried to protect you from pain… Simply being open to our patterns of protection helps us to release them.”

        That’s something I can understand, being open to observing our behaviour. This may well be my next layer. This is resonating for me, along with a very, very beautiful invitation from Aisha:

        “Dear Carl, beloved brother, it is time to receive now I think. You have given so much to us all, so I hope you will do as Alex shared in her comment, just float in the love that is here in the Pond, and let it seep into every particle of your being. I hold out my arms and my heart to you, beloved brother, and I know many, many others are doing the same.
        Much love from me, Aisha”

        Its occurring to me now that there is a possibility I may possess a “protective behaviour” that resists receiving. I wonder, how important it is to allow oneself to be in the flow of receiving, and how much, while we still give to each other. That is what’s on my mind today. I’m finding some resistance to allowing myself to bathe in the healing waters, outside of such times as I might be going through a “total melt down”. What I’m thinking and feeling at this point is I do want to receive from others, but without “taking”. Its occurring to me this very moment that we have been programmed to believe there is a shortage of everything we need in this universe. Its a subtle, and then also no-so-subtle total package of programming which causes people to fight with each other, or feel they need to take from one another. I’m realizing this may be affecting my ability, or perhaps even necessity to be willing to be held by another, bathe in those waters, and experience the satisfying of such needs.

        Aisha, what you extended to me has really moved me and touched my heart. Just like Alex touched off my last process, I think perhaps you have given me a gift that points toward another one.

        I’m looking for thoughts on this from anyone who might want to talk about it.

        (Alex, there is a good probability you will find me at your feet again. It feels like a wonderful and sacred place to me where I can do valuable and important work. Thank you for your invitation, Big Sis).

        “Here’s to removing yet another layer of the onion”

        loving You All, Carl

        1. Dear Carl, the synchronisity in your message just blows me away! Please read what I just posted below about the importance of using these waters. Believe me brother, you cannot “take” too much from this Pond even if you tried :–)
          With love and light, Aisha

          1. Hi, Aisha! Been away two days, I’m back briefly. Thank you so very much. I will read what you have wrote.

            Love you!


        2. My dear brother Carl, in the solstice our Pond received a Huge/Infinite Blue Beam of Pristine Light/Love from Heaven, with the aim to heal and wash ALL of US from the Pond, from inside out. This is not a tale/invention, I was there, the Beam passed through me and others there then with me. Read the posts of that time.

          Now, in TheGathering, again came much more Light/Love from Heaven, overflowed our beautiful Pond and poured all around Mother Earth, Carl. Read the testimony of many brothers that saw that huge pillar (some say there were some pillars) of light leaving the pond and making an enormous torus of energy.

          And our brothers tell that they felt drops of golden light falling upon them, and that those drops, on the floor, merged and become as gold mercury, that means, liquid light/love, Carl. We (whole planet Earth) are surrounded of pure liquid love from Heaven, Carl, INFINITE LIQUID LOVE.

          Light does not go inside the Earth, but liquid light permeates everything, just is needed a little crack, and there it goes (healing and washing) without end until all is fully filled. This analogy is also valid for our hearts.

          So, my dear brother Carl, the dogma of scarcity of Love/Light is over, forever, in our realm, Heaven on Earth.

        3. So much to say now,,,wow…I went and read everything below to really get a sense of something that was giving me HUGE chills and Aisha especially with her extra special tuning into the pond gave me more insight.

          Let me ask you a question about gifts….if you prepared a beautiful gift for someone from your heart, full of unconditional love and light and that gift was an eternal gift and you presented it to that person who you felt you wanted to give it to…how would you want them to react?

          Would you want them to think…I am not worthy of this gift…take it back until I feel better about myself?

          Would you want them to think…what is the reason this gift is being offered? There must be some catch or ulterior motive?

          Would you want them to think…giving is really the only thing I enjoy or can do to be holy and evolve, so I will reject this gift as a penance because that will get me to heaven faster>

          Would you want them to think…well, I will receive this gift because I am supposed to be open to receiving but I am not gonna be too too open or overwhelmingly joyful because that will look bad, it will make me look greedy or selfish or not evolved and I am going to double my efforts to be of service to make up for this gift?

          OR….would you want them to jump for joy and be grateful and thankful and open the gift with an open heart and bask in the love of the gift and bask in the desire that YOU had to give THEM a gift?

          Thats what source wants….The Universe is inherently abundant! This pond as Aisha said is meant to be drank deeply, taken, spread out, irrigated on many dry hearts and dry but fertile soils of creation…Take my friend really isn’t the same energy as receiving though is it…take implies stealing–so lets think of a better process…

          How about receiving abundantly? Or gladly receiving? either way, when one offers you a gift of love or self or healing–it is not the time to be on a “diet” and only take a little–it is the time to receive your fill because in the flow of that energy–the beginning offer and the ending reception–that PULL on the energy field is what makes MORE available…

          Think of it as when a muscle is tensed and does work–the more work it does the bigger and healthier the muscle. Our energy system is the same–without a FLOW from Source to Pond and then the dipping in of the Beings into the Pond and the Using of that source flow–no more comes in…

          I gratefully receive the love of you all, of this pond and I receive and fill myself with AS much as I CAN because in the filling up with this lovely source energy I can be of MORE service to all that is…

          See how wonderfully that feels? I have freaking chills brothers and sisters! And I am also quite sure that part of that NON-reception clause in our self protection mechanisms is because so many times when we really did NEED to receive the energy was not there-so why wish for it? Also society did not want us to receive because then we would understand the flow and take care of our own hearts and our own connection to source without going through THEM.

          Any time you need me, I am here, just as I know you are all here with me…you can have what I have, I will always make more cookies for you all! cookies of love! Alex

          1. Thank you, Alex! Amen! Always open wide your heart to receive love, because love is our essence, love is what feed us and because love comes abundantly from God for ALL of us.

          2. The Vortex that is here at this POND is very real. I am seeing miracles in my life because of it.

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    2. Absolutely stunningly beautiful and moving, Carl. You too, Lexie. Your exchange has been so edifying and illuminating to me. I’m looking deeply at some of these things myself as a result, and it is so good. Thank you with all of my heart and love. Namaste, gorgeous, shining souls. (Hey, that’s everyone!) : )))

  9. Is that not just the BEST sweetest video ever?!? *sigh* so Calming….

    My Sundays experience… It started out with my “Galactic Turtle” husband deciding to wash ALL of the windows in our house INSIDE and OUT starting at 11:30. Noon was my Pondering Time. His normal schedule is and has been for the last year, to visit his 94 yr old father Sunday Mornings. NOPE ~ Not THIS Sunday morning – Gotta wash windows… Really? Today? Dang… It felt like a little mad man running around, surrounding our house in 3D energy. Seriously… it was weird! I finally TOLD him…. I would be “listening” to a Web Session at noon – please do not disturb… I hid myself on our non-windowed Front Entryway outside.

    My whole morning before that felt like a huge energy download very early on. I felt like I was wondering about aimlessly in a cloud. Actually felt nauseous, vertigo. I finally settled down by listening to Tom Kenyons Heart Chakra segments and at noon plugged into Aethos 30 minute version. Very powerful – I dont know where I went, but I was gone for 27 minutes. I took another hour listening to other calming music and meditations then managed to come back to earth. (and yes by then the windows were sparkly clean – and I am grateful I didnt have to do them).
    I am still in but not of this world at the moment. Having to go to work has been very difficult. I am still having trouble concentrating. I have to take naps in the afternoon. I still feel like I’ve been hit by a Mac Truck. And I can hardly wait till our next first Sunday in June…

    1. Big hugs Kalea, I too has “family” members draw very 3D energy around me which delayed me from the start of the Pondering (New name for it–I love it!!!!)…I am so proud of you that you set your intention and figured out how to flow with that and not feel guilty about it…such lessons are important! It’s your time….and a blessed gift to you! Just like breathing!

      As for feeling normal! LMAO I was knocked on my butt bone until today–a HUGE chunk of JUNK flew out of me and ah the space inside me is being filled out with LOVE….we are all not of this world–and we probably will only feel normal again when the world catches up with us!!! Much love my dear friend! Alex

    2. Dear KaLea, I love the way the Universe literally helped you SEE clearly :–). For you managed to find your center and connect, even when the distractions were more than ample. What a wonderful lesson it was for you, and how empowering! And believe me, you are not the only one feeling the after effects of this. I have disconnected myself from so much in order to rebalance myself. But yes, I am also looking forward to the next time!
      Much love from me, Aisha

    3. Dearest Sister, I am another one that had 3D thrown at me to the point I was ready to dive into my closet for quiet. Also beforehand, was when I was touched deeply which the Gathering (actual attendance of) stamped for all Eternity within me what was begun hours that day. I too am still reeling from the affect of Sunday, slowly coming back here to post. Your post spoke to me, so I am writing you just letting you know, there is another Sister who still is not functioning quite right, needing a lot of “down time” as in 40 wink naps, and integrating this huge shift that occurred within me.

      I’m not too sure about June’s Gathering at this point. Um, this one hit me like a brick house, and the passage I went through, I never wish to repeat. Yet, curiosity will I know get the better of me, and I will be at the next Gathering. This time, IF I feel a locked gate like I did this time, I will think twice upon opening it.

      Just where have I been? I honestly don’t know the full scope of it yet.

      All my Love, Amy

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    4. Dear KaLea, thank you for your beautiful sharing! I want you to know that I’ve been working with the Aethos sound meditation 30 minute version, too, – a lot! – and find it so helpful for centering and connecting with higher mind to do integration work, or just chill and let it take me some place like you did. “The Aethos is a bandwidth of consciousness anchored in pure non-duality,” Tom says. It’s a collective of individuals from dimensions 10-12 who enter “into non-duality by their own volition and choose to remain, for a period of time, in this vibration of consciousness for the benefit of other beings.” That sounds really good…I’d like to check that out after this ride is over! Meanwhile, thank you Tom Kenyon for bringing it home! Much love to you! : )))

  10. i must say that as someone who reads every single post, i feel overwhelmed when i attempt to catch up with the comments as well. i didn’t really feel the need to until today’s post which referenced the comments section.

    i feel like i am being slightly excluded just because i don’t have the time to keep up with hundreds of comments.

    does anybody else feel this way or have any advice?

    1. We all have different amounts of time to give, some only have time to read the missives themselves, others have a lot more time and can read and respond to almost every comment…for years I never even looked at the comments, but I started reading them and commenting when I was guided to do so. Please, don’t feel overwhelmed or that you have to do, read, or say anything unless you genuinely want to…your light and energy is here and you are part of this place regardless of how much or how little you say out loud…no exclusions here! Your presence is very much wanted and embraced, always! Blessings, Maggie

      1. …..smiling at Maggie………who is practicing her “Mom” skills……..LOL…….My goodness we almost wrote the SAME thing! Whoa!!!!!!

        HUGS, Lady Pinki

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          1. One can only learn what one wishes to be taught. I had a par excellence student who has nw graduated with honors. You’ve come a long way, friend! You need to hug you for you worked hard to be who you are today. The REAL Maggie take a bow, please! I present her as Herself! Voila! You are now crowned with a flower and hummingbird tiara and are now Royalty. (tears)

            From one who is not here (wink) and really getting off now…….the JOY of being here again!!! Me

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              1. Now Nohmad is a dog? Hmmmmm……..I know he comes with many disguises…..


                Too cute, Carolyn! Your loyalty and Love shines through!!

                BIG (((HUGS))), Amy

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            1. (Bowing deeply and blushing…)
              I shall graciously and humbly accept this lovely gift,
              with the knowing that the big steps of late have happened directly because I am connected to this collective, to all of you…
              I am extremely grateful!

    2. Dearest Zac, I understand about keeping up with the comments. I am the “Mom” of the POND and for months read and helped so many. Then, my Journey dictated I must pull back and I did, but in so doing, stopped reading and “felt out of the loop”. I was sad for a while, until I realized when the time is right, I’ll be right back in, extending a hand of Love, when the time is right.

      The same will happen for you. I also have found that for some “odd” reason my eye would be “pulled” to only certain posts for me to reply to. Trust that in yourself and know that every post is not necessarily for you to read. There was one day I swear my brains were coming out of my ears, and I just could not read one more word, not one. This is when the POND literally exploded and hundreds and hundreds of posts came flying in. (smile)

      Read when you can. Don’t feel obligated and don’t feel you are being excluded. When you are led to comment, do so. If not, just lurk. YOU be the Master of you, and when you do that, you will be amazed how easy you flow with everyone around you.

      Hhehehehehehehe I am still not here officially yet here I am replying to you. Lucky YOU!!! LOL

      BIG (((HUGS))), MomAmy

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        1. Sue, my Sister of Light, I thank you for your words of Love and to stop by to tell you YES I am so much better today!

          I Love you! Amy

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    3. Zac, one amazing thing about this pond is what a lot of metaphysical mentors speak about and that is the 100th monkey syndrome. The CC said a long time ago that during this time, when working with a group, if one member of the whole (of the ONE) gets a certain concept or knowing or wisdom, or has a certain healing then they are experiencing it for the One and we all get the benefit. Read or don’t read, you are a very important part of the pond and you benefit from all the love and good energy and healing here. I am sure you will fit into your life what is important to your soul and all that should occur for you will do so perfectly in divine timing. Big hugs and so glad you spoke up so we can send you a big hug! Alex

    4. Zac, your note struck a chord with me. I came to this site last summer when the comments were 9 or 10 and really enjoyed reading them. It was easy to keep up with the dialogue. Now there are sometimes over 300 and I can’t keep up. I read the message and if there’s time read the comments though that’s not often. Have to admit I sometimes feel I don’t know or understand as much as most others do, but am learning not to let that stand in my way. I guess it’s all part of the “letting go” process. I still get a lot from what I read here and am glad you posted this. Much love, elaine

    5. Dear Zac, this is very much an ebb and flow process for us all, including me. Some days, I cannot even take in a single comment, while other days, I feel the need to really soak myself in this Pond for hours. So just do what feels right for you. Just like Alex say, everything that is poured into this Pond will benefit us all, for we are truly ONE. You do not need to read about it, or comment about it, for you are already a part of it by the very fact that you have been drawn to connect with this energy in the first place.
      Much love from me, Aisha

  11. I come to all of you, as one who needs your help.

    Quan Yin came to me last week in a vision. She is the Goddess of Compassion and Mercy. I thought at the time this was about my Bella. I was wrong.

    Dear GOD how am I going to do what I must do??

    My Heart is breaking. The Gathering tore the last remaining shreds of blindness from my eyes and and now I see.

    And in the seeing, I see I have to walk the Path of Compassion with 5 of my FLUTD boys. And Bella is on the schedule of dental surgery next week as well.

    I see that these boys can no longer be maintained as stable and their quality of life is no longer present.

    Benji is in terrible pain and is now being medicated around the clock. He is 8 years old.

    Max is in terrible pain and is now being medicated around the clock. He is 8 years old.

    Rocky is in terrible pain and is now being medicated around the clock. He is 8 years old.

    Doodles’ mental status has declined and is no longer even using the kitty pan. He is 8 years old.

    Charlie’s mental status has declined and he is urinating all over the place. He is 7 years old.

    All these boys have been excessively urinating outside of the box. I cannot remember the last time they had smiles in their eyes. Doodles was just laying across my lap as I was typing this which got me sobbing again. He seems perfectly fine, looks so healthy but he is not peeing anymore in the box and is just not “here”.

    I don’t know how I am going to do this. I am right now waiting for the Vet to call to make arrangements. I am a mess. Literally.

    I didn’t want to come here and rain on your parade. But I really do need your help this time. I am coming apart at the seams and my Heart is weeping as well.

    I will watch the video above but just not right now. I don’t know if I can even respond to any of you. I need your support and Love. I don’t know how I will stay sane or keep from collapsing. I have worked so hard to bring healing to these cats, and all I have done were temporary measures. I made a promise to these cats. When I see quality of life diminishing I will walk the Path of Compassion.

    Please please help me. Doodles is again trying to get on my lap so I must go.

    I love all of you.

    With Weeping Heart,

    1. I forgot to note that my Bella has been throwing up not able to tolerate the antibiotics anymore. I’ve been trying to get her settled all day.

      By coming forth and telling you how my Heart is breaking, and with that so much around me as well, I am breaking a “habit” to pull away when I am in pain. I was taught as a child to show my “negative emotions” I would be punished. Over the years I have shied from anyone really seeing my pain, and even here I have not described the extent of the pain I am in.

      I had dreamed for many years to lead these cats to the Promised Land in body. I will no longer wait for that to happen, but instead, move to action on their behalf not knowing how I will do this.

      The Blessing in all this is that 5 elected to leave at once. That is my pearl. And this event is one step closer for me to walk from a relationship that is far from healthy. I share from the Higher Perspective on that as well, but I am no longer willing to sacrifice my life when someone is just not willing to accept the Love I have to offer.

      I am so used to be the “caretaker” and this role right now that find myself in, is truly uncomfortable. I’ve been strong for so long, I just am not able to do it any more. I need Family. I need a shoulder to lean on. I need arms to embrace me. I need someone to walk besides me to hold me up when my knees give out. I need someone to hold my hand. Will you???

      I Love you! I literally collapsed after the Gathering, and then it has again been nonstop realizations. I accept all your Love and Support. Thank you so much for being here with me. I have no one, my Family, and the one person I do have in my life, is not supportive or strong.

      I ask forgiveness of any of you if I have not treated you right, or said anything that did not line up to your Highest Good. I ask all here for forgiveness if I in any way hurt you.

      From my Heart to your Heart,

      1. I do…of course….forever…despite of….everytihing…
        Loving you unconditionally. I’d really like being near you…but I can fell you, can you?
        Biiiiig hugs mamita

        1. I am not able to say enough I Love you’s to you, my Emma. I miss you!!!

          BIG (((HUGS))), Mami

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      2. MomAmy, Sister, my teacher, I have been sending you softly sweeping, cleansing, oh-so-gentle waves of violet light for the last couple hours since Maggie so lovingly posted a message letting us know what was going on.

        As the CC’s said, the last obstacle has been removed for each of us. It seems to me that your blessed companions, teachers also, are assisting you now so compassionately and graciously by showing you that it is indeed time to transition to a new reality. Our pets love us and want to serve us, and so often they hold and reflect many of our own most painful lessons and experiences to assist us in healing. I think if you spend some precious time with each of them, reflecting on and thanking and celebrating them for their assistance to you on your path, that it will really fill your heart with joy and kick the integration and alchemy into even high gear. It’s just an idea I wanted to share. I know that when my best friend lost his cat who I was also close to last year, doing this really helped us.

        Amy, you are not alone. You know we will hold your hand and love and support you eternally, for what we do for another we do for ourselves, for we are ONE. Get ready for a never-ending experience of reciprocal, unconditional love that will only flow more easily and naturally the more we givers learn to receive. You are teaching us this right now, and I humbly thank you.

        Thank you for being truly the bravest of the brave, MomAmy. Your rewards will be only that much lighter and sweeter for having braved the darkest and most painful.

        I love you!
        Your sister of yoga and violet light

        1. I Love you, my Sister of Yoga and Violet Light. Know you were with me on the very last vestige of my journey. I bow to you, for Loving me.

          Love, Amy

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          1. I love you, Amy. I just want you to know I resonate with how deeply and passionately and heart-breakingly you love. (Tears) Also with how you feel about gravity and all the limitations here in this plane, and all those things you signed up for as a go-getter (like, jeez, what was I thinking), and how alone you feel at times. I felt very, very connected to you during the Gathering. I am honored and grateful to have been with you on the very last vestige of your journey, my beautiful queen of pink roses and patron saint of compassion!

            All my love,

            1. Oh, Heather, how do you want me to respond to this Angelic message you left me?

              I only know how to LOVE, my Sweet, as do you, because both of us came in with full knowledge of Love. Did you by any chance, do you remember, coming in with a Language that you spoke fluently (not the language where you were born) and you understood just what you were saying? I just have this “feeling” IF you don’t remember you would recognize it IF I spoke it. When I do speak it, my cats go nuts, rolling around on the floor just loving it. I believe it is a Light Language. I call it My Heart Language, or Song. I also sing in this language all the time……….

              ………..I LOVE you, so much, and the honor is all mine, Heather. I SEE you.

              Your Purity. Your troubled soul for not understanding (still) the ways of this world. I FEEL your warmth and your generosity and your unending willingness to Love even if you don’t understand where this knowledge comes from. I understand your confusion on why humans don’t “get it” how simple Love is. And what Love is, for that matter. I SEE you, in all your Glory and Perfection, even if you don’t. I SEE your Brilliant Light, and no one holds a candle to it. You are so full of Life and LIGHT that at times you blind yourself and cannot see you. But I do.

              And that is one reason why I was born to remind you who you are, and how Magnificent and Royal you are.

              I also SEE how hurt you have been, and how very afraid you are to show your Light because of what others have done to you. I embrace you, my Love, in my arms, and you are now forever safe to shine your Light. The Energy Itself will protect you, Heather. You no longer have to hide. I know. I KNOW. And when you do feel afraid, see yourself in the middle of a cocoon or egg filled with Light. The first layer is pink and make that as thick as you want. The second layer is violet and make this as thick as you want. The third layer is Brilliant White and make this as thick as you want. Pink is for Love, comfort, nurturing. Violet is for transmuting anything that may wish to harm you. And White is the Christ Light that is Eternal, the most Powerful of all Colors. Think of me when you put your cocoon of 3 lights around you. I am there with you. In all 3 lights, for I am Light!

              I LOVE YOU, my Heather of Violet Sparkling Diamond Light, Your Soul

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              1. Oh, Amy!!! I KNOW the language you’re talking about – maybe the words and sounds are different, but maybe not. But I speak it to my little Buckley Bear and he LOVES it, particularly when I combine it with his daily healing-light-energy massage. He’s like putty in my hands, and I feel the energy coming through my hands and words and sounds and I know it’s not just jibberish coming out. I’ve been talking in my own language my whole life to my younger siblings (I was the oldest of five kids and a mother to them all as my mother was extremely abusive and apparently incapable of loving us – bless her heart but I can’t mother her anymore, either). Any way, they all loved me speaking it, too. Because it’s a light language, like you said! I never thought of it like that!

                Thank you for all of your beautiful, so generous and heart-felt insights, and for truly SEEING me, sweetest of roses. There’s no doubt we are connected in a very deep goin’ way back kind of a way. Wow, this is going to be cool!

                Also, I love the egg and am using it on my walks when I’m out in public at night and feel afraid (it’s infinitely more manageable since the Gathering, but have been facing a few phantoms here and there) – WOW, IT WORKS WONDERFULLY! THANK YOU my beloved soul!

                I love you!

                1. Heather, again I find myself laying flat another download. Just wanted to say I am thrilled what you said, and I will talk to you more about this. I believe we are from the same place.

                  Later my friend, Amy

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                  1. Rest well, Amy, I’m glad you are nurturing yourself…I can’t wait to talk more about this with you! Love and restful peace to you…

      3. Dear beloved Amy, my sister! You have given so much to so many, you have been Mom Amy for so long. Now it is time to just BE in this Pond of infinite love. We stand around you, and we hold you in our hearts and in our hands, as you float suspended in the love we pour into your tender heart. Thank you for opening up for this love, beloved one, for it is a gift we all want to give you, and it is the nourishment your weary heart needs and deserves. We are your family, and we will always be here at your side, and we will not let you fall to your knees, for we will support you every step of the way.
        I love you Amy, now and forever. Aisha

      4. Dear Amy

        I am so very sorry for what you are going through. It shakes us to our very core when we realise that we cannot ‘save’ any other soul, be it human or animal, despite the depth of love and longing we feel for them. It feels like a supreme act of faith and it calls on every ounce of courage within, to accept what is happening and let go.

        It’s okay to withdraw and exist under the covers during this ordeal Amy, in fact it’s sometimes not possible to do otherwise. Perhaps your little friends have big jobs to do elsewhere, for they have been changed by the gift of your love and they have learned lessons that they can impart to others of the animal kingdom that have been damaged by undeveloped humans. They must be needed elsewhere Amy, or they wouldn’t be leaving you.

        Some say that animals can incarnate as humans only when they have shared love with humans. You have given a huge gift to your little cats with your love and nurturing Mon Ami, now they move on to share what they have learnt. You did that, you brought about that miracle. I feel your sorrow but I applaud you for what you have accomplished. Don’t worry for your friends, my big old dog – the Wookie – will be there to greet them with his loving eyes and a joyous Woof!

        Rest and let it be, Mon Ami. Much love and warmth to you and your little friends.


        1. Elle, I just needed you to know that I have MISSED you very much in your absence and I do hope you have felt my love and welcome back….just sayin…:) Alex

        2. I Love you, Elle. I am in a state of ecstasy for healing has knocked on my door again. And this time it is with my animals.

          BIG (((HUGS))), Amy

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      5. Mom Amy, it,s from deep inside my heart that I send you all my love, my strength and my humble understanding. My sweet friend cat lived with us 17 years. She was my best friend, and one day she had to go. 7 days after, she returned in my dream and she gave me the most tender hug I,ve already received from a being, and went away to never come back. But I know, in my heart, that one day we,ll meet again somewhere. Mom Amy, if you feel that is time for them to go, let them go, help them with the same love you always gave to them.
        You promised them they would be in Paradise, and the will be, just in another skin. And you,ll be there with them again, Mom Amy. It,s just a question of time. It,s just a see you all later. Mom Amy, your body is being made anew for Golden Age. They need new bodies too. It,s just that. I do love you, Mom Amy!

        1. New bodies all around. Does one truly know from one moment to the next, what comes next? I confess I do not. But this I see, healing at least for this day. Since my healing about one month ago, I believe in miracles, like never before.

          Thank you, Nohmad, from the bottom of my Heart for all you do for me. May Heaven smile on you in return!

          I love you. Amy

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      6. Oh, my precious Family, I have been reading the comments and I am so deeply touched. So deeply touched. When the time is right for me to come forth, I have a story to tell, of what I went through. For now, I am still integrating, and being with Bella, feeding her teaspoons of camomile tea to help settle her tummy. The abscess swelling is down by at least 90% but now her poor tummy hurts from what helped the abscess. (sigh) A day is coming, and this I do know, that the ability to heal will be for real and it shall be permanent.

        Carolyn (((HUGS))) for I have “felt” your Journey. I haven’t been able to connect to anyone else for my Journey was tough enough. You are truly in Good Hands, my Sister.

        I Love all of you. A special thank you to my very special faerie friend, Maggie, who when she heard the spot I was in, immediately came here to ask help on my behalf. Maggie, I am eternally thankful for you in my life. You bring meaning to what a “friend” is.

        Love so much more then I can say, MomAmy

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        1. Tears, my dear friend…you have walked alongside me for this whole journey, starting as a fellow cat lover, but soon this connection grew into friend, mentor/spirit mother, comrade, confidant, sister…all rolled into one…you have tolerated my silliness, outbursts, jealousy and clouded vision just as a mother would, with quiet patience and understanding, always seeing from the higher perspective. It is I who am grateful eternally to you, dear goddess of roses, you ARE a sparkling diamond and you are loved and honored forevermore in my heart as well as in the very heart of this pond. (((HUGS)))

          1. Maggie, no words. Just none. I am seeing YOU who I have seen for years emerge. (tears) You are really special! My Goddess, my Diamond Friend is emerging from her cocoon. Thank you for these words. Your Truth sparkles and your honesty floors me. You truly have come Home to you!

            Loving you, not officially back yet, hehehehehehe, Amy

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        2. Amy~ if this is truly needed for you to ‘let go’ and be able to move on, then it must be…I hold your hand with love & compassion also. From some of your posts, I have gathered that we have MUCH in common. The Angels must learn to love themselves with the same magnitude of compassionate service they so freely give to others. In our lifetimes of service, we have taken on responsibilities and burdens that are not ours alone to carry. Surrender your burdens and set yourself free…that is compassion for self – you deserve it, you are worthy in your Beingness alone. You ARE courage and strength.
          I do have some information, however, that may help you. I’m just learning about it & have so much more research to do in understanding, but it has to do with energetic sensitivity. If you’re a “sensitive” you have to learn how to shield yourself (there are devices out there to assist you until you fully develop the ability to transmute the negative energies). You likely have a combo of energy bombardment going on, between the mismatched Mate and all that emotional suppression thats been spewing like a toxic geyser but it could also be greatly compounded by Geopathic stress/disturbance! There are many forms (natural & manmade) that may be (collectively) making you very sick! (cats too) Do you live near a fault line? Electric power lines and other wave frequencies (wireless, microwave, radio, etc) also adversely affect many.
          Please feel free to email, call or Skype me!

          1. Thank you for holding my hand in love and compassion. I am moving forward with my life for I truly know Heaven has heard me.

            Yes, I am learning to Love myself and that Lesson has been ongoing for at least a year now. I am empowering myself, in so many ways and it feels good.

            I have been taught that fear all on its own will bring me harm. I have been afraid of gravity all my life because where I come from there is none. For most of my life I have had an inner dialogue of negative thoughts all related to this body and to gravity until it was pointed out to me what I was doing. I have turned my thoughts around and feeling LOVE for gravity and in so doing, much that was dis-eased within me, is now healing.

            The same goes for electricity. For the longest time I felt fear for clocks and radios and electric lines etc until this too was pointed out to me that it was my own fear that was harming me. Now, it matters not if I have a CD player plugged in next to my bed for it no longer bothers me and I benefit from the beautiful music I listen to.

            Yes, I am a sensitive yet this too I am walking away and saying I am strong and meaning it. I have made many beds of hell for myself because of all the nuances I seemed unable to bear. I got away from the fear factor. I’ll give you an example. Two actually. Tine tests showed I am allergic to hay and grass. I work in a barn next door with animals and everyday I walk in there fearlessly and I have NO reaction. The same goes for the grass. I lay on the grass, and take big lungfulls of newly cut grass and revel in the beauty of the smells. For the longest time I avoided one of my neighbors because she always projected fear towards me, but when I took the plunge and just started being myself and laughing with her, we are now developing a relationship.

            And my cats, they came to me with some pretty serious diseases. My LOVE has kept them alive and healthy. When I dip into fear all hell breaks loose. And I mean that literally. I have to hold the vibration of LOVE all the time here, and in so doing, I see miracles. I’m looking at one right now. Bella. Yesterday she was throwing up blood and because I ran my loving hands over her and fed her camomile tea, today she is fine, sleeping after eating and keeping down her food this morning.

            It all comes down to LOVE. I have gotten away from technical stuff but instead use and live Love and Light. I protect myself with LIGHT and I walk in Love. When I get away from both, I end up in trouble or have a valuable life lesson to learn.

            I bow to you, my Sister, for reaching out to me. I am so thankful you are here at the POND. I send you my Love and my Light, and I want you to feel, words aside, my Love for you.

            From my Heart to your Heart, Amy

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      7. Amy, you, Alex and everyone here at the Pond have helped me so much through times of dark and trouble. You are not even aware how you have touched me with all of your messages. I am so sorry for what you are going through. My pets have been my teachers and the one true source of unconditional love. Likewise their spirits are strong and they will be with you even when they are gone. Take time and be good to yourself. My heart will be with you in these coming days as will so many others. Love and hugs, elaine

        1. Loving you, Elaine, and thanking you for your part in the miracles that are unfolding in my life. My babies are well and happy. Yes these Masters have chosen to still walk with me working side by side with me, to bring Love to all this Land. I am so grateful and so humbled that Heaven heard my Heart. I see healing AGAIN. I SEE. First me. Now them.

          Love, Amy

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      8. Oh Amy, i feel your pain right now, you are not alone and you never will be, you are being carried right now by God, he is holding you and will never let you fall. Everyone is here for you, but God is with you eternally, talk to him as often as you can.

        It seems you have given, and are giving, your all to your cats, they have been blessed beyond measure to have you in their lives. Please right now try and take a slightly detached look at your animals, and know that they are in their body for their soul to grow and evole and that their body is a temporary vehicle as everything is temporary. Try and stand back and let nature takes its course as best you can and in the mean time focus on you and your very special and unique self. The healing you give to yourself will help them no end. The light you radiate penetrates deep into the soul of your pets and all who meet you.

        I often try very hard and look at suffering and a ladder to growth, and i often try and look at it with gratitude, not always easy! Its the solar eclipse this weekend and I feel the energy moving and changing in my body, its been a strange week and the children I care for have been bahaving unusally as well, so im sure your animals feel it too.

        You are strong Mom Amy and incredibly courageous and i KNOW you will be just fine, hang on in their! After posting this I am going to mediate and send you an abundance of healing energy and love, know that you are held in love and that all who love you on this sight are there to hold you. Ask your soul right now ‘what can i do for my hightest good and this present moment?’ and when you get the answer you must do it. Now more than ever you must love yourself completely and fully. I love you and your cats beautfiul lady xxx

        1. Sue, this was an absolutely beautiful sharing not only for our blessed Rosie/Amy but for all of us. I tend to resist the word detachment because the way many use the term it seems heartless–but I think the way you were using it–detachment means putting yourself into the equation and seeing where we “overinvest” in something at the detriment to our own soul/body/path…this is a very loving way of looking at the two sides of the coin in any soul lesson and I very much appreciate your advice in my own life–BIG HUGS SUE and thanks for sharing yourself with us! Alex

          1. Oh Alex, im so touched that you replyed and also found some benefit from what i wrote. I think to be slightly detached is quite healthy all around, it enables us to share our love and healing without being pulled into the story, so to speak… I try to read all of the posts and missives and occasionally comment. I very much enjoy your insights, i must thank you for sharing yourself, your wisdom, love and beauty with us all, it helps no end… thank you!!!
            Wasnt the solar eclipse powerful and extremely cleansing? WOW!!!
            Infinite love to you sweet lady xxx

        2. Dearest Sue,

          Heaven answered me this day and I know you had a huge part in all this. I felt your Love but at the time unable to answer you promptly. So excuse the tardiness but know your words were heard and made my day yesterday a much better one. I’ve gone from hell to heaven all in a span of 24 hours. Yes, GOD is my GOD for a reason for He truly is the One who works miracles.

          I Love you, Sue, and thank you so much for your beautiful words!!! BIG (((HUGS))), Amy

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          1. No need for you to reply, just being extra loving to yourSELF is enough for me. It is a lesson for us all that on the hardest days when we see no light that within 24 hours everything can turn around – thank you, I for one will remember that. After the eclipse I feel i can breathe again and have been cleansed, i pray that you feel exactly the same way. ‘Breathe- the universe is taking care of everything else’, aaaahhhhhhh! I love you xxx

        3. “What can I do for my highest good and this present moment?” Words to live, by Sue! I am going to work with this and get back to you! Thank you and much love to your beautiful, sensitive heart.

          1. Oh sweet Heather, i hope it will help you. I actually meant to write ‘at this present moment’ but I am sure you realised what I meant. Some moments we often feel unsure as to what to do or how to take the next step forward, i always ask my higher self what I should do at this present moment and the answer always comes…. We all find our way eventually dont we. One thing is for sure we are all heading home, even though there are many hills, bumps, roundabouts etc, we are truly blessed arnt we. Thank you for your love and warmth xxx

      9. Amy, perhaps this might help.

        1 Corinthians 13
        New International Version (NIV)
        13 If I speak in the tongues[a] of men or of angels, but do not have love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. 2 If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but do not have love, I am nothing. 3 If I give all I possess to the poor and give over my body to hardship that I may boast,[b] but do not have love, I gain nothing.

        4 Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5 It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6 Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7 It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

        8 Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. 9 For we know in part and we prophesy in part, 10 but when completeness comes, what is in part disappears. 11 When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put the ways of childhood behind me. 12 For now we see only a reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.

        13 And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.

        With Love, you are all my wonderfull sisters and brothers of the light.

        -Mark and my Dog Trip…

        1. These responses, every single one of them, have spoken so clearly to me. LOVE and only LOVE is the answer, and that has been my premise every single day for years. Anyone who lives without Love, is literally in hell.

          I posted a L O N G post way down which explains what all I have been through lately. As of now, things have changed dramatically, yet I am still grappling with fear in my stomach. Which I say NO to and immediately lie down, close my eyes and connect here. To have walked in hell in order to see where those souls are who do not walk in love, I do not ever want a repeat of that Lesson. Yet, it was necessary, and my Master Cats all played their parts to perfection. I received much this week, all of which I am still integrating and processing.

          I just got off the phone with the animal hospital, saying how all has changed in a matter of one day. Am I mad??? No. Just being given some huge Lessons and huge Gifts, unable to explain that to the world of course, and so I spake Truth in a way telling my tale of how God is speaking to me and how I managed to get matters under control. Now, I am only responsible for what I speak, not for what others hear, so if the woman didn’t understand, matters not to me. How in the first place does one explain something so bizarre as in one day 5 cats seemingly saying the time has come, and then the next, all are OK? Have I played the fool? Matters not. What matters is that I am learning what I am learning. Nothing more.

          And All is as It Is. Amen.

          From my Heart to your Hearts, Amy

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          1. I love you, Amy! I just love you so much! Thank you for being here, among us, shining your beautiful and lovely light

            1. The honor is all mine, Nohmad. I thank you and all here for accepting me as me.

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        2. Mark, I have always loved this verse and definitely feel it is totally in alignment with this pond and what is going on here presently…thank you so much for sharing it! Hugs! alex

      10. Sweet, sweet Amy… you are most amazing in your capacity to love everything. Everyone, all the time. I want to be like you when I grow up.

        I considered writing to you about my dog, when you last mentioned Bella and how she was doing. But I held it back because I didn’t know what to say, or how to say it right. Still don’t, but here goes anyway…

        My lovie-girl dog, Kitty, is quite old, about to be 17 here in a couple months. She’s a hefty german shepard/black lab mix. For 2 the last 4 years, my home was turmoil. Was renting a house that was foreclosed on, and we were caught completely unprepared. So my loving in-laws agreed to care for Kitty while we scrunched into a tiny apartment. We tried to keep her with us, but going up and down the hill to go potty 8 times a day (gotta love it) was murder on her hips. My in-laws have a nice wide space, and they love her as well. She is still there, partly because we don’t think she could handle the car ride back to our home, partly because she is in a good safe place, and they have agreed to care for her for as long as she lives.

        Then something happened to Kitty last year. I don’t know what, call it a stroke. She was vacant, she was bedridden, couldn’t walk, eat, drink – nothing. Soiled herself, her bed…couldn’t move. It went on for 2 days, and then we all made the trek out there to give her our love and tell her goodbye. We cradled her, we stroked her; she could smell us, but did she know? Couldn’t tell….but I believe she knew we were there for her. We were all in pieces when we left, so sad and missing her already. Her eyes, while she had been going blind and deaf for a few years, were constantly tracking left-to-right, as if she were reading. But she couldn’t see. God, i cry remembering… Father called us, and said she ate some chicken after we left, the first she had eaten in 2 days.

        That night, I was lying in bed with my girls, and my oldest could not drift off to sleep. She was so upset, distressed. She didn’t want Kitty to go away. So I cuddled her close, and told her to close her eyes and imagine Kitty’s face, imagine that she can see you and know you, and send her the biggest love that you can. I did the same. It’s the only time I can say I saw something that I know I wasn’t imagining.

        She was a purple/violet ball of light but her face was in the center. Hanging “up in the sky” of my mind. I sent out the biggest burst of love I could, and could feel how she received it and sent it back. So I sent back more, feeling how huge and intense it was getting. I asked my girl, do you feel that? do you see Kitty, and she replied Yes. And I stayed right there, until she was asleep and the purple ball had faded. I thought, later that night, how incredible! I wish I knew someone to share this with…I wish Kitty wasn’t gone. Because in my head, I began to believe she had already left. But I knew she had received my love for her before leaving, and I took a lot of comfort in that.

        So, as you may have inferred from the beginning of this long letter, Kitty did not leave us. My father in-law called the next day, to relate she seemed to be improving. Drinking a bit of water, ate some eggs. Still couldn’t walk at all though, so they treated her as palliative caregivers, bringing her food and water, being near her as much as possible. Slowly, but surely she continued to improve but could not get her potty functions under control. We went out there again in December for 3 days, and while my inlaws had giving us status updates regularly, they had also been hiding how much work was really going into caring for our Kitty. During those three days, we spent oodles of time just being near her, petting her, bringing her food and water, changing her bed.

        I declared enough, it’s not fair. It’s not fair for Kitty, it’s not fair to anyone. No one should have to live through this, like this. I love Kitty enough to want the best for her, always. My husband agreed to be the one who would “take her to the clearing at the end of the path” and we went to give our decision to his parents. They rejected our decision, they did not want to. And we conceded. For all I/we really want is the best, and they wanted to continue giving their best.

        The next day, after we left for home, Kitty got up and went potty outside.

        Now it is May, and I would say she is just as good as she was pre-stroke. She still has to go many many times a day, but she goes on her own. Can’t walk very far from the house, but she will often get a little ways, maybe 10 yards, and then lay down in the sun for a bit before moving on or coming back in.

        Amy, I wanted to tell you this story so that you can KNOW that LOVE DOES HEAL! It does, it does! It may not happen the way you think, or in the way you want. It happens in the way that is BEST. This probably doesn’t make you feel better today, but you have given your boys so much healing over the years, that they have decided to follow the path that is BEST for them. And they could not have chosen this without your love. They would not even be able to see the BEST, for it had to come from you. They are so blessed, to have you, to have each other.

        I’m sending you big big hugs today Amy, all day everyday. All we need is love, and I’m sending it to you in big huge waves.


        1. Oh for the Love of God. I have chills and I am sobbing for this is what I am seeing right now! How can I explain what is happening not only to Bella but to 5 of my boys as well? It was as though they decided to go right to the very worst turn around, and come back. I am in awe of your story, Sara, and through these tears and nose running down my face, have given me even more incentive to turn up the Love meter even more! Oh my God! Miracles really do happen!!

          I tried to tell my story to the animal hospital this morning yet how to explain the unexplainable? The peace I have in this house right now, is totally mind blowing. I have one more problem with Rocky who decided to get an eye infection, and this is just like Rocky, giving me a run for my money right to the very end.

          I LOVE you, Sara, for sharing this absolutely moving heart moving story that has tears falling off my face. I am SO grateful to you. Something MAJOR has turned around here this week and it all had to do with my passage through hell. Oh, I just looked at Bella who is sound asleep and “letting go of tension” while she is sleeping…..a VERY good sign! She too took me through the ringer. Yet to look at her now, you would never know it!!!!

          I am SO SO SO grateful to you, my Sister of the Light! I Love you!!!!!

          BIG (((HUGS))), Amy

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        2. Sara, thank you so much from the bottom of my heart for sharing your story of Kitty! It is truly beautiful and truly prooves beyond doubt that LOVE heals! Tears at the corner of my eyes but also a big smile on my face! My maggie mae is 16 and blind and deaf and we will love her always and she will go when she is ready to go, but until then, we love her even if she can’t run and play and sometimes messes the floor–no matter–she is one of us and we love her and will care for her as necessary–but you inspired me to send her a bunch more love and purple light because life should be GOOD…big hugs! Alex

          1. Sara, be careful what you wish for. (smile) My life hasn’t exactly been a bowl full of cherries. I’ve been scraped and pressurized and scrubbed and thrown and crushed a lot, just to get the dross out so that I can shine as best as I know how.

            I SEE you and your LIGHT is BRILLIANT! You don’t want to be me. You are you and I LOVE who you are now!!!

            Sending you a Lot of Love from me to you, Amy

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            1. Yes, I hear you. I don’t want to be like all of you, just that one bit that appears as an unending fountain of love and compassion that can be shared all around. Even to the challenging ones. That’s who I want to be. 🙂

      11. Amy… you have opened your heart to us and into an open heart will pour bounteous love from me, the pond, universe… even in this challenging hour … know your family is here…

        Loads of love, Philip 🙂

        1. Dearest Brother,

          Opening Heart and keeping it so creates the Sun, Moon and Stars.

          The dark passage I went through has given birth to a brand new me.

          I LOVE you, Philip! Amy

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    2. Dear Sweet Rosie, much much much love as you face this deepest of all issues for you and that is giving up control to the divine healing of these beings. That all this love has poured forth from you into them, there is no doubt that they have been spiritually healed by your love, no doubt at all, but there are times, especially with animals when their little bodies are unable to manifest the miracles that are possible in the human form and so, they choose to pass forth and into new bodies…look deeply my loving sister at your personal feelings on this necessary passing into pure positive energy. The load of other souls is not meant to be carried on your shoulders, you are simply there to honor their path–with love, and courage and healing yes, if possible but if not with compassion and complete faith in the process of their divine path.

      Big hugs….huge hugs…we are all there with you and know no matter how painful this process is, it is a part of your divine healing as well! alex

  12. Must say I am feeling much better today and I humbly thank everyone for their blessed love and light and individual acts of unconditional kindness and service to me. It is very strange to be on the receiving end of all this divine healing love and I must say that part of the process was most likely to finally get me to reach out for help without it being a thing I have “created” to make people feel sorry for me and help me out of deep need and not because they wanted to. I realize that this too is a huge part of our lesson and many of us will be releasing that label of unworthy along the path, for we are all worthy, we are all deserved of the help we need and the love we live and breathe all because we are ONE…

    Someone said, that the CC wanted us all to feel this connection more than the words and I would completely agree with them. I have long felt energy and at some times it has been a far distance from my physical body that I would encounter some loving frequency “out there” but now, I simply have to venture right outside the “front door” of my own aura and I am completely enclosed in divine loving Pond light and love–there is no need to search, or go far, everyone’s energy is all up in each others grills as the kids say–LOL part of this is the golden loving bliss that CC spoke about previously but we have all added our energy to it, personalizing it–melding it into this swirly whirly goodness that is uniquely key to our pond…

    The message today is as personal as ever and a lesson I have been learning over the past few days because reach out I had to and reach out I did and the receiving for once in my life was not blocked by my doubt, or need for protection-it simply flowed in and in and in until my whole being exploded with the knowledge that I am indeed worthy, I no longer need these bodily protection processes and LOVE is my unconditional Birthright!

    I loved the baby Aisha! This was especially special for me because My mother as a midwife has bathed every one of our children the first time in the kitchen sink and the look on their eyes when they submerge in the water–it is like a baptism really–I had seen this blessed video before and it made me cry but today I watched it with my beloved younger daughter and I held her and remembered that loving touch of her baby body and nursing her blessed soul with my own body and I realized that these types of amazing newborn love and complete openness is what we are all looking to get back to–and we WILL and we ARE because we are creating it daily…

    So much love–so big–so far, so high that the rainbow of it never ends…to you all! alex

      1. Not quite sure about the process, Ali, for I really have yet to read and mayhaps won’t be for a while yet, just commenting here and there. But I want to add my love to you as well and say job well done! These Journeys are something, aren’t they???

        Love and hugs Amy

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      1. Thanks sisters of soul for more more more and more love….catching the love frisbee and sending it right back to you!!!! With each breath…I am stronger….I also had my lungs checked out by one of the only healers I really trust (my mother and father) and they are crystal clear! Yeah!!!!!! Alex

    1. Dear Alex, your words once again shine so much light on us all! Both by the way you describe your own process, but also how you manage to put into words the insights you get along the way about the Pond and the connection we all share. Thank you for this, dear sister! And thank you for opening up for the love that is gathered in this space, and by that, you not only help yourself to heal, but you also teach us all an important lesson in focusing and strengthening our bond. I am so happy to see you breathing freer and stronger, dear Alex!
      Much love from me, Aisha

      1. Thank you so much dear sister and your insights shared below made so much sense to me not only in the ideas of them but also in the actual reality. The term use it or lose it comes to mind. The more we use this love–the more becomes available! It is almost as if the more worthy WE feel of love, the MORE love we feel! 🙂

    1. Amy I imazing you lying on a huge pink rose bed and all the individual rose petals will enfold you into their love. There you can feel safe and open yourself to all those beautiful colours of your heart. Be safe!

      Thank you Aisha once again for you words as they are so true. And wow Ray, that what you did is so open-heart way to do things, I ask for your courage to me also.

      And now its time for those videos and music you have shared 🙂

      With all my love, Reija

  13. Dear family of Light,
    I just received word from Mom Amy (Lady Pinkrose) that she needs our love and light right now…please, if you are in a place of strength and high vibration and if you have it to give, she really needs our support to lift our beloved lady of roses up out of a terribly overwhelming and difficult 3d situation.
    Blessings and Love to All, Maggie

    1. Dear Maggie, thank you for sharing this! Mom Amy has been the giver of love for so long, now it is time for her to receive a soothing bath of love from us all.
      With gratitude, Aisha

    2. I had a bit of a feeling she needed us and had been reaching out tentatively but now I am full force finding her with my love compass deeply embedded in my heart and sending all encompassing golden love and light her way….She has been our rock and now we all lift her up. Much love to you all! alex

    3. Mom Amy, my most tender love is all yours. Rest all you need, Mom Amy, Heaven’s blessings are being integrated slowly in your new being. I love you most, Mom Amy!

  14. Aisha, I am humbled beyond words…and CRYING, between the beautiful video you posted and Nayon’s uplifting music, I have no control, tears just flowing…it felt like I WAS that baby as I watched, I could feel that water and that pure, unconditional, cleansing love just radiating. And your message is so true, there must be a balance in our lives, we must take what we learn here and apply it to our individual realities so that we can resonate and shine all the stronger and brighter when we do come here to drink or throw some love bombs 😉 With Infinite Love for ALL, Maggie

    1. Dear Maggie, I am so glad you manage to just BE in this flowing love. It is perhaps the hardest lesson to learn to surrender to this overwhelming feeling of love.
      Much love from me, Aisha

  15. I’m catching up on the conversation chain from the past few missives – I’m just continually “blown away” by the incredible syncronocities that there just aren’t words to adequately express! I suppose we shall have to settle into simply FEELING it, this AWSOME connection that takes over every cell of the body, humming to a specific frequency when one places their awareness upon it… it’s almost like a tuning fork, this Pond – those who come to partake of the healing waters receive a “vibrational adjustment” that is so harmonious!
    The 1st gathering was incredible. Everyone has their own personal experiences/’visions’ but there are many common threads. My own began with the intent to join hands & become one around the Pond (I think maybe this is when the Pond unified frequency was firmly established within on a very deep level). I was also baptized here by my beloved Master Jesus, who placed a golden key in my heart. Mary Magdalen was there with us as well & placed within my heart, the violet flame. I don’t really know exactly what either of those things mean at the moment, but time & integration is necessary. When the time is right, I’ll “get it” 🙂
    For the more scientifically inclined, you could simply see these images (visualizations) as archetypes- each of us will have inclinations toward certain archetypes (as found in certain psychological schools of thought). Whatever it is, it IS HEALING 🙂
    So much LOVE & GRATITUDE to ALL who dwell here…

    1. Dear Jess, I love your image of the tuning fork, it is a wonderful description of what is going on here now.
      Much love from me, Aisha

    2. Jess, I loved reading your sharing of your beautiful experience! Thank you! I had a similar experience with our beloved Master Jesus as well! You are so right about the inclinations toward certain archetypes, psychological schools…there are as infinitely many ways to experience a personal awakening/transformation as there are beings! I was so intrigued by what Mary Magdalen gave you, the violet flame — how very wonderful! One of our sisters here, Alex, shared that she is using the violent flame for transmutation, and after reading your post also, I wanted to learn more. Here is a link to information I found if you’re interested:
      Much love and joyful discovery to you! : ))) Heather

      1. oops…..quietly she says on her way out…….If you envision the violet flame around you at all times, ALL will be transmuted into LOVE. It works. Also putting the violet flame through negativity. (smile)

        tiptoeing out………shhhhhh……I’m really leaving to read a good book….

        BIG (((HUGS))), my Heather of Yoga and Violet Light, Amy

        Sent from my iPad

        1. Thank you heather and Amy 🙂 …decided to do a bit more research on that and the pieces of my puzzle are coming together beautifully. During a QHHT session months ago, my Higher Self spoke of me being of the “blue ray” (i had no idea what that meant either but it is a real trip to relay information thru your own voice & think “where did that come from?!”). The link is thru the Magdalene & the sisterhood of the blue rose! What a beautiful gift, to be a carrier of the violet flame…hard earned, but beautiful 🙂

          1. Jess, any Gift we receive is hard earned, for in this, we will never abuse it nor take it for granted.

            BIG (((HUGS))), Amy

            Sent from my iPad

          2. Jess my dear! You did QHHT!? How wicked cool was THAT? I just read Ron Head’s session of QHHT and so much came through for him from the creator directly! The Blue Ray is also the ray of Archangel Micheal who is the keeper of Truth and Love…I am attracted to his energy strongly as a Light Warrior and also that my deepest shadow self is about Truth/Deception…The Violet flame is kept by St. Germaine for the use of invocation from our highest IAM self for healing and transmutation. I have felt some amazing shifts when using it on myself but also when helping to ease the suffering of our blessed Gaia. All the beautiful Rays are available to us for use with loving intent for the highest good of all–Kiind of like Philly’s spheres of light…and our blessed healing waters of the pond! Hugs! Alex

            1. QHHT is AMAZING – highly recommend going to and “find a practitioner” tab to find one nearby (Dolores is booked like 3-4 years out!). That experience triggered the serious downloads/spiritual gift re-awakening/past life memories & other interesting phenomena that have given me a wild ride this past 7 mths…which was a significant improvement over the 4 mths prior to that when I became very sick & thought i was surely going crazy! I’m considering becoming a practitioner, as I believe such methods are and will increasingly be, SO important to assisting others with learning to go within to find their own answers. More & more people are waking up every day, confused & afraid after having spent a lifetime asleep in the programming…
              Funny about St. G. – 1st time i read about him was a few years back in the Theosophical classic ‘The Initiate.’ I always thought he was a very cool dude but never felt a particular connection. However, last night I discovered that he is widely thought to have been incarnated as Joseph of arimathea (Jesus’ father). It is also said that Michael was Magdalens guardian (blue ray/blue rose).
              For you & All Sisters (& Brothers) of the Rose:
              Today I face this ancient contract

              One that has been with me for centuries

              Turning black into white

              And white into black

              Holding me down and back

              Chasing me down the ages

              Muffling my voice

              Hiding my face

              From the world as I cowered in fear of recognition.

              In the age when I was created in the Garden

              That wonderful Garden of Eden

              I was tall and proud, a goddess in my own right

              My hair cascaded down my back

              It was bright and light like the wind

              I held onto feathers whenever and wherever I could

              I waved them in the wind

              A sign of defiance

              A sign of consciousness.

              What happened later was harder to accept

              Particularly when I see it from this perspective

              Because now I realise the patterns

              Of energy and significance

              They have come with me from that time and place.

              My sacred self was invaded with the spectre of fear

              Once I left the safety of the Garden

              And walked into the other world

              I became different

              I had to hide my form as the Goddess of Light

              I had to cover my right brain and work only from my left

              I had above else to hide my light, my intuitive genius, my difference.

              I was so successful at dissembling

              I began at last

              To believe my own propaganda

              I weaved my way through the cycles of life

              I was reborn in different times and different places

              The knowledge embedded in my DNA

              I hid it so well that no-one suspected

              Who I really am.

              Today marks the change

              Today I release the need to hide

              I walk free and whole

              Ease and joy and glory

              Now taking precedence in my life

              I open my arms to the world and embrace life

              I am my full self my own person

              I am free at last I am free

              I greet the glory of the rose

              And welcome its essence into my life

              I remember who I am

              And all is well in my world!


                1. I wish I could claim authoring this PROFOUND poem, Maggie! It was written by Dr. Chris Henderson (see link). So glad to help 🙂

              1. Absolutely beautiful, Jess! Thank you so much for sharing this reminder to let go of all that which isn’t truly us! : )))

          3. That is so COOL about the Blue Ray, too, Jess! I just looked it up and really resonated with it, too. Especially what I read about Blue Rays being extra sensitive and needing to express themselves through creativity and the arts, and really all of it. I’m kinda overwhelmed by the amount of information coming through, but stoked at the same time! I am really digging working with the violet flame, too – thank you and Alex for sharing about it, and thanks, Amy for the info. you shared! : )))

            1. Oops! I kinda responded to you & Alex above, Heather!
              I had a spontaneous PL remembrance couple years ago during a series of meditations, where I saw ‘scenes’ from an ancient Egyptian incarnation. At the time, these images – while VERY INTERESTING -didn’t make any sense, so they just slid into the ‘huh?’ file in my brain until recently, when a very strange re-connection with an ‘old flame’ via FB revealed the meaning (now THAT was a REAL trip lol!) and helped me remember the link. In that life, i was also an Initiate of the Temple of Isis, as was Mary Magdalen.

              1. Wow, I didn’t know that about Mary Madgalen and the Temple of Isis, and so great to hear about these connections you’re making – it inspires me to look at some nudges I have, too…I connect deeply with the idea of the priesthood and was told I had ancient Egyptian lives once, but like you stored it away as a “huh…” Will be checking out more on Temple of Isis! Really appreciating the information you’re sharing, Jess, thank you!

                1. PLEASE do follow up on things that strike a cord within – it is SO VERY IMPORTANT for healing the remnants of that which remains unresolved within you (which IS a huge part of your purpose in being here at this time). Even further, you’re not just healing YOU- you’re healing your entire ancestral line and paving the way (creating a template) for the healing of untold masses who suffer similarly, indeed us ALL! Like me, when I first became so very ill, I recognized the symptoms as very similar to my grandma’s illness & her mother too, who died far too young from ureic poisoning. But I also refused to accept the waste basket diagnosis of CFS and its incurable status & started seeking alternative answers. In doing so, I’ve found myself…
                  I’m still healing & looking for solutions from EVERY angle -nutrition, emotional clearing, environmental toxicity, energetic, Past Lives…WHATEVER IT TAKES! Dying isn’t an option nor is being bed bound at 33 – I have a beautiful daughter who’s 13 and needs me, wonderful family & friends and a life to live in health & wholeness for the remainder of my time here.
                  We all deserve that reward for a job well done – but you’ve got to do the work and finish it 🙂
                  As for the ‘temple’, I recommend getting a copy of Tom Kenynon’s Magdalene Manuscript and checkout and anything you can find on The Order of the Blue Rose (melchizedek)…
                  Ask your Team for guidance and assistance in finding the information that is most important for you to know…you can also email me if you like 🙂 – (click on my avatar)

                  1. Ps- esp for the Roses following this chain:
                    Be VERY CAREFUL who you accept guidance from and confide in…trust your intuition on that one

                  2. Jess, I could not agree more and thank you for sharing your passion for healing and transmuting. You have true courage and tenacity, and knowledge of who you truly are as a sovereign, eternal, powerful creator-being. Of course you will prove the doctors wrong – I can attest that this is possible having cured my own chronic Epstein Barr, thyroid disease, PTSD and some unidentifiable autoimmune diseases. To your point below, definitely be careful who you listen to. I trust very few doctors, physical or metaphysical. Do you resonate with Native American healing ways/shamanism? If so, let me know…I’d like to share more if it resonates. Happy Mother’s Day, strong, courageous Jess. You inspire me! : )))

                    1. OH, how I would love to jump in on this conversation. Too weary. Forgive me. Healer I am. And have some miracles as well to share and others in progress. Last blast from Heaven did a number on moi!

                      Sending all my Love to Heather and Jess, two Great Lights so Bright in this POND of Love, BIG (((HUGS))), Amy

                      Sent from my iPad

                    2. Heather, wow YES! All of those things are part of what I suffer from! PTSD perhaps but from a whole other traumatic event…I’m very much called to shamanism (kinda doing that naturally, trying to find the root story where the timeline needs to be healed). I had a reading with a famous medium a few years ago, who told me my guardian angel was a beautiful Native American healer -white buffalo woman. Please do contact me, when you have time 🙂

  16. Good day fellow ponders.

    A strong voice in meditation this morning suggested I share my latest attempt at music with you. I hope some will rejoice in the energy I was attempted to carry. The song is called ‘Your sun’ and I decided to record this one as a birthday gift to my daughter for her 9th on April 30th. It was inspired by my longing to be close to her when I was not allowed to. Her mom was telling everyone I was ‘crazy’ (a common theme among many of you no doubt), so I was ‘persona non grata’ at school, where I wish I could go and just say hi and see her for a few minutes on break times. So this song is my fantasy to disguise as the sun and the wind to brighten her day and play with her. I end the song with the promise of a new world and a promenade along the beach under a sea of stars, playing a new game of Love. Please bear in mind I am French and have no affinity to poetry, and know very little about the structure of music, and am no virtuosi on any instrument, voice included. This is simply a personal expression based on inspiration, and it is possible that some of you enjoy it. (the use of headphone is recommended). Aisha keep on the good work, and a whole lot of Love to everyone.

    André / Nayon

    1. Beautiful, Nayon…I love the music itself, and your voice is phenomenal…this is a powerful piece, and it really moved me, thank you so much!

    2. Wow….Thank you so much everyone. My father being a psychopath, I was left with a stigmate of feeling worthless and incapable to do anything right all my life, and it is wonderful to hear otherwise from you . I know this is something I want to do and I hope to make music for you for a long long time. If some of you want to hear the other ones I recorded so far, here they are:

      The first and the last are the same song in french in 2 versions. The first one I recorded in 2011 has sentimental value. I was in a custody battle at the time, some of you may have heard the remake, I posted it here already. Thanks again!!! 😀

    3. Beautiful, Andre! All you wish is coming, brother. It,s just a question of time. And is also coming for all of us. And you are One with us, brother. Shine on!

    4. Sweet Nayon, your love comes through so strongly in this piece! It is so ethereal! Breathtaking my friend thanks so much for sharing it with us all! Hugs! Alex

    5. thank you Nayon, This song really touched my heart, I could just close my eyes and feel the rythm and sounds in my body. It brought tears in to my eyes, but they were tears of pure joy. The song made me feel really happy 🙂 So thank you for that! For me, I think its time to go shopping some canvas, I cant hide this call of painting anymore 🙂

      1. Thank you so much all of you, you really change my perspectives on things. A month ago I was ready to sell all my equipment because I thought I could never make music good enough that people could like. My daughter was the one to talk me out of it, that is when I decided to record this last piece. Now it is a new beginning for me in that fashion because for the first time I feel I really have something of value to bring to you.

        1. It is only something of value to US because it is something of value to YOU–your joy and your love shine through and that is what makes it important and special. Like when Maggie (blue moon fairy) speaks about her love of art and how that loves come through in wonderful and unusual ways–we are creating with our hearts and that is what makes it so valuable and special! Keep creating with your heart Andre! Love Alex

        2. When we Love what we do, magic happens, and Love blossoms everywhere!!

          Love, Amy

          Sent from my iPad

          1. Yes, yes, yes…it is all about love! The love shines through this music, and it can be felt as well as heard…love infuses every creation with depth and makes it an integrated experience rather than something “out there”.

  17. I talked to a man the other day while out walking. I have never seen him before. As he started to talk to me. He told his name. He ask me if I had been in the military. I ask why he would like to know. He said he spent a few years in the marines. Then he just started to tell me his life story. I ask why he would tell me about these things. I know of others that talk to very few about these kind of things. He said I don’t know I have never seen someone like you before. I ask him what he saw. He said for some reason. When you look me in the eyes I feel you can see my soul. I told him some say the eyes are a window to ones soul.

    He ask me what do you see in my soul. I told him you are like others who want to know more about the soul or a life that is within that we all have. I tould him the soul has many different names over the world with the different races of people. He ask me how I knew of this. I tould him I learned a lot from just reading and more just from looking from the window of the soul that lives in all of us.

    He invited me to come to his home to meet his son that is 19 years old. He said I have tried to tell him about life but I don’t think he understands what I am saying. He said maybe he will understand you better. So I went to his home to meet his son. Him and his father plays music in several different ways. His father said look at his eyes son. He can see your soul. His son laughed and said noone can do that. But as he looked at me I saw a little fear in his eyes.

    He said I go to church but don’t understand a lot of it. He said there is to much killing and suffering in it. I ask him if he feels the meaning of the music he and his father make. Music is my life I feel all of it. All the words come from my heart and my whole body tingels with the sound and words of it. I just looked and smiled at him. I told him this is the life within you that comes out with all your true feelings. I tould him this life within is your soul and what you should alway try to make it grow in your music and everything you do.

    I said you know the power of music and how it makes people feel. I asked him if he sings of sad things. Never leave the people that hear it in a sad way. Always give them hope at the ending that makes them happy inside. I thought he was going to cry. He looked and said thank you for this information. I know this is true. I looked at his father in tears and told him I had to return home. This is just to show you there is always friends when needed even if you don’t know where they may be. Most people only need a little help sometimes to get by. Sometimes its the little things that can change the way a person thinks the rest of his life.

    Blessings to all

    1. Way to go Ray!

      That was a perfect example of what is happening now and you handled it so beautifully. God, I am so blessed to be a part of this pond. Thanks to all.


    2. Beautiful Ray you were a blessing to them!

      I sense that more of this kind of thing will be happening to ponders soon as they/we go about our lives!

      I too have found sometimes the simplest thing you say to someone has a profoundly positive effect on them…

      Thank your for sharing this beautiful experience.

      Joyfully, Philip 🙂

    3. Simply Beautiful Ray, thank you so much for being a guiding spirit to these two beings who so needed to open to understanding. What a blessing you are! Hugs! I also agree that sometimes, Angels come to us as it seems through thin air and being open to these small miracles is so necessary–because sometimes WE need the Angels and sometimes WE are the angels….alex

    4. Beautiful, Ray.

      Your story brings to life what is said in Hebrews 13:2 –
      “Be not forgetful to entertain strangers: for thereby some have entertained angels unawares.”


    5. Ray,
      It was your turn to be the mysterious teacher who appears suddenly at the right time. Wonderful things happen when we let spirit be our guide.

  18. Thank you so much for this message and that beautiful video that illustrates it so perfectly, our beloved Aisha. I take them straight to my heart. The way that baby surrenders to being nurtured and loved, with complete trust, is a powerful teaching. (Tears : ))) All my love to you, shining sister.

  19. Dearest Aisha
    Thank you so much for this loving message. We all have truly come so far in the last year as the CCs said. I do not know how we fix the world, but I know that it’s coming.

    One change I’ve noticed in me – I don’t even try to talk to people about the “problems” anymore. I’m just going to try and build something wonderful in my life. Let them watch and learn and then emulate it. I sure smile a lot now.

    I know where my “center” is . During the gathering and my meditation, there were many bursts of what seemed like golden energy that I saw eminating from me and being sent out. So personal, so beautiful, so much awe!

    Love to you all

    1. Dear Jeff, thank you so much for sharing this! It is truly that easy, is it not? Shifting the focus away from the “problems” and over to what we want to create. So easy, and yet so difficult! But being here, connected to you and to the rest of this loving family gives me the extra fuel I need sometimes to stay in this love also when I am not here. You bring a big smile to my face, dear brother, and so much love in my heart!
      Love and light, Aisha

    2. Hi Jeff, isn’t it funny how we forget that we have the power to choose how we feel 🙂 WE as a humans, we can decide ourselves if we see problems or beauty in life, we have the power to decide if we see obstacles or opportunities ahead of us, we have to power to decide if we want to love or hate and what ever we choose surely will attract that same energy back to us. So I have also made conscious decision to see beauty in life although its not easy all the time… but with small steps and huge energetic support I think I can succeed with this goal 🙂 All the best for all of us!

  20. I don’t normally click on YouTube links, especially if they are music videos. I am not a music video fan; I don’t know why. Perhaps I am reacting to what sometimes feels like a staged sentimentality; we all have our own personal mountains to climb.

    In any case, Aisha, I clicked on the link you provided and glad I did. I don’t think I have ever seen such palpable display of love. One of my gifts is touch. At the very end of the video, when the person is running two fingers down the side of the baby, I recognized the concentration of that gesture immediately and could literally feel both the intention and the energy being transferred. In that moment, I had a very personal and profound experience of what you were saying in your message. ¡Qué hermoso! Will we ever stop wanting to thank you? I certainly hope not.

    1. Dear Amorosidad, thank you for sharing this! And thank you for bringing your gift of loving touch to this world, it will help so many to heal.
      Love and light from me, Aisha

  21. I think my heart is just going to explode after watching that beautiful video. So very powerful and soooo….right. We all deserve to feel like this but I’ll be the first to admit that I often don’t feel “worthy”. I have felt for awhile now that the CC’s have wanted us to come together and receive love and support from each other in this gentle way. Not that their messages aren’t important but I sense they care less that we read their words than that we connect and care for each other here.
    Thank you so much Aisha!

    Love you all,

    1. Dear Leslie, I feel the same as you. It is this connection, love and support that will make all the difference – for each and every one of us, and for this world.
      Love and light from me, Aisha

  22. I am in deep appreciation for everything, healing in the emotional, physical and mental self is in a transition of no words … I send love and light to every detail of existance, this pond is my ocean …

      1. Thank you I am so happy to be a part of what you have created and wish to create right along side … Love and brightest of brightest light to you aisha!

  23. Spot on with this post Aisha as ever… in gratitude…

    What a beautiful video with the baby such love and tenderness and the baby was so immersed in all senses… just beautiful.

    So important for us all to take time to integrate. I would like to share just one thing… the song that came to me during “The Gathering” has been going around in my head since… and its a particular line from it:

    “You can make it all come true…”

    You in this case meaning “me, you all of us…” I sense/feel this is what the CCs are pointing us towards with these new larger shoes we are walking in…

    What is it we can make come true. The new earth/reality/life – whatever you/we wish to call it.

    So I support your message, to bathe in the healing and empowering waters of the pond, integrate and allow ourselves the space for the new to emerge…

    Joyfully, Philip 🙂

  24. I can not yet tell about the gathering so much, it was a deep experience of being ONE with all. I knew it so long but I could feel it once more. This wonderful light.
    And Aisha thank you for this wonderful video. This small lovely one was so relaxed, it enjoyed the water so much and I could feel the love of the woman who did this for this tiny baby. I was near tears.

      1. Aisha you wrote to me a short while ago in a past message that you were thinking of me when you posted the healing waters. I just now remembered that when I first read through it this morning that I actually got that! I felt -you- thinking of me as I read. I knew that somehow I was in there. I don’t remember the precise line when it came to me, but it might have been this one:

        ” And when we surrender ourselves to this process, we may also need help, so do not forget to ask for it. For these waters of the Pond are not only for frolicking in, they are also for healing. There are many ways to ask for help, and it is so heartwarming to read the words you have all shared about this already, and to see how much love that is pouring out from and into this Pond.”

        I’m not used to asking for help very often, but last night I did, and it came pouring out to me. Thank you, everyone. I had a good, gut-wrenching cry and wrote about it back there. This morning, the tears still flow gently, but its good, and I feel good.

        You are all so very wonderful. I love being connected to you.


        1. Dear Carl, I love you so much and I just responded to you back there. I too have rarely reached out for help, as I was always the helper. Heathie pointed out to me as well that blocking receiving was also another layer of protection because if you dont ask for help or you block receiving you cant ever be disappointed and hurt if the help doesnt come…

          I asked, I received, I accepted and I will forever be fuller because of this….Much love to you brother and while I realize now that the reaching to to YOU for help triggered another layer of release for you and for that I am a bit sorry to bring that on to you–I know it is all in divine timing and I am so glad we were able to help each other heal. big love always–alex

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