The manuscript of survival – part 263

Let us begin this missive by saying that you have all passed a threshold now, dear ones, and from this point, there is no more turning back. These words may fall on somewhat fallow ground, for to you, it might feel that you are doing no more than threading water at the moment. But for us, your forward momentum has never stopped, not even for a second. For you are indeed being propelled forwards at a speed that is astonishing, but as you have in some ways seemingly lost the ability to detect your progress yourselves, we will as always be on hand to inform you of it. And by that, hopefully implant at least a small impetus to not let yourself go in all of this. Let us explain.

As you all passed from last year and into this, the brand new one, you also left behind the old you in more ways than you maphaps have realized yet. But as always, what has been a part of the illusion that still surrounds you on all sides, is nothing if not stubborn in keeping up appearances. In other words, you will in so many ways still feel like the same old you, but that is in fact not the truth. The truth is that the old you fell away as soon as you opened yourselves to the new energy that came in during those last but oh so important weeks of last year, and as such, you have been reborn in all aspects except one; namely the self-image you still carry with you. And that self-image is so imprinted in your brain, you will have a hard time getting rid of it completely. Hence, this strange feeling of being untethered energetically from the old, but at the same time, the feeling of still being stuck inside of it all.

In other words, you have all taken a giant leap forward, but on the surface, it will seem like you have taken a giant leap into ”what is this?”. In other words, you will feel the disconnection from the old deeply within you, but as you have yet to literally live the separation, this is a period of seemingly deep confusion and disturbance for you all. This will manifest in myriads of ways, as you all have an individual programming that is still trying to override your new programming. In other words, your own personal setup is doing its best not to be rendered obsolete from all of the new, so it is doing all it can in order to keep doing the job it was given from the onset. And that job is a simple one indeed, because the old programming had one purpose, and one purpose only, and that was to keep you all set into ”human” mode, with all of its limitations, and that is what it is still trying to do. So it is not being ”bad” in any way, even if the fallout from all of these conflicting commands you are getting from yourself is causing more than a little unease at the moment.

Remember, this old programming was set up with the intent of keeping you going in the same old track, but now, the track has been changed, and the tune with it, so this insistence of playing off the same old tune on top of the new one is causing not a little disharmony at the moment. And remember, your senses have been well trained to listen to this old record, to call it that, and it will at first have a hard time literally tuning into the new and disregard the repeat message from that old track. So yes, you will feel yourself being tossed to and fro between these two lines of reasoning, and rightly so. Remember we have talked about the concept of drag before, and this too is a part of your own personal process. So much of you have already taken that step across that proverbial threshold, but the outer layers to call it that, the guiding voice you have heard from the very first moment you opened your eyes within a human body, that is certainly lagging far behind. And as you have been so well attuned to it, you will have a hard time ignoring its insistent voice.

We know we speak in parables, but let us just sum up this missive by saying that you have all moved ahead rapidly, just as we knew you would, but as you are still immersed within this old concept of ”you”, you will continue to get conflicting signals that will make your own image of this process much more confusing to behold. For you are all progressing rapidly in the intended direction, but those outermost parts of you will insist that you are trapped in a backwater somewhere, and you are unable to get back out into the rapids along with the rest. But fear not, you are not trapped anywhere, even if that voice from yesteryear is doing its best to convince you otherwise. Again we tell you to keep breathing and keep focusing, so you can help yourself to hear the voice of reason that is already within. It is there, and it will not go away, no matter how audible the old tune gets in the days ahead. So again we tell you that all is well, and the course that have been set you are not deviating from in any way. We are well pleased by your work, and we know that you will agree too once you get past that little voice of discontent still ringing in your ears.

39 thoughts on “The manuscript of survival – part 263

  1. Over this last weekend, the stretch between Friday and Sunday seemed never ending. In the spirit it felt as though a huge gap, a chasm (think Grand Canyon) had opened up and over the weekend, this chasm grew wider and wider. I “heard” that what last week and what was “behind last week” represents, and what this week and what “lay ahead of this week” represents, shall never be joined. A huge rift occurred, separating the “old” from the “new”. I felt it in spirit, now I am experiencing it in the physical. I am standing firmly on the ground of the “new”, with conflicting emotions tugging at my Soul. Now I take command, and say I look only forward, and what is behind me is DONE! All is Good. All is One.

    1. Amy, im glad you shared! ive been experiencing similar things. “rift” and “chasm”, are my feelings too. for about 2 weeks i felt like i couldn’t touch ground, there was nowhere to go,d if ya know what i mean. i could not calm down, could not get to peace which used to be pretty easy for me. it has literally been like “old life” and now “new life”, as things finally eased up for me yesterday.

      there were momentary “ok” times that were very brief throughout these last 2 weeks. when you mentioned in a previous post, that the energy always improves when the breeze is a certain way in your town… that was one of the precise times when i felt things lift, or felt things ease up slightly. i have little things i notice when the energy changes, like you!

      now ive landed in a new space but still confused, and i can tell i just need to rest! so here we go, i wonder what this new place will turn out to be like. thanks for relaying your sensing’s of what’s been going on, i feel much like you describe 🙂

      1. (((hugs))) Christie. I’ve landed in “new” as well, not sure what is what, and the way I am “acting” people who are on the other side of the “rift”, sure are not liking it one bit. I am who I AM, and I will no longer play into power games, ego games, or manipulation games. This week and those following, will be the “marker” for all of us to make the choice between the “land of Love” or the “land of fear”. I am choosing Love. The butterflies in mys stomach are loud today, so instead of resting, which I was doing, I now go for a walk. Things have a way of falling into place. Sometimes “new” (like new shoes) are at first uncomfortable, but once you wear the new for a while, it is no longer uncomfortable. I seem to be at the uncomfortable stage. So, I chop wood, carry water (metaphorically speaking), sing, sleep when I want to, do what I must, and the rest will take care of itself.

        1. Amy (eternityeagle), things will only get better as you get used to “the new.”

          I believe the Universe is bringing up for us all those areas where we limit ourselves so we can challenge our beliefs and patterns in order to rise in vibration.

          I am releasing a major pattern of this lifetime by “letting others take responsibility for themselves” and giving priority to my heart feelings. Last night I walked away from two years of volunteer work in the hospital because it was time. This morning I performed a “goodbye ritual” to release the old, esp. my pattern of putting others needs before my own. It was sad, but also freeing.

          It’s very interesting what you said about these weeks “being the marker” for our choices. Whatever we choose must be for our own Highest good. And choosing “love” also means being able to love ourselves!

          I wonder if the “rift” you discovered happens at different times for people?

          Thelma

          1. Hi, Thelma. I believe that what I sensed in spirit is what is actually taking place/about to take place due to the Energetic Influence that is occurring now. I am a “super sensitive” so what I experience doesn’t mean the next person will. Thank your lucky stars if you are not a “super sensitive” for there are days I literally feel the Earth move, and with it, my body being torn to pieces.

            Funny that you said you are releasing putting others’ needs before yours. I too am doing just that very thing, as of this writing. It is freeing, yet I too relate to the sadness. I shook that sadness off and celebrated Life by taking a long walk, communing with All That Is as I did. Nice! Again, it is a choice. Do I stay in duality and embrace the sadness, or do I quantum jump into 5D and flow again on the Higher Frequencies? Taint easy sometimes……..

            And good for you saying goodbye to circumstances that no longer “fit” you. Way to go! Hi five! THIS is what we are all supposed to be doing! Unplug from 3D and plug into 5D! You rock, Thelma! (((HUGS)))

          2. Amy, thanks for your kind words and encouragement. How cool that we’re both dealing with the same issue!

            This whole process must have been like a roller coaster for you as a sensitive. Hopefully we’ll soon be on more stable ground (5D) where peace and harmony will be the norm.

            P.S. – I love walking, too, esp. near a large body of water. I live near the rapids of the St. Lawrence River and a wild bird sanctuary and it nourishes my spirit.

        2. Yes! I’ve started walking more and more, too…really helps me. I once read that when one is in that confusing state to go out in nature and then they added “especially if you don’t want to”…hahaha…that was the encouragement I needed! Also, I think about how walking might help integrate the energy and also integrate right/left brain-old/new processing…??? ♥janis

          1. Janis, I really am not able to answer your question about balancing left/right brain/new processing. All I do know, by the time I get back home, I am calm, I feel balanced, and the “nervous butterflies” in my stomach are gone. Have you noticed how clean and pure the air feels, smells, and looks? Ohhhhh, I do look forward to Spring so that I can open my windows! Love, Amy

  2. Hi!

    Today I feel it. I am lighter than ever before! I need to rest and meditate but I know ‘the page was turned’ yesterday. I am VERY happy about!!! Thank YOU!!!!!!

    Love!!!

  3. Aisha are you archiving your posts to pdf after Manuscript 100? If so, please let us know. There are some treasures worth mining back there.

    1. Dear Ahmyo! You can find all of the parts on the page “About The manuscript of survival”. They are archived as pdf-files with 10 parts on each file, and I add the new ones as soon as I reach a new “batch” of ten.
      Love and light, Aisha

      1. Fabulous! I knew you would store them somewhere. The Spice must flow… continue your very excellent work. We’re keeping the pulse in Japan. — Ahmyo

  4. Reached a reluctant, but wiling “surrender” on a small but needed step in a project. Despite the fact that I felt clueless, I went with my gut and released any normal resentment on feeling “compelled” to do something I didn’t want to do, but really needed to be done and was BLOWN AWAY by how much my energy turned around to the positive. The synchronicity’s happened! This powerfully speaks to that. Thank you!

  5. i wish i would know as clearly what is going on as our Friends do. but you know what, as they said, we will know it, once it’s time to look “back” (sometime, and I’m not saying in the future, as there is no such thing, I belive), so just stay focused and keep breathing. wish that would be that easy. anyway, keep trying. inhale and exhale. in and out. woohoo, it’s working!!! 😀

  6. big hugs everyone. We have all been listening to the same old track laid down by our ego and as eckhart tolle calls it the pain body which was all set up to keep us in fear. Did you know that a dog in an electrically shocked cage will stay in the cage even if the door is open because it is the pain he knows….the unknown can cause fear and the powers that WERE programmed us all to fear change. Leave the cage my friends and embrace the song of your soul….Alex

  7. Ouch
    The last few days have flattened me. It’s like all the old injuries I have are screaming to be remembered. To bad for me, I used to drive like a lunatic. I suspect the damages caused by the crashes are trying to reboot into the original blueprint, and therefore heal itself.
    or something

  8. As Amanda, I can relate to everything you said in this message. Thank you Aisha for loving us enough to share and give to those of us who relate to the messages and so need their reassurance. J.

  9. No little voice of discontent here, my body is screaming.
    No energy, no interest in going in public, muscles and joint aches, migraines, no taste in foods I do eat, unable to chew/eat meat, tummy upset to start and finish the day with little uninterrrupted sleep. Lack of full lungs of breath to the point that this confirmed smoker is quite frankly unable to inhale let alone enjoy any longer. (I have asked for help to quit, maybe I’m getting this help?) Congestion in head, throat seems endless. I do not believe in government flu shots. I’m beginning to wonder if I should go find a Dr. but where to get the energy for that project! Rather make a cup of tea and go back to bed again today. Something is so off when a shower or throwing a ball for dogs is completely and totally exhausting.

    1. I have been experiencing same things since begining of 2012. But I am slowly starting to get more energy and less aches in spine and shoulders. It definately is a brutal process but am starting to see light at end of tunnel
      Dan

  10. Yet another lovely message that I resonate with Aisha – thanks as ever for sharing… I know things are moving on apace but the idea of the old ‘keeping up appearances’ makes so much sense… Philip

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